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[ChemicallyEnhanced]

Sorry just to clarify or get a better picture when you took hydroxyzine it was with a combo of either DHC or methadone or them comb8ned with weed and alcohol. Just trying to get a clear picture.

Thank you

I meant all of them.
I think (over the course of 3 or 4 hours) I had 240mg DHC, 80mg Methadone, one joint, one Hydroxyzine (I don't remember the dose) and 2 bottles of wine.
OH and I had like 80mg Diazepam, too.

 

[SuperPsych]

I still have a shitton of prazosin, I might try dosing it in 250ug intervals some time to see if it's useful in any way. How would you say the timeline of come-up, peak, and the fading of effects goes for you?

I'm still in the early stages I guess. Tonight will be my 5th night at 2mg and tomorrow night I will go up to 4mg. Doctor wants me to go up in 2mg increments and stop when I get the desired effect. In my case the desired effect was hopes that it'd help my ADHD through treating my PTSD. It's really slowed down my intrusive memories which has been fantastic but has made my ADHD worse. I've already talked about it a bit on BL but it also makes me forget words as I'm about to say them which ssometimees makes me stumble during conversations because my brain cant think of the word to finish what I'm saying. Makes me feel like a bumbling idiot. I think that I prefer the PTSD over feeling like a dumbass constantly. I'll continue my doctors suggestion and give it an honest shot, but I'm probably gonna drop it at my next appointment and move to guanfacine or strattera.

But to actually answer your question, the come-up isn't too long. I find that it kicks in in about 30-60 minutes. The kicking in period and the next hour or 2 is when I experience the most side effects (light headed, heart palpitations/fluttering, occasional chest pain, etc). I can't answer as to the peak because I take it at bed time, so I have no clue what the peak duration is, but once it starts kicking in it isn't a long time to reach the peak. Doctors goal was to take it at bedtime so that I sleep past the groggy effects and wake up without the grogginess. The grogginess isn't too bad at this dose, but I do notice myself getting very groggy out of nowhere during the day, but it goes away quickly. Main issue is the brain fog. At 250ug doses, I'm not sure iiff you'd noce much of an immediate effect, but you might get some sort of benefit over time.

I found bupropion alongside 4F-MPH to be my absolute favorite stim combo so far, it's like the refined, synthetic variant of ephedra sinica w/ coca tea, like comparing LSD to LSA.

I've been thinking about trying that. My 4f-mph source is pretty expensive at the moment, but if my doctor isn't willing to try at least Concerta after going through the other the other treatment options, then I will probably try other options. The only available thing is 4f-MPH and MDPIHP. I don't have a good track record with pyrovalerones, so hopefully the 4f-MPH is around for a bit. Can't do low dose meth either.

Mip is super brutal in the come-up, but if you time the come-ups of mip and anything else not to align, you're normally good to go. Personally though I just take it to the head, one of my most profound trips ever was 25mg each of DOM and 2C-B, 40mg of miprocin and I smoked something like an eighth of a gram of 3-MeO-PCP via dippers I'd made. This was near the period of time where I drank a vial of acid containing 400-600 tabs worth of LSD, so I was going through a lot of transformative shit around then.

I agree that miprocin comeups are very rough. Every single time I get that dreadful "oh shit, what did I do to myself? Bit off more than I can chew" feeling. Miprocin is beautiful in the fact that it throws struggle at you immediately, but if you're able to calmly make through it then you're in for a beautiful ride. I've never had a bad time on miprocin except for the come up. It's my favorite tryptamine that I've tried so far.

Holy crap my guy, that sounds like an absolutely insane trip! I imagine that it had to be rather profound. It's amazing that you're able to do that and not end up in the ER, especially with the 3-MeO-PCP on top. I've been sent to the ER a few times due to PCP analogues. Once I got sent to the ER 2 days in a row off of 3-MeO-PCP. One day I got it in my head that I should try snorting 100mg of 3-MeO-PCP in one go. I had a hefty tolerance and usually did bumps all day and night. Well, I blacked out immediately. My GFs at the time mom found me in a catatonic state, still with my face over the plate leaning over on the pool table. Get sent to the ER but I didn't remember any of it. The last thing that I remembered was that snorting 100mg of 3-MeO-PCP was a good idea, but I didn't remember that I had already done it. So I did it again and the exact same thing happened.

That profound trip, was there a lot of struggle and difficulty that you had to overcome or was it for the most part beautiful and pleasant?

$15 Grams of 3-MeO-PCP have been brought up before and I remembered my response, about how it might've ruined my life hahaha. Ice and 3-MeO-PCP would be a banging combo, I was mixing it with NEP and eurospeed pretty often, occasionally 4F-MPH or ephedrine, but something about 3-MeO-PCP and NEP really get along nicely, as well as with eurospeed for me.

Yeah, $15 grams of 3-MeO-PCP was wild. Did not have a job for most of that time period and was still able to afford it. When I did have a job, I only lasted 6 months because I was buying tons of 3-MeO-PCP and etizolam and of course mixing them. The combo does not make for very good grocery store work. 3-MeO-PCP is another combo that is very pleasant but also very dangerous for obvious reasons.

I call Meth + 3-MeO-PCP "God Mode" because it made me feel absolutely capable of anything. Made me feel almost superhuman. The delusions of grandeur that 3-MeO-PCP gave me + the extreme confidence and evaporated anxiety that meth gives me mixed wonderfully.

3-MeO-PCP and NEP I can imagine getting very well. NEP enhanced music appreciation for me quite a bit. I think that those 2 paired would be great for music and chores/running around or even music production. Euro speed din hardly anything for me but make me a sweaty, focused mess. I can see 3-MeO-PCP bring out some more positive qualities while covering some of the side effects of euro speed.


Substances for tonight.
1200mg Gabapentin (still struggling with that shoulder/neck pain)
2mg Prazosin
7.5mg Mirtazapine

Still riding some residual effects of 1.4g Phenibut, 450mg bupropion, lots of caffeine.
Gonna try to go tomorrow with no phenibut, Have been using it too much and need to stop before becoming physically dependent. It's just so tempting because it makes every day a good day. Great for long work days

 

[Coffeeshroom]

With

I meant all of them.
I think (over the course of 3 or 4 hours) I had 240mg DHC, 80mg Methadone, one joint, one Hydroxyzine (I don't remember the dose) and 2 bottles of wine.
OH and I had like 80mg Diazepam, too.

With a added dose of death ( the interview, not the real thing ) druggy joke....

For the normal personal, he would failed his interview with death buy ppl like me and you and a few I know off ( gotten know ) we pass all time, no matter our prioir exp explained in the interview, we still pass and here we are.

Just take it easy and I want to clarify the dosages took here is not for beginner or even advice from a HR respective.

Know the talk, before you even take the first step....

 

[Coffeeshroom]

I have a very rare (less than 1 in 10,000 I believe or maybe it's less than 1 in 100,000) side effect where opioids give me mild diarrhoea, rather than constipation. Mostly Codeine. When I was on that, I could poop like 12 times a day or more. I'm just on Morphine now and that either doesn't affect me either way or gives me VERY mild diarrhoea. I probably poop like 3-4 times a day.

Disgusting topic but honestly would rather have slight runny tummy then being constipated and feel like popping a vein in your head to push out a pebble.... nah glad my body is regular no matter opiods use. Weird but not denied lol

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Okay well just woke up and wanna go back to sleep even though it's like 14:44 here now. Just had the following and then gonna do rounds and sleep again..

0.05ml RSO skittlzes
0.5ml pink lotus
Half a mini joint of about 0.4g of green crack with my last bit of skywalker, so total weight was 0.7g weight after rolled.
Also had 40mg thc toffee
Roooibos tea with chamomile

Char later

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Okay well just woke up and wanna go back to sleep even though it's like 14:44 here now. Just had the following and then gonna do rounds and sleep again..

0.05ml RSO skittlzes
0.5ml pink lotus
Half a mini joint of about 0.4g of green crack with my last bit of skywalker, so total weight was 0.7g weight after rolled.
Also had 40mg thc toffee
Roooibos tea with chamomile

Char later

Okay still awake and have til 18:00 before rounds start again. Anyhow not In a dead sleep or can't achieve it so just had

.4g honeycomb Tangerine Dream in 2 phat fuxk8ng hits threw an old skool dab rig with carb cap and all. ( lol actually smoked in the backroom of the shop) .... fuxking was driving 20km/h home but still have like .3g left, enough for another hit as I shared obviously some with the shop owner, you know to use the back. Even though we have smoke shops that you can chill and get baked this was just a pure get and go so to speak, helps knowing the owner well lol.. hahaha I'm rumbling = baked AF. Feeling boss.

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Oh and yes I still have those THCA diamonds dabs waiting for my mate to be well too and we both to enjoy it properly, especially the price we paid. We both went 50/50. So when both parties are good, we gonna hit that. And on the plus other side we also saving up to get a cartridge of 1G Bongo THCP Cartridge Watermelon Zkittles to join it. Hope it's gonna be worth the money

 

[Coffeeshroom]

I'm still not there d3cided to break open my pre bay gift to myself of;
Duck Tape Live Resin by Awaken etched range.

Anyhow had full long drags that made me squint and now my head is down. Rally didn't wanna smoke this but shot happens.

Edit: half in and out of reality, lol

 

[Coffeeshroom]

I'm still not there d3cided to break open my pre bay gift to myself of;
Duck Tape Live Resin by Awaken etched range.

Anyhow had full long drags that made me squint and now my head is down. Rally didn't wanna smoke this but shot happens.

Edit: half in and out of reality, lol

Have to say, im loving this live resin cart. Knocked me hard and was out good for a good 40 min with added stuff but still know it also added big time.. definitely worth the dosh

 

[KetWise]

@ChemicallyEnhanced yeah I guess I am very sensitive to it I dunno.. it's a shitty question lol

@SuperPsych I've done my part with 3-Meo-PCP too, I used to mix it with NEH shoot that with some rc benzo on top.. Long stimulating trips with this compound, quite enjoyable. I mixed it with morphine and ton downers too, but I keep a good memory of a tight shot of NEH and 3-meo-PCP.. the 3-meo-PCE was darker and O-PCE even worse. But I get the superman feeling, I actually tried to break into a local vet I had a fucking bag with a hammer and everything, hit the glass once, alarm going on I ran like a dumbass lol. I used to like shots of morphine and 3-meo-pcp. Actually about this superman feeling I got it back with a mix of trihexyphenidyl, coke, morphine and other stuff I cant remember. I did madness this night too .Meth does that too but it's different and I never had so much.

I abused the shit of those RC dissociative and lost connection to the world went on a catatonic state for 4 days. I was screaming my lungs out, kicking with my legs and arms, it was so strong that I think that's why my brain just disconnected. It was a constant NDE for 4 days, I got only some memories being carried to a car, carried around scoring more drugs like a disabled person. Nobody knew if I was coming back. Unless to say that when I came back to reality I was lets say embarrassed. I didn't touch my morphine for that 4 days, I wasn't even sick (I was IVing 400mg daily for months at that point).. The house was upside down, half of it pawned for ket and coke.
Never eyeball an IV dose of a mix of O-PCE, 3-MEO-PCe, 3-HO-PCE, never never again.
Nowadays I only do pharma ket once in a blue moon.

Anyway ! Back on topic, I am tired already.

This morning I had like 5-6 grams of green kratom with coffee, breakfast, exercise, 15mg diazepam 2 joints of old school narrow leaf sativa ...

Then went on 6mg bromazepam and 5mg dexamphetamine sublingual to wake up,

More coffee, cigarrete, Hash, done my stuff.

300mg pregabaline + 3g red kratom + sativa red oil joint + 1mg alprazolam

Stay safe bluelighters

 

[ChemicallyEnhanced]

Disgusting topic but honestly would rather have slight runny tummy then being constipated and feel like popping a vein in your head to push out a pebble.... nah glad my body is regular no matter opiods use. Weird but not denied lol

Oh, yeah, I'd definitely rather have diarrhea than be constipated.

 

[Esperighanto]

strattera

This is the only drug I know of that rocketed me into psychosis within 2 doses, started taking it on a Monday and by Tuesday the voices were trying to get me to eat my neighbors. That shit was NOT good for me, I stopped it that day, let it run out of my system and just went back to daily ayahuasca.

It's amazing that you're able to do that and not end up in the ER

The only time any drug experience has landed me in an ER was drinking that vial of acid, 400-600 tabs worth. The reason I ended up in the ER was that my fucking ileostomy bag sloughed off of my body as I was blacked out, rolling around on the floor and just being a general cryptid. My fiance phoned up the EMTs and was like "Hey, do you guys know how to put a bag back on him?" so they showed up and helped out. The moment I see sirens, it doesn't matter how blacked out I am on what, I just become un-blacked out. In college I would drink, take street benzos, then GHB, and the blackout would stop the moment there's a gunshot or a siren, because something deep in my brain knew "Lock in right now, shit is hitting the fan". Nothing like sprinting out of a house party that's getting shot up when you couldn't even stand up a couple of minutes ago. Some of the most athletically impressive shit I've done in my life has been due to close proximity to firefights (or being fired upon directly), little is quite as effective as a motivator to hop a bunch of fences with no hesitation.

That vial of acid permanently changed me as a person, I had just picked up concussion uh, idk the count is blurry but it was #12-#15, somewhere in there. It left me unable to read more than a few words, write at all, type on a keyboard, walk in a straight line, speak normally, or be anything other than a fucking unhinged psychopath for a couple of months, until I drank that vial and went back to my normal self. To this day I can still feel the impact that acid had on me, my bones feel like lightning and my teeth feel like electric glass, a permanent degree of tactile HPPD seems to have set in and I fucking adore it. Acid's the only drug I would've likely exhibited meaningful addictivity towards if it didn't form such an extreme tolerance. LSD led to the first time in my entire life that I experienced this feeling that maybe life would actually be alright, took until I was 22 and on ~350ug of LSD from a best friend who was an acid trafficker at that time. To this day, psychedelia is one of the true loves of my life, alongside computing/cogsci, my fiance, skateboarding, and music.

So I did it again and the exact same thing happened.

I know it probably wasn't super funny at the time, but damn I cracked up reading this sentence.

That profound trip, was there a lot of struggle and difficulty that you had to overcome or was it for the most part beautiful and pleasant?

This was after that super fucked up concussion I mentioned earlier in this comment, it was an overwhelmingly beautiful experience. The dippers really snuck up on my ass and I would have a DMT breakthrough-like experience which would lead to a series of revelations surrounding hallucinations from brain damage I had in the past, all of them were presenting themselves as tentacles or vines combining into their various forms, then they became this woman who told me that she and I are the same person, that she is death (I think a sort of Santa Muerta figure?) and that I had been seeing those things due to having been close to death so many times. It all started by my vision just becoming fully encapsulated with those viney tentacle things, it was pretty fascinating.

Euro speed din hardly anything for me but make me a sweaty, focused mess

This is fascinating, eurospeed is everything I wish meth was. Sharper focus, less physical, better for sex, I just wish it lasted as long as meth does. I guess that really just means that Vyvanse is the most ideal thing for me, but it's a huge pain in the ass to acquire compared to eurospeed, and especially when compared to the everpresent methamphetamine here in the USA.

OT: Today was a strangely sober feeling day for no real reason. Fiance and I both off of work, I started the day out with 150mg of Bupropion and some sub-breakthrough DPT out of a box mod, then later smoked some MDMB-4en-PINACA tabs and amanita mushrooms, took a caffeine pill, forgot to eat almost all day.

 

[ish_1_]

Old thread here.

100mg of distillate. I was aiming for 60 but I overshot and there’s no getting that stuff back in the tube. Expecting it to hit me like a train any moment now

Iv .25 of powder cocaine it tested 81% never had I know that what came next was “Fast as Fuck boi…. I did apply harm reduction learned on this site.

 

[KetWise]

6 grams or so of red and green kratom
10mg diazepam
sativa x2
4g kava
sativa and oil
300mg pregabaline
20mg oxazepam
6mg bromazepam
sativa and oil

 

[Shinji Ikari]

Iv .25 of powder cocaine it tested 81% never had I know that what came next was “Fast as Fuck boi…. I did apply harm reduction learned on this site.

Definitely want to be careful IVing coke I've heard some stories. Glad you're making use of the resources though. Stay safe

 

[ChemicallyEnhanced]

Sertraline 200mg
Morphine 30mg
Cyclizine 100mg
Gabapentin 3000mg
Loperamide 60mg

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Sertraline 200mg
Morphine 30mg
Cyclizine 100mg
Gabapentin 3000mg
Loperamide 60mg

Do you take your cyclizine before or at the same time?

 

[SuperPsych]

This is the only drug I know of that rocketed me into psychosis within 2 doses, started taking it on a Monday and by Tuesday the voices were trying to get me to eat my neighbors. That shit was NOT good for me, I stopped it that day, let it run out of my system and just went back to daily ayahuasca.

Woah, that is a pretty extreme reaction. Good thing that you decided to NOT eat your neighbors and discontinue the drug lol. I only took one dose before in High School. A friend was prescribed it but didn't like taking it. He told me it was for ADHD but I had never heard of Strattera, so I was hoping for a speedy high. All I remember is that I was in a decent mood, then it kicked in and I was some of the angriest that I had ever been and everything was pissing me off. Not the effect that I was hoping for.

The only time any drug experience has landed me in an ER was drinking that vial of acid, 400-600 tabs worth. The reason I ended up in the ER was that my fucking ileostomy bag sloughed off of my body as I was blacked out, rolling around on the floor and just being a general cryptid. My fiance phoned up the EMTs and was like "Hey, do you guys know how to put a bag back on him?" so they showed up and helped out. The moment I see sirens, it doesn't matter how blacked out I am on what, I just become un-blacked out. In college I would drink, take street benzos, then GHB, and the blackout would stop the moment there's a gunshot or a siren, because something deep in my brain knew "Lock in right now, shit is hitting the fan". Nothing like sprinting out of a house party that's getting shot up when you couldn't even stand up a couple of minutes ago. Some of the most athletically impressive shit I've done in my life has been due to close proximity to firefights (or being fired upon directly), little is quite as effective as a motivator to hop a bunch of fences with no hesitation.

That is wild. I can definitely see how a fight or flight response could deliver a surge of adrenaline and reverse a blackout. Not to mention thata fight or flight responses can often remain in the form of trauma so the amnesiac effect of benzos/alcohol no longer come into play. It sounds like you've had some wild rides, I'm happy that you've survived and made it to today.

I know it probably wasn't super funny at the time, but damn I cracked up reading this sentence.

It was funnier for me than it was literally anyone who was involved. They were very off-put and maybe slightly traumatised by seeing someone catatonic and not knowing what the fuck was going on. I was in the basement, luckily we had a giant of a roommate so he was able to carry me up stairs before the medics even arrived. Looking back it's still kind of funny to me. I was hospitalized a couple of years back due to a 3-HO-PCP black out so I guess I didn't learn that lesson. I was hallucinating that I was in a homeless shelter, and I was seeing these homeless people slowly make their way towards me and then they all jumped on me at once and started smothering me. I thought that I was actively being killed so I obviously struggled to stay alive. Turns out it was the medics and police who all jumped on me at once. Something in my leg broke near my ankle in the process, but I had no clue I was injured in the hospital so I didn't know to ask them to check it. Wasn't until a day or two later I realized that my ankle was completely yellow and purple. My entire arms and legs were purple from bruising from the cops smothering me. I felt like I got my ass completely whooped for about a week. My limbs were so sore I could hardly move. Liked to think I learned my lesson but recently had another blackout from 3'4-MD-PCP but luckily I avoided hospitalization that time. I'm hoping I've finally learned my lesson. Gonna try to get more soon and am going to see if I can stick to pre-weighed dosages and then locking it up before it enters my bloodstream. If I break into the lock box before time's up then I have to dispose of them. That's why I've been doing this sobriety thing. Over 60 days sober. That black out was the last time I've taken anything but my meds or phenibut, and I don't count phenibut as much of a high.

This was after that super fucked up concussion I mentioned earlier in this comment, it was an overwhelmingly beautiful experience. The dippers really snuck up on my ass and I would have a DMT breakthrough-like experience which would lead to a series of revelations surrounding hallucinations from brain damage I had in the past, all of them were presenting themselves as tentacles or vines combining into their various forms, then they became this woman who told me that she and I are the same person, that she is death (I think a sort of Santa Muerta figure?) and that I had been seeing those things due to having been close to death so many times. It all started by my vision just becoming fully encapsulated with those viney tentacle things, it was pretty fascinating.

That sounds extremely interesting. I'm happy to hear that is was beautiful because it could have easily gone south. It's fascinating how psychedelic/dissociative near death experiences can be profoundly beautiful or profoundly scary. Before this experience, did you have a fear of death and if so, did you find that the fear went away after this trip? I had I guess what could be considered a NDE twice that I can recall. The first time was one DXM. I'll preface this by saying that my entire life leading up to this, probably since age 6 or 7, I had a profound fear of death, to the point of having horrible insomnia from a young age. I wasn't afraid of dying itself, I was afraid of the concept of nothingness. My mom was diagnosed with cancer when I was 5 or 6. I didn't know exactly how bad things were, but I knew that she wouldn't be around forever. I knew that she might be gone a week from now and that she might be gone 40 years from now. Regardless, I was up all night worried about what would happen to my mom after she died. The thought of her going into an eternal nothingness horrified me. I wanted her to go somewhere beautiful. She was religious and I was not. Even at a young age I was saddened by the fact that she would turn to nothing and wouldn't end up in the heaven that she believed in. I hope that she was right and I was wrong. But of course I knew that if she was going into eternal nothingness, then so was I at some point. I cant even describe the feeling of dread and horror that I felt at the concept of nothingness. I couldn't wrap my head around it. I still can't. I think it's impossible for humans to truly comprehend what nothingness is like considering that our entire existence is built off of, well, existence.

That was a long preface. So around age 16 it had to have been, I was really into high dosage DXM. I had plenty of profoundly beautiful trips. Well I was in the middle of a voyage, had to have been 600-700mg total. I managed to go to the bathroom, wash my hands, then make it back to my room. I'm hanging out in my room and I keep hearing what sounded like running water. I couldn't figure out if it was my music or TV or what. Maybe 15 minutes or so go by? Maybe longer? The sense of time on DXM can get real screwed up. I decided to investigate and make sure that I didn't leave the faucet on or the toilet wouldn't stop running. My parents headboard was right on the other side of the wall were the sink was, so if they woke up they'd definitely hear it. I get to the bathroom and the faucet was still on. Well the sink had a clog that I had forgotten about. The sink was overflowing and had been for quite a while. The drawers under the sink were all open different lengths, so the water created a sort of cascading waterfall effect. This was the worst case scenario for a 16 year old who's dad has to be at work in a couple of hours, and who doesn't want his parents knowing that he's spending most of his nights fucked off of DXM. I swear there had to be an inch of water on the floor. I quietly gather all of the towels that I could from the hallway closet that was ALSO right next to their bedroom door and quietly as I could, cleaned up this massive mess and got it clean before it flooded out into the hallway. This was a monstrous task under extreme pressure on DXM. Towards the end of the cleaning, I realized that my sisters hair straightener had gotten pretty soaked. This was an old hair straightener with some exposed wires covered with electrical tape that was coming off. I rushed back to my room and thought about the situation. I ended up convinced that my sister was going to wake up, she was going to plug it in and she would be electricuted to death. This was a 100% certainty in my mind. I figured there were 2 options. Either SHE could plug it in and die, or I could plug it in and die. The thought of leaving a note saying not to use it or telling her myself did not cross my mind. So I sit back in my recliner and weigh the options. What I experienced and witnessed in my minds eye was extremely vivid. First I played a mind-movie about my sister dying. Everything from her body being found, to the days after, the funeral and her being buried, and the years and decades following. My mind played in extreme detail, entire years of events in what had to have been minutes. Then I played a mind-movie with the exact same content but surrounding my death. I had come to the conclusion that my family would have an easier time in the decades to come if I was the one to die. If my sister died, my family would have become fractured over the years but if I died my family would stick together through the loss. So I then played the experience of my death. I experienced the "nothingness" that I was horrified of for an entire decade. I came to terms that that was were I was heading. I marched to the bathroom, grabbed the hair straighteners plug, took a deep breath and counted to 10 and plugged it in, fully expecting to die. Well life threw me a curveball and I survived. I went back to my room and breathed a sigh of relief and continued my trip. I didnt realize how significant that experience was, but from that day, that fear of what happens after we die has gone away. No more sleepless nights worried where mom was going. She passed away about a year later and I'm comfortable with the fact that I have no clue where she is. I'm not sure that death is the total end. She may not be aware of her past life but I she's out there somewhere. Whatever traces of energy left her body when she died.

Had another NDE recently where I took 150ug LSD and an unknown amount of 3-me-PCP. They mixed much more strongly than anticipated. I cant count how many times during that trip that I died and was reborn. It seemed to be infinite.That trip was extremely intense and entirely neutral. Difficult for a lot of it but completely neutral.

This is fascinating, eurospeed is everything I wish meth was. Sharper focus, less physical, better for sex, I just wish it lasted as long as meth does. I guess that really just means that Vyvanse is the most ideal thing for me, but it's a huge pain in the ass to acquire compared to eurospeed, and especially when compared to the everpresent methamphetamine here in the USA.

That's how I feel about Adderall. If given the choice between Meth and Adderall, I'd take Adderall everytime. It's easier to focus without getting off track, makes me just as horny, and I can't smoke it so I don't get caught in the cycle that I do with meth where the thing that I get hyperfixated on is Smoking a bowl, cleaning the pipe, smoking a bowl, cleaning the pipe for 6 days straight with porn playing.

I imagine that my eurospeed was shit then. It was touted to be 81% if I remember right. Had no mood enhancement, very slight focus enhancement with a bit of physical stimulation, but mainly a little anxious and very sweaty. I imagine that the stuff that I got was caffeine heavy. The stuff that you got sounds like it was better quality than mine.

On topic:
375mg Bupropion total
1.5g Phenibut
1800mg Gabapentin
50mg Spironolactone
Plenty of caffeine
50mg Hydroxyzine.

Gonna shower then it's freezer pizza then 4mg prazosin and 7.5mg mirtazapine so that I can crash

 

[ish_1_]

Iv .25 of powder cocaine it tested 81% never had I know that what came next was “Fast as Fuck boi…. I did apply harm reduction learned on this site.

Had to sit down then lay down never have I ever been on a ride that tall even when I was n my H and opana days this Ya is something I didn’t expect. I have been going like 4-5 days w sleep like 4-5 hours a night plenty of food at the notmal
Times and have been keeping fluid intake consistent. When I exit this ride what should my expectations look like bouncing down and off this train? I just never spent a lot time in this particular one just would like some pointers thanks

 

[AutoTripper]

To put it one way, I am wonderfully dabbed out on pure organic Amnesia Haze and Blueberry Muffin Crumble

Polar opposites on paper and in reality too, acclaimed 80% iSativa/Indica respectively. And effects fully matching the complete ahem…imagination of that! (Because you know lol now we ALSO have I think this quite inaccurate or blind divining thought school insisting there is no such thing as Indica or Sativa etc and we’ve had it all wrong!(?)


I’m open alright but can only call bs right, I mean freaking hell let’s keep things simple and sensical.


Like Landrace Maui Waui, legit Sour Diesel, Thai, SSHaze etc etc……,,proclaimied 80% Sativa upwards- Durban Poison too…. and effects nothing comparable to my imagination, lol of heavy indicas.


Like OG Psychosis or Skunk #1.

Or most good Kushes even. Wappa.. So so many acclaimed Indicas acting precisely as lol, Indicas should!



I’ve lovely Organic Exotics Banana Punch atm, Indica sure but perfect daytime one even wake and bake.



But is far far cry from maxing Exotics Sativa Sour Diesel where actually need time to come down again!



Sorry. I hit heavy dabs lots organic real “Cali” vaped too. Okay I’ll show you why lol….


This Organic Amnesia Haze Crumble is f lovely for one. So versatile. Vape it smoke it eat it.

Me I’m dabbing it massive dabs so smooth stuff.





This cured over 30% Gush Mints is dunno wot superlative lol but see it….



And the 6 month cured Maui Waui. Stinks like pure Orange. Best bud in house, and of about 70 Cali strains tried yet.


Then we have delicious well cured Sour Garlic Cookies straight cross between GSC and Chemdaug D.


Strawnana!



Special Winter Sunset ironically at first light here lol


And stinking Sour Diesel so elevating and tasty.



Lastly newly arrived Blueberry Muffin Crumble. I dabbed easy 1.3 grams of it in first 2 days, kind of feel guilty, lol!