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How High Are You? v. This Isnt Planet Earth

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feeling rather... intensified.

It's 8am the day after christmas.. wish people would stop being lazy and get up and come do something 8)
 
8mg subutex, 65 mg diazepam, a cig followed by some sweet sweet mary. not high per-say, but im not in w/d and i got meds stacked to the top of the lock box. for not being prescribed subs i managed to get a grip of 48 mg of suboxone. when i have subutex i blow thru them bc they give you that "drowsy" feeling that the naloxone takes away. so i might do a whole subutex 8 in a day (only on ocasion theyre too expensive to keep up the habit in my neck of the woods.) but my self taper has been working great. my taper is <2mg per day.
i know its stupid to iv strips or pills but i use micron filters which are a GODSEND. i always double filter it just for peace of mind and it just looks like a water shot. mmmmmmmmm the clarity!
 
After smoking all my speed I took another 10mg methadone ontop of the 30mg from earlier. Plus another 4mg tizanidine (zaniflex) and 80mg diphenhydramine. With no to little opioid tolerance anymore, I'm in the nod. Other than 2-3 days ago where I had some... it's been AGES since I really nodded.

The bourbon is just making things better. I feel really cuddly. I love you guys, but then again, I have a universal love for all beings. But I have a bit extra <3 for you guys. :3

P.S. My body produces a lot of oxytocin compared to most people. I get those oxytoxin feelings/effects so easily and very strongly. I can just think of something and get plenty of those lovey-butterfly feel8ngs. Some days more than others. It gets intense and overwhelming during intimate relations with my boyfriend. It really compliments my feminine and submissive side. Hehe


vv Highhooked -- Speed is pretty much worn off by now. Only got a bit and chain smoked my way through it, as usual. Going in and out of nodding as the methadone works in it's waves. It's good, but I expected morw given my dose. My dose 2 or 3 days ago of 20mg 'done + 1mg xanax and potentiators was heavier. Speed probably is still effecting it some even if it feels like it's passed. I really was feeling opie rage earlier while smoking speed. Relatives were over for dinner. Bunch of old brain-deads all with a severe lack of communication skills. I swear they use 1% or less of their mind's ability. I contained the rage fine, but the stupid shit they get hung up on and argue about is horrid. It's less than childish-banter. Adults should at least have the basic self control and cognitive skills to reasonably discuss and manage the simple happenings, and mis-happenings, of a simple family dinner.

Sorry, anyways, seems like I'm headed back into the nod.
 
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'Im sleep deprived and on valium and tons of weed yet i cant sleep...

don't get it, im literlaly too sedated to keep my eyes open .
 
Suboxoneee. Finally feeling a bit better from earlier this morning. I always regret drinking hard especially when I don't have heroin. If my etizolam gets here today I will be a happy fucking camper

Ahh yess feeling greattt the sub kicked in much more than I thought it would. It is nice waking up from a nap and feeling noticeably better than when you woke up before
 
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^Heavy drinking while off a strong opiate habit is always my recipe for relapse. The hangover leaves me feeling so awful and I just say fuck it I am getting something thats gonna make me feel great.

Benzos will help a ton. IF nothing else is available I realized taking some benadryl so you can sleep for hours helps a ton. I think a lot of my hangover issues are from lack of sleep, plus you will sleep through the worst of the hangover.

This morning I am using some Hero-een and drinking coffee. Maybe couple puffs off this e cig I inherited from someone leaving it over my house.
 
Drank 70mg of Methadone, 45 mins after dosing ~800mg of Tagament. Gonna take probably 25-50mg DPH and 600mg gabapentin.

Waiting on my buddy to get his valium script filled, really impatiently craving some diazepam. The muscle relaxant properties of valium are incredible.

I regretfully did like, literally, almost 2 grams of IV heroin and CW. I was doing 3-5 cap size shots over like 50mg methadone (being fucking stupid). I should've saved a few 50mg hydroxyzine for today.... wasted it last night.

So... I await my valium delivery aching in my bed from all that dope I shot. Ughhh:(
 
been puffing on a -No- of strong heroin since noon (the last ~6 hours), maybe 2/3 gone.
plus five fat bowls.

so stoned I barely feel the heroin any more. gotta change that.

EDIT: bowl 6 & 7 done. damn, weed is so addictive. stronger than h? maybe... ;)
 
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^Heavy drinking while off a strong opiate habit is always my recipe for relapse. The hangover leaves me feeling so awful and I just say fuck it I am getting something thats gonna make me feel great.
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EXACTLY.

I actually took a little bit more sub. Im prolly up to 3mg now and drank a coffee an im feeling fineeeee. Another hour or so to see if the postman has got my goodies.
 
Feeling gooddd :) listening to some music awaiting the arrival of my friend.
-70mg Oxycodone ir oral
-10mg Hydrocodone oral
-5mg Clonazepam oral (throughout mourning as with the others)
-.8 dank bud bud
 
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