Something I've always found frustrating... Is that even if I suppose that it's all true. God, Satan, the rebellion, etc.
None of it gives me particular motivation to want to love God. When God seems like a complete asshole. Deliberately putting the tree in the garden to temp Adam and Eve, so he could throw them out when they defied him.
Why put the tree of knowledge there at all? To give humans a choice? Except it's hardly a choice if the options are do as I say, or die.
Then there's the flood.
God's acts like a dick, is it any wonder Satan was not alone in rebelling against him?
How do you really know that you should be on God's side? Seems to me the reason comes down to, "because he said so". Not a very good reason.
God could effortlessly allow us to have a choice, without sadistically hiding himself enough to put doubt in the hearts of reasonable people. But he doesn't. Then after you die, it's too late.
He's a dick..
EDIT: I just wanna clarify something here in case this post comes across the wrong way. I'm not intentionally trying to mock Christians here, nor any individual Christian bluelighters. These are just my honest doubts about Christianity. And frustrations about what it asks people to believe.