Whenever I take pure MDMA I can tell because glowsticks look the exact same to me. If they're more speedy or MDA pills glowsticks are pretty sweet-looking to me. But I prefer flashing lightstick shows than glowstick shows.
i hate it though, whenever i'm at a rave and i'm holding glowsticks some dudes always ask me for a lightshow. they assume since i'm some asian chick i can bust out some crazy funky moves or something.
then on tao i finally gave this guy a lightshow cause he looked so gay like a queer, how could i resist doing a favor for him? and the whole time my friends were laughing their asses off at me cause i fucking SUCKED at giving the light show. but the weird part was, despite the fact that i sucked so bad, all these people kept coming to sit down and watch the light show, probably because they were amazed at how profound i was at being horrible.
then afterwards, i apologized and said it was my first lightshow. the gay guy said it really good for my first time, upon which i held his shoulder and said, "I don't need your sympathy." that's the last time i ever saw him, and it's no mystery why.
lmao