Yeah, I know exactly what you mean. But as "74" said if you are going to expand your mind and horizons... you damn well better do it in a safe manner.
I'm so stubborn aren't I? Gave us both something to do though (testing pills and research) What was I allinall 30 times? Anyway, I've learned to live as a drug nerd at a very late age IMHO, and I'm loving my SO and our drug nerdiness on a level I never knew existed.