Unbreakable
Bluelighter
Smoking my Hookah, With a lorazepam under my tongue and cutting my smack into lines.... Life is good 

Smoking my Hookah, With a lorazepam under my tongue and cutting my smack into lines.... Life is good![]()
Thanks for the kind words jb, it really helps
I am really pumped brotha! I called dude today and got appointment tomorrow, where he will dose me with bupe, i believe.
Its going to be a month long detox most likely, and im serious about it..i wanta move on with my life
I am interested in subutex cause i have only had subox..im wondering if i should snort it, since it has higher bioavailability as opposed to sublingual..thoughts??
I just got scripted lorazepam the other day, and had VERY little experience with it previously (only a .25mg pill once) but now have 1mg pills, and especially 2 of those and I think it's a really good benzo. My favorite is still alprazolam, but its definitely moved it's way to number 2, even over klonopin and valium. It's shorter and lighter but I find it's please enough to get through the day with and not overly sedating.
EDIT: I'm shocked how long this short post took me to type, and how accurate it is, wow. My grammar stick up my ass even stays with me when I'm fucked up. Unless its booze, then it's awful. With opiates its hit or miss.
The Chemist is clearly doing good, Tommyboy is doing good, and this girl is doing quite fine herselfAnyone else in the northeast or midwest US having temps in the upper 30s with nasty wind and some rain right now? What a yucky night.
EDIT: Finally nodding, haven't since stopping opiates after 8 weeks when re-tearing the disc in my back, haven't taken any in a while...especially blowing oxymorphone, I fel pretty good off a small amoutnt.
Put 1mg under your tongue and let it dissolve... It is the best way to take it Imo, that is the only i take since i did it for the first time.... Fell in love those tiny little 1mg pills![]()
EDIT: now i'm nodding reaslly hard, ona lmost double the amoutnt in intended to take, gguess im done with any modseration for tonight...feelinaing awesome
I generally hate taking anything sublingual (it's just an annoying ROA) unless it's during a panic attack, and it kills me how much I fucking HATE the taste of alprazolam. So, swallowing it works for me, I think I love 'em already, but perhaps I'll give the sublingual way a try one day (its quicker, but I feel like things like xanax come on quick orally so even using them sublingually wouldn't increase the BA that much, especially if I have a total empty stomach which is most likely why I'm panicked enough to use alprazolam, although I've been taking benzos daily for about 2 and a half? years or so and in the last couple weeks, after my stint with opiates, I feel like I'm finally ready to admit that I'm physically and mentally addicted to benzos. Sucks.
EDIT: now i'm nodding reaslly hard, ona lmost double the amoutnt in intended to take, gguess im done with any modseration for tonight...feelinaing awesome
All-star post. +1000 internets to PC:D
Once you take it bilingually you wont turn back to swallowing it.... It hits you so much faster, and they are yummy... about to suck on another one
I was seizing or some shit an hour ago from all this tramadol I took. Yeah dumb but I didn't want to use my last of my oxys. So that's what I get. Now I'm on 60 mg of hydrooo decided to save my oxys still but yeah I'm feeling good.
I know that about the tramadol and the bad thing is I'm on an ssri. Its cause idgaf lately and that's why I'm flushing the rest down the toilet. I didn't do a cwe this time for the 60 mgs I just took it as is. Oh well I know its bad and ill try harder to stop making these stupid choices.
Thanks for the advise though. Well suggestions. Sorry I'm out of it don't know what I mean to say.
Yeah hun, team nod is all about Harm Reduction, I wouldn't even bother with the Tramadol if I had Hydrocodone. And we like watching out for each other...the liver is an important body part.
My typing is getting too coherent, ya know what that means...time to redose!
I'm tying to um save money can't think of the word conserve or? But yeah I need a job .
I also love how I'm not going to school but that's nothing new.