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How High Are You? v. Well I'm Pretty Darn High

Just woke up after smoking a half g of side w buddy, did some molly (dealer called it "red sass") then traded rest of m for 2 tabs, pretty good trip, I was watching the different colored energies from the sun come through the window. Mostly UV cuz it was cloudy but the yellow and green vibes came through sometimes made me feel Amazing, expected to feel like complete shit after not sleeping all night but I feel pretty great considering.
 
Had 25g kratom, 60mg temazepam, 200mg lyrica, and a 25 oz Chelada. Gonna smoke a small amount of weed, not enough to get really stoned. Got that nice, warm opiated feeling I get from kratom which I find superior to hydrocodone and the mix is excellent.

Anyone recall my mention of seeing a hallucination of 3 knives above a relative of mine named Johnny a week or so ago while sober? I wondered if it meant he would be murdered. But he had attacked me physically 3 times at that time and I had various sizes of glass objects hurled at high speed or in one case almost smashed against my face (blocked with my arm, got a cut that wasn't bad - glass vase) and came very close to getting hit in the head/face by some of them.

It happened again because he was pissed off when I said I thought he took something of mine and the two of us yelled a few times. I think the knives were a warning that Johnny The Homicidal Maniac This is just a joke, reference to a comic book, he wasn't trying to kill me and the first two times were when he was 17 - and I had been keeping him awake with my telepathy was getting pushed to his limit [I punched a hole through my door and woke him up at 3:00AM when he was asleep a few days ago]. Should have known, he started yelling and throwing shit a couple of weeks earlier when he thought I was talking about him and I was talking about what someone else had done...what do you call it when you have hallucinations like that that seem to warn you that something bad is going to happen? A premonition, I guess. That makes me wonder what the others mean (not many have happened other than seeing ghosts). One kind of worries me if I consider it a ghost. And somehow invisible objects have landed on my bed and pressed it down like someone was sitting on it, two people side by side but ghosts should not have mass.

Oh well, time for this crazy bastard to hit the weed pipe. I know something is going on and I think there could be an attack with a biological weapon worse than Ebola or even a zombie apocalypse/holocaust/local outbreak considering the DXM visions I had at the end of that trip. There was a celebration with American flags and Obama giving a salute to the flag (or whatever he was doing) and lots of people cheering after that part so I assume it turns out well and is not apocalyptic. I'll bet I will be right in the middle of it and die. I am in no shape to survive a zombie outbreak. And they sure looked like zombies.
 
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Woke up, spent a couple hours in bed trying to get back to sleep and it didn't work, so I got up, showered. Now having a tallboy for breakfast. And that's how I started my day
 
I gotta stay inside for 7 fucking days for something I didn't do. They accused me of smoking weed because of a urine analysis that came back positive. I didn't smoke any weed since that relapse I had a few weeks ago. They say my count almost doubled. I don't understand and I'm fucking pissed off. I did take benzos last week but haven't been tested since. If it had been for that I would've accepted the consequences. But this I DID NOT do. I was speechless when the nurse told me. I went to the doctor and told him what was up. Tomorrow I'll get a final decision but it doesn't look good judging by the way he was acting. The last time I was here I didn't lie one single time, so I hope that counts for something when they make the final decision..

OT: I'm not high. I'm low.

FML.

/E: They test for metabolites right? Not THC. How long does it take for these metabolites to be found in your urine? I did smoke a few fat joints right before I came back to rehab. I did tell the doctor this. I wonder if it was that, if it wasn't I really don't know wtf it could have been. Also, something strange... I took the UA (urine analysis) that allegedly came back positive over a week ago. They have the results within 2 days MAX. Why the fuck did they wait 8 days before telling me it came back positive? I don't understand this shit at all.
 
Man really nice on 1-2mg of Xanax. May smoke some green also have my gabapentin kicking in. Drank 3 cups of joe because I'm having a long as night tonight with my good friends
 
600mg gabapentin through the day and extra oral cannabis oil
dabs of Skywalker OG and Royal Kush
quitting ops again after a long weekend, not a bad day though, just kept myself busy
 
Not high,

I'm dunk,

And want to fight. I'd love to beat the living fuck out of needle junkies.please! After i fucking grab your arm,i'm beating your face in. No shit, ask the other bluelighters I met up witn.wait,they arn't here.where are they??pump your veins,and your gone. Oh ,,so u bang a fitty? Thats cool,,Carfentanil.
When the shit hits your veins,i promise you wont feel a single lick.

I will goddamn fuck you up,overdose your ass,beat your ass,&ship your ass,
The entire time your punk bitch ass is in mexico,you will beggg,cry2the ass fuck.

Should have fucking killed me.
 
Ds let my brother move in with him, for a friend, and when he discovered the needles,he started him on the world of the fentanyls without him knowing,he's in a year long christian rehab in Iowa loving jesus after ds prickd his veins.
 
Pharcyde said:
Ds let my brother move in with him, for a friend, and when he discovered the needles,he started him on the world of the fentanyls without him knowing,he's in a year long christian rehab in Iowa loving jesus after ds prickd his veins.
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I will send your veins to jesus.
 
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I took a good few dabs and got quite stoned. Also drank a couple beers but really didn't get buzzed at all. And then I sniffed 8mg of hydromorphone, and I feel pretty good. Had a chill night hanging with my main bros. %)
 
Pill2Chill said:
I gotta stay inside for 7 fucking days for something I didn't do. They accused me of smoking weed because of a urine analysis that came back positive. I didn't smoke any weed since that relapse I had a few weeks ago. They say my count almost doubled. I don't understand and I'm fucking pissed off. I did take benzos last week but haven't been tested since. If it had been for that I would've accepted the consequences. But this I DID NOT do. I was speechless when the nurse told me. I went to the doctor and told him what was up. Tomorrow I'll get a final decision but it doesn't look good judging by the way he was acting. The last time I was here I didn't lie one single time, so I hope that counts for something when they make the final decision..

OT: I'm not high. I'm low.

FML.

/E: They test for metabolites right? Not THC. How long does it take for these metabolites to be found in your urine? I did smoke a few fat joints right before I came back to rehab. I did tell the doctor this. I wonder if it was that, if it wasn't I really don't know wtf it could have been. Also, something strange... I took the UA (urine analysis) that allegedly came back positive over a week ago. They have the results within 2 days MAX. Why the fuck did they wait 8 days before telling me it came back positive? I don't understand this shit at all.
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They believe me and I don't have to stay indoors anymore. Whoop.
 
Pill2Chill said:
If I want benzos I can just call him and he'll leave the prescription at the door. No need to talk to him whatsoever. So it's not that it's not easy, but it's just a step I'm not willing to take anymore.

I don't mind going to my other doctor, the one that I actually consider a doctor and not a legal drugdealer. The one I actually consider my doctor is pretty easygoing with scripts as well but he knows I've been to/am in rehab and will not prescribe them anymore unless I've already got a habit by going through other doctors or buying them off the streets (it's always the former, i refuse to buy benzos off the street). Of course not while I'm in rehab, then he won't rx me anything.

But yeah, I just meant that going to the doctor, to me, is a step that I won't take anymore to obtain benzos.
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Damn. You guys in the U.S. have it sewn up with your prescription meds over there. Here in the UK you've more chance of loosing a limb than getting prescribed benzos.
 
P2C ain't a yank he invented french fries

Glad to hear they believe you BTW!!

D's don't go offin peeps so quickly wat happen man.

I'm avin a tallboy. And trying to figure out my finances.
 
1,500ml wine, 90mg temazepam, 400mg lyrica. Gonna huff starting fluid later today! Like the album Thanks For The Ether (only I don't have any pure ether and I need to implant mystery visions in the heads of the evildoers and their unfortunate victims (and any who don't give a fuck what is going on - I give a fuck but I don't understand exactly what it is - just that I and others can cure diseases telepathically with recreational drug use and/or abuse and the evil master is against it and is likely torturing prisoners of unknown origin by turning them into telepathic curers of disease because they want money and they are persecuting me for and have tried to kill me for my drug use so I am drinking till I get sick as fuck to make them all feel sick.

Spacemen 3 - Accuracy, Revolution, Purity, Love, Suicide - Playing With Fire - on my music playlist after I smoke a cig until I puke after I drink another 750ml of wine.
 
Fucked. Was smoking snowballs for a few hours earlier. Will do soon if Junkies ran on normal time, why did I even think otherwise? 8)

<3
 
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
1,500ml wine, 90mg temazepam, 400mg lyrica. Gonna huff starting fluid later today! Like the album Thanks For The Ether (only I don't have any pure ether and I need to implant mystery visions in the heads of the evildoers and their unfortunate victims (and any who don't give a fuck what is going on - I give a fuck but I don't understand exactly what it is - just that I and others can cure diseases telepathically with recreational drug use and/or abuse and the evil master is against it and is likely torturing prisoners of unknown origin by turning them into telepathic curers of disease because they want money and they are persecuting me for and have tried to kill me for my drug use so I am drinking till I get sick as fuck to make them all feel sick.

Spacemen 3 - Accuracy, Revolution, Purity, Love, Suicide - Playing With Fire - on my music playlist after I smoke a cig until I puke after I drink another 750ml of wine.
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I really think you should invest time/money into obtaining pure ether. Starter fluid contains god knows what in addition to all kinds of hydrocarbons which I heard aren't too good for your membrane.

Oh and another thing. 2 bottles of wine? I have done ether after drinking (like 2-3l of beer) about 4-5 times and every time I either blacked out and passed out or was sick, it wasn't enjoyable or even worth it at all while drunk. Not sure if it's just me though, maybe you'll enjoy it. Be careful though!
 
Pill2Chill said:
I gotta stay inside for 7 fucking days for something I didn't do. They accused me of smoking weed because of a urine analysis that came back positive. I didn't smoke any weed since that relapse I had a few weeks ago. They say my count almost doubled. I don't understand and I'm fucking pissed off. I did take benzos last week but haven't been tested since. If it had been for that I would've accepted the consequences. But this I DID NOT do. I was speechless when the nurse told me. I went to the doctor and told him what was up. Tomorrow I'll get a final decision but it doesn't look good judging by the way he was acting. The last time I was here I didn't lie one single time, so I hope that counts for something when they make the final decision..

OT: I'm not high. I'm low.

FML.

/E: They test for metabolites right? Not THC. How long does it take for these metabolites to be found in your urine? I did smoke a few fat joints right before I came back to rehab. I did tell the doctor this. I wonder if it was that, if it wasn't I really don't know wtf it could have been. Also, something strange... I took the UA (urine analysis) that allegedly came back positive over a week ago. They have the results within 2 days MAX. Why the fuck did they wait 8 days before telling me it came back positive? I don't understand this shit at all.
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I don't know what they test for for sure, but I think it could be THC itself. Cannabinoids are very fat-soluble so they stay in fat tissue quite a while and slowly enter blood from there. In heavy stoners they can be detected even months after cessation.

I don't really understand the chronology of the events. Did you smoke any weed after the first tests? Why could the count have been doubled? Though it must feel extremely shit to be accused of something you didn't do. I absolutely hate that, especially if the other person doesn't believe you and the only thing you have for yourself is your word.

OT: opioid-land.
 
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I think you guys did really well in not taking that inflammatory post seriously. I did what I could to notify the right people about it.

And, yeah, ether is bad enough, but huffing starter fluid can really mess you up permanently.

As for me, tobacco and a movie and I'm gravy :)
 
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