TheUncreated - being amazed, leads a few directions, "grandiose" sure is one, so is "paranoia" or total disbelief and denial...
if you are as you sey, only you intuitively know what to do, fearing is not an option because its useless 99% of the time as it breeds ignorance and delusion. if you are certain this is so, you have never been any different then you ever have, you are still you after all

and what if i said i was the same "thing".
would you feel i should not be scared for the same reasons and maybe more of your own?
i imagine, and so ...
No matter how many beers I drink, I still don't feel the effects of alcohol. It reminded me from the movie "Captain America : The First Avenger" because the superhero couldn't get drunk anymore. But when I smoke weed, it's different. I feel like I am high but in reality I still function like any normal human being sober. I like to think of it as maybe a genetic mutation or something to do with our genes. It is possible with our older generation mixing in with different races to produce mixed races can have some type of immunity to certain diseases or an overly defensive immune system. Sounds cool yes but we can't get high no more!! Where is the fun in that? Could it be that humans are evolving at a faster rate than the environment itself so maybe in the next 10,000 years we could be immortal from disease and viruses but not from war or murders.
high doesnt exist in a place of constant expansion, also there with such self-reliance dependence of any sort simply can not exist, once we are "immune", fully adapted, or rather, once all humans are aware of their chromosomal/dna/biological what have you(?)

connection along the food chain, or with all other things in nature (much better) we will all be beyond the needs
mother-earth has lovingly had to offer - the sky is the limit, getting higher then this, takes much more then the joint ima bout to smoke
:-x it takes only the acknowledgment of the self as a true actual creative god in this universe...the one you are imagining atm...
god/God
Gs up when HLo's Down....you see ?