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How High Are You? v. Well I'm Pretty Darn High

Roasted a gram of some OG Skywalker in my vaporizer, now I'm making the ABV into a piece of toast. Gonna be good and stoned the whole night :D
 
I've been going kinda hard on the opiates for the last week or so. Definitely done with them for a while. Need to save up some cash and get this tolerance back down. Tonight was a single OP 40 Oxycontin. I feel pretty good but it's hardly noticeable. I remember when one of these would have me lit all night long. Also took 100mg diphenhydramine for potentiation. I should be getting some weed tomorrow. It's been a while since I've had some so it'll be really nice. Should help tremendously with this opiate break. Gonna watch some movies now to close out my night. Peace all. :)
 
Got the drums replaced on my car as well as brand new shift linkage and bushings. Holy shit what a difference, feels like a different car almost.

Time for a movie and some habanero sculpin.
 
It's been an absolutely terrible couple of days. Many things were stolen from me and I had to work last night with no clonazepam whatsoever. It was a nightmare. Thankfully I refilled it today but man...I'm in a really bad place right now...

Just took 2mg clonazepam, and now I'm pounding beers till I forget I exist.
 
Pill2Chill said:
Ugh, I'm pretty mellow.
0.5mg brotizolam & 10mg lorazepam.

Gonna save the last 2.5mg lorazepam for tomorrow morning. huehuehueuhe. Hope I don't get caught, lol.
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Felonious Monk said:
^careful man, it's easy to get dragged back in with the benzos

Just smoked like 4 joints on the way back from a little work trip, then ate 10mg oxy... dabs on the way!
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Yeah it was a one time thing. If I ever wanna get more benzos I'd have to go to a doctor and shit, and that's something I won't do anymore. Direct contact with my DOC is still too hard for me, unfortunately.

OT: Little mellow from the 2.5mg lorazepam I took this morning.

LearntYoung & Belligerent drunk; I know guys. I hope you still love me though.
 
Pill2Chill said:
Yeah it was a one time thing. If I ever wanna get more benzos I'd have to go to a doctor and shit, and that's something I won't do anymore. Direct contact with my DOC is still too hard for me, unfortunately.

OT: Little mellow from the 2.5mg lorazepam I took this morning.

LearntYoung & Belligerent drunk; I know guys. I hope you still love me though.
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Only if I can do the buttstuff to you.
 
Pill2Chill said:
Yeah it was a one time thing. If I ever wanna get more benzos I'd have to go to a doctor and shit, and that's something I won't do anymore. Direct contact with my DOC is still too hard for me, unfortunately.

OT: Little mellow from the 2.5mg lorazepam I took this morning.

LearntYoung & Belligerent drunk; I know guys. I hope you still love me though.
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Hey, nothing like a little banter. Honestly, I think few of us could have resisted the temptation, so don't beat yourself up over it in case you do. Hopefully it hasn't affected your motivation and desire to stay clean. Best of luck not getting caught!

OT: high-than-usual dose of codeine ingested on a very empty stomach, waiting for it to kick in. Love Friday nights.

EDIT: Boy, has it kicked in. I've kinda missed the euphoric/rushy part of an opioid high.
 
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Well so long as I don't get caught I'm not beating myself up over it. You can see my motivation is superstrong. Last time I was here I was so much more motivated. It's depressing when I think about all the time I spent here last year only to immediately relapse. Can't seem to shake that feeling.

LearntYoung said:
Only if I can do the buttstuff to you.
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Done. Is this all I had to do for you to ask me? Damn, I should've done it faster.
 
Pill2Chill said:
Yeah it was a one time thing. If I ever wanna get more benzos I'd have to go to a doctor and shit, and that's something I won't do anymore. Direct contact with my DOC is still too hard for me, unfortunately.

I feel that. I'm fucking sick of doctors. I'll keep going to the dentist but if I don't see a doctor for a decade I'll be happy.

ot: dabs, probably about to take some ops, fuck today
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High as a bird yo. Smoked like 3 blunts and a gram in pipes dynamite weed that's since early this morning. Few buds now, annoying people on the internet. Feeling pretty damn good with myself staying away from those naughty stimulants.
 
"That's how you know you fucked up!"

-Whiskey (Knockando)
-White wine (Que Mas, 12.5%, cheap)
-±15mg Flubromazepam
-2 Lines of speed
-40m 2-FMA bomb

think that's it.
Going wiggle. Feeling wiggle. Dressed like an idiot.
 
LearntYoung said:
"That's how you know you fucked up!"

-Whiskey (Knockando)
-White wine (Que Mas, 12.5%, cheap)
-±15mg Flubromazepam
-2 Lines of speed
-40m 2-FMA bomb

think that's it.
Going wiggle. Feeling wiggle. Dressed like an idiot.
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I can confirm the bolded bit.

OT : not high.
 
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