Kittycat5
Bluelighter
Took 60mg Adderall XR last night and didnt sleep. Took 300mg DXM and 200mg Lyrica this morn and just added 140 of Vyvanse a bit ago. I want heroin though. Not gonna even try though.
Took 60mg Adderall XR last night and didnt sleep. Took 300mg DXM and 200mg Lyrica this morn and just added 140 of Vyvanse a bit ago. I want heroin though. Not gonna even try though.
Shit I forgot you have pain...have you tried lyrica it works really well for not being an opiate. But how practical is a 3 hour fent high for pain relief?...it's not sustainable. Not sure whatnwhat else. Methadone is definitely awesome...I've considered that when sub wouldn't touch the pain. You could get on done and use extras for breakthrough.
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Lyrica 300 mg
Kratom 3 g
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I use gabapentin occasionally and it helped a little. I'm supposed to get on methadone soon though! Should be fun. Just have to taper off benzos in the meantime.
Also one kind if dope I got was actually decent but the rest was fent shit.
Well good the done should helo with the pain
And oregabalin (lyrica) is way better and stronger than gabapentin and doctors give it out like nothing you can even ask for it unlike opiods which you can never ask a doc for.
The methadone thing I've stayed away from due to the fact that I will never be treated for pain again if I did. But now they are trying to phase out all opioids for chronic pain so done is looking better everyday...they get some huge doses too at the done clinics...what determines your dose? Just your word on how much heroin you were using? In that case I would just lie.
Getting drug tested sucks too about done clinics and I don't think u can use someone else's piss like in pain management since they watch your Dick....is that true?
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12 g of kratom and...
Amazing lyrica after glow from the 800 mg last night..after glow is better than the high...it's exactly like a phenibut after glow except no nausea...although there is a sort of lyrica hangover present like a drunkenness but I find myself chatting with strangers and euphoric without any physical high to it
@devilgospel;I use gabapentin occasionally and it helped a little. I'm supposed to get on methadone soon though! Should be fun. Just have to taper off benzos in the meantime.
Also one kind if dope I got was actually decent but the rest was fent shit.
@devilgospel;
NSFW:Great to hear. Methadone is really great. It certainly has recreational properties; not at all dissimilar to morphine's effects IME (I've only very limited experience with IV morphine, I expect that's even more recreational because of the rush, but the duration probably makes it a fiendish habit to have). Anyway, methadone isn't just recreational (really great nods can be had from 'done, esp. combined with benzos). It's also really effective for my chronic back pain. I'd even say it's as effective as oxycodone (any roa) or morphine (any roa) in that regard.
I hope for you that you've found a somewhat lenient clinic (or doctor? Idk via which route you'll be getting your methadone) that you can be open to if need be.
By that I mean that if your current dose is proving on the low side for you and sticking to the methadone alone (either due to cravings or because the dose isn't high enough to manage your pain) you can tell them about it, without risking getting kicked off the mmt completely.
Instead I hope that they listen to you instead and (only if needed obv.) titratie your dose up until it's at the right level for you for both pain and cravings. I'm terrible at sticking to my dose with EVERY SINGLE opioid I've ever tried. Except sub (cause I don't like it.. ) and methadone which I like.. a whole lot (because it's good enough at 140mg, which is my ideal dose and is enough for even me to not think about more opioids or taking more methadone until the next day).
I know, I know. I do still use oxy on top of my Methadone about 1 week every month. But it's just so tempting to go pick em up each time. It's a GP 2min from my house, I have to go there for benzo scripts anyway, and I get basically 90 free OC80's a month on top of the benzos. Honestly if it wasn't for my needle fetisj I'd probably sell em or something. Instead I'm glad I can do a little binge on an injectable opioid every few weeks.
Still, if it wasn't SO easy to get, or if this GP ever retires, I won't go looking for a new oxy or heroin or any other short acting opioid source anymore because of the Methadone. It really. Changed my life for the better since I've been on it.. Instead of being dopesick 3 weeks each month, I'm never dopesick anymore.
Sorry for the long post. I'll put some NSFW tags
Tl;dr - Methadone is a great alternative that's easy to keep under control if you are using strong opis anyway (seeing as even I can do it) and can seriously influence your life in a major (positive) way. That's my experience with it anyway. I wish you a great experience with it as well.
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240mg oxycodone,
70mg methadone,
25mg promethazine,
25mg hydroxyzine,
25mg diphenhydramine
2mg alprazolam,
12mg bromazepam,
0.5mg brotizolam,
(Lotta cigarettes).