How high are you? v. Summertime: livin is easy
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Blind Melon
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120mg methadone along with:
2mg of clonazepam + 1.5mg of alprazolam
600mg gabapentin prior to dosing the juice, + 600mg more of gabapentin an hour after dosing, along with
30mg Hydroxyzine
So I'm starting to come up on a great mellow buzz, it feels especially wonderful with the residual effects from smoking that crystal yesterday, I still feel a small amount of euphoria, with a quite miniscule amount of stimulation left as well, just enough to enhance, not detract. I'm keeping it mellow today, not touching my crys.
Right now I'm feeling better and better as the minutes pass by. Gonna cook up some breakfast for my Mother and me, then smoke a few bowls of that awesome home-grown out front, while I read and enjoy a ciggy.
2mg of clonazepam + 1.5mg of alprazolam
600mg gabapentin prior to dosing the juice, + 600mg more of gabapentin an hour after dosing, along with
30mg Hydroxyzine
So I'm starting to come up on a great mellow buzz, it feels especially wonderful with the residual effects from smoking that crystal yesterday, I still feel a small amount of euphoria, with a quite miniscule amount of stimulation left as well, just enough to enhance, not detract. I'm keeping it mellow today, not touching my crys.
Right now I'm feeling better and better as the minutes pass by. Gonna cook up some breakfast for my Mother and me, then smoke a few bowls of that awesome home-grown out front, while I read and enjoy a ciggy.
CousinCocaine
Bluelighter
Shit, glad I have a really low opiate/opioid tolerance (well in comparison to that at least.)
Had a small (believe it or not Dr approved) speedball this morning. All these were eatin or taken sublingually btw.
•10mg methadone this morning + around 15mg still in my system from yesterday night and afternoon for a total of about 25mg in my system
•15mg Dexedrine Spansule (partially chewed up)
•.25mg-.5mg clonazepam (to take a little more of the edge off the Dexedrine, cause I currently have pretty much no amphetamine tolerance)
Felling pretty good
Blind Melon
Bluelighter
Yeah a low opiate tolerance is like the holy grail for us opiate junkies. 10mg of the 'done wouldn't even get me well.
But right on dude, sounds like a bitchin buzz. I love the Opiate/Stimulant/Benzo combo, it's my downfall.
But right on dude, sounds like a bitchin buzz. I love the Opiate/Stimulant/Benzo combo, it's my downfall.
CousinCocaine
Bluelighter
I've had lots of opiates/opiods before and IV ones are in a whole different class (especially IV hydromorphone, IV Fentanyl, IV morphine and IV Demerol.) I honestly love those opioids IV'd so much I'd choose them over sex with an insanely hot chick (that's saying a lot for me lol). But methadone is honestly my favorite of all the pain pills I've ever had (except maybe a high enough mg of OxyContin cause Oxy is more euphoric) because it's so sedating, has decent euphoria and the half-life is just amazing.
I try to keep my opiate use from becoming a problem and have been fairly successful so far thankfully (have had some milder additions in the past a couple times but nothing too bad to beat.) Here's the set of rules I go by that help me with that goal.
• Only use pain pills once or twice a month (codeine and tramadol are allowed a bit more often) for no more than 3 days (5 at the very maximum) in a row. Except in cases like I'm in now where I'm very seriously injured and have a legitimate need for them and nothing else I tried first works.
• IV opiates/opioids are to only be taken in a hospital setting when administered by a medical professional for legitimate injuries. My exception to this rule is if I find never opened hospital/medical grade vials of IV ready ones on the street (only ones I've ever found were morphine, most often 10mg/ml in 10ml muti dose vials) and can get someone else to get me new never opened needles from a pharmacy (I don't wanna be seen buying any). These are to be used far less than pills, this isn't a hard rule to follow considering how hard those vials are to find on the street around here and the prices when you actually can.
• On the rare occasions I do speedballs (which normally contain a benzodiazepine in addition to the traditional opiate/opioid stimulant combo) they're never to be IV'd.
• Do thorough research before trying one that's new for me.
• Keep dosages sane.
• If I feel one is becoming a problem quit before it actually does.
• And basically my "Golden Rule". Never try heroin at any dosage in any ROA for any reason!
These rules are easier said than actually followed. Especially the one about never trying heroin. I know heroin would ruin my life but as someone who loves opiates so much it's really tempting especially after reading stories of people's first time doing heroin, it makes me want to experience that feeling just once but I know it wouldn't be just once. The IV one is hard too because when I was younger and dumber I IV'd pills sometimes even before filtering.
I try to keep my opiate use from becoming a problem and have been fairly successful so far thankfully (have had some milder additions in the past a couple times but nothing too bad to beat.) Here's the set of rules I go by that help me with that goal.
• Only use pain pills once or twice a month (codeine and tramadol are allowed a bit more often) for no more than 3 days (5 at the very maximum) in a row. Except in cases like I'm in now where I'm very seriously injured and have a legitimate need for them and nothing else I tried first works.
• IV opiates/opioids are to only be taken in a hospital setting when administered by a medical professional for legitimate injuries. My exception to this rule is if I find never opened hospital/medical grade vials of IV ready ones on the street (only ones I've ever found were morphine, most often 10mg/ml in 10ml muti dose vials) and can get someone else to get me new never opened needles from a pharmacy (I don't wanna be seen buying any). These are to be used far less than pills, this isn't a hard rule to follow considering how hard those vials are to find on the street around here and the prices when you actually can.
• On the rare occasions I do speedballs (which normally contain a benzodiazepine in addition to the traditional opiate/opioid stimulant combo) they're never to be IV'd.
• Do thorough research before trying one that's new for me.
• Keep dosages sane.
• If I feel one is becoming a problem quit before it actually does.
• And basically my "Golden Rule". Never try heroin at any dosage in any ROA for any reason!
These rules are easier said than actually followed. Especially the one about never trying heroin. I know heroin would ruin my life but as someone who loves opiates so much it's really tempting especially after reading stories of people's first time doing heroin, it makes me want to experience that feeling just once but I know it wouldn't be just once. The IV one is hard too because when I was younger and dumber I IV'd pills sometimes even before filtering.
EphemeralOutlet141
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^ That was mostly my opioid tenant list as well, but same as you I broke the everyday use and heroin rule. I usually can't find the stronger ones though so keeping my dose the same (or lower) is easy. Jealous of the 'done script btw
@Roofie: damn dude 700mg? Tolerance is a bitch indeed. Trust me though, if I had your scripts I'd be like that too lol.
@Rapper: I'm pretty sure it is malpractice. He said he was thrashing in his bed (IV morphine drip included) and was talking shit to the doctors because they didn't want to, saying shit like "i don't even feel this shit give me some dilaudid unless you want me to keep bitchin" haha. He got it. But foreal, hydrocodone and tramadol? He has a bullet IN HIM. STILL!
@Methacodone: Yeah man it hurts to even think about how much it costs to build your stash! I'm extremely curious as to what you do for a living man (not asking) because I want THAT hahahaha
I missed so much interesting and extremely relatable conversation, I want to reply to so many people. Amps help to remember a few lol.
OT:
3 lines of a suboxone pill (Roxanne, 8mg)
2mg etizolam
20mg baclofen
20mg Adderral
Shmoking weeeeerrd (I miss workaholics)
@Roofie: damn dude 700mg? Tolerance is a bitch indeed. Trust me though, if I had your scripts I'd be like that too lol.
@Rapper: I'm pretty sure it is malpractice. He said he was thrashing in his bed (IV morphine drip included) and was talking shit to the doctors because they didn't want to, saying shit like "i don't even feel this shit give me some dilaudid unless you want me to keep bitchin" haha. He got it. But foreal, hydrocodone and tramadol? He has a bullet IN HIM. STILL!
@Methacodone: Yeah man it hurts to even think about how much it costs to build your stash! I'm extremely curious as to what you do for a living man (not asking) because I want THAT hahahaha
I missed so much interesting and extremely relatable conversation, I want to reply to so many people. Amps help to remember a few lol.
OT:
3 lines of a suboxone pill (Roxanne, 8mg)
2mg etizolam
20mg baclofen
20mg Adderral
Shmoking weeeeerrd (I miss workaholics)
LucidSDreamr
Bluelighter
codeine shows up as morphine even in confirmation tests due to metabolising into it, maybe they thought worse?
OT
100 mg lyrica railed
kratom 5 g
bowls of weed
4meSM
Bluelighter
1tsp of white vein kratom + tsp of red vein.
A couple of small but powerful dabs
A cup of black tea
Feeling pretty nice&euphoric
A couple of small but powerful dabs
A cup of black tea
Feeling pretty nice&euphoric
EphemeralOutlet141
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Yup that got a lot of people I know. If I'd read this when it happened I'd say to get every document and label possible to prove you had it for a medical reason and bought it OTC.
Then again, employers these days can do basically whatever they want to you and get away with it. Plus most places are zero tolerance. At least in every place I worked there was a paper you had to sign that pretty much took your rights. My HR place at work is entirely incompetent tho.
OT: +pot smoking and more powdered bupe
CousinCocaine
Bluelighter
Bout 5mg more methadone
I didn't really want it cause I was plenty buzzed already but pain got unbearable and nothing else (tried steroids, lots of apap, non-narcotic prescription strength patches, ice and heat) helped the slightest bit. Still waiting for it to kick in and give me the pain relief I'm needing. I'm very low on my methadone (even taking less than prescribed many days) and I doubt they'll give me anymore, this script came from a doctor that I don't normally go to and don't think I'll be able to see again because he transferred me to a specialist who he felt would better be able to treat my injury (most doctors in this area are ignorant and believe OxyContin is all there is when it comes to extended release opioids and don't like to prescribe it. Don't get me wrong I love Oxy but I'm a lot more tempted to abuse it and doesn't seem to be as effective for my pain.) I should have enough to scrape by tomorrow, if I am cutoff cold turkey and given no other opiates after tomorrow (a thought that scares me to death cause I'll be in a living hell and completely unable to function due to pain) do you think I'll go into withdrawal as well? I've been on 10-20mg daily (15-20mg most days) for about 12 days after tomorrow. I know it's almost nothing compared to a lot of the doses y'all take but it's still a lot stronger of an opiate for a lot longer than I'm used to taking, so I'm concerned.
I hope they'll give me some type of opioid after I run out. If not I'll probably end up in the ER getting 4hrs of relief at a time after being treated like a liar and junkie. I can pass a drug test fine (shouldn't have any weed left in my system at this point and the rest are all legitimate prescriptions) but due to my appearance (several small tattoos and several earrings, yeah a ridiculously small thing to judge someone for I know) at the ER here they pretty much just put me in the same group as all the drug seekers there who have track marks head to toe and obviously aren't in real pain (for the most part sure I'm wrong about some of them which kinda makes me a hypocrite which I apologize for.) I could understand it more if it was addicts who suddenly ran out of opiates and went into severe withdrawal and couldn't possibly find anymore, but in this area 99% of the ER drug seekers are just lazy and want Uncle Sam to pay for their damn fix and make things really hard for people with legit pain. I really don't want to have to buy anything off the street when I have legitimate pain and I'm honestly trying stay legal these days (except weed pretty rarely now, to bad it's no good for this pain not sure why
)
I pray they'll be able to tell I'm legitimately in severe pain and give me an opioid that helps me. At least a decent dose of Oxy or MS Contin (btw what dose of those would be around the same strength as 20mg methadone daily?) I say MS or OxyContin because methadone, Opana ER, fentanyl or extended release hydromorphone are just pipe dreams in this area, hopefully I'm wrong though.
About to take a little more Klonopin and a temazepam to try and get some sleep. Coming down off the Dexedrine now but I'm still feeling fine (excluding pain) just starting to get sleepy.
I didn't really want it cause I was plenty buzzed already but pain got unbearable and nothing else (tried steroids, lots of apap, non-narcotic prescription strength patches, ice and heat) helped the slightest bit. Still waiting for it to kick in and give me the pain relief I'm needing. I'm very low on my methadone (even taking less than prescribed many days) and I doubt they'll give me anymore, this script came from a doctor that I don't normally go to and don't think I'll be able to see again because he transferred me to a specialist who he felt would better be able to treat my injury (most doctors in this area are ignorant and believe OxyContin is all there is when it comes to extended release opioids and don't like to prescribe it. Don't get me wrong I love Oxy but I'm a lot more tempted to abuse it and doesn't seem to be as effective for my pain.) I should have enough to scrape by tomorrow, if I am cutoff cold turkey and given no other opiates after tomorrow (a thought that scares me to death cause I'll be in a living hell and completely unable to function due to pain) do you think I'll go into withdrawal as well? I've been on 10-20mg daily (15-20mg most days) for about 12 days after tomorrow. I know it's almost nothing compared to a lot of the doses y'all take but it's still a lot stronger of an opiate for a lot longer than I'm used to taking, so I'm concerned.
I hope they'll give me some type of opioid after I run out. If not I'll probably end up in the ER getting 4hrs of relief at a time after being treated like a liar and junkie. I can pass a drug test fine (shouldn't have any weed left in my system at this point and the rest are all legitimate prescriptions) but due to my appearance (several small tattoos and several earrings, yeah a ridiculously small thing to judge someone for I know) at the ER here they pretty much just put me in the same group as all the drug seekers there who have track marks head to toe and obviously aren't in real pain (for the most part sure I'm wrong about some of them which kinda makes me a hypocrite which I apologize for.) I could understand it more if it was addicts who suddenly ran out of opiates and went into severe withdrawal and couldn't possibly find anymore, but in this area 99% of the ER drug seekers are just lazy and want Uncle Sam to pay for their damn fix and make things really hard for people with legit pain. I really don't want to have to buy anything off the street when I have legitimate pain and I'm honestly trying stay legal these days (except weed pretty rarely now, to bad it's no good for this pain not sure why
)I pray they'll be able to tell I'm legitimately in severe pain and give me an opioid that helps me. At least a decent dose of Oxy or MS Contin (btw what dose of those would be around the same strength as 20mg methadone daily?) I say MS or OxyContin because methadone, Opana ER, fentanyl or extended release hydromorphone are just pipe dreams in this area, hopefully I'm wrong though.
About to take a little more Klonopin and a temazepam to try and get some sleep. Coming down off the Dexedrine now but I'm still feeling fine (excluding pain) just starting to get sleepy.
Pill2Chill
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70Mg methadone
2mg alprazolam
24mg bromazepam
About to take some potentiators for the 'done cause it's kind of a low dose (for me).
Got some promethazine & diphenhydramine. Probably gonna take 25 or 50mg of each.
2mg alprazolam
24mg bromazepam
About to take some potentiators for the 'done cause it's kind of a low dose (for me).
Got some promethazine & diphenhydramine. Probably gonna take 25 or 50mg of each.
TheRapperGoneBad
Bluelighter
I was started on a morphine drip as well which did shit all.
Was rollin and cringing hyperventilating ect from pain so they uped me to a hydromorphone pump at like .2mgs every ten mins if I pushed a button. I hit that bitch every ten mins forsure.
They didn't know any of my past tolerance history or drug use and still treated me as a drug seeker.
Bouta pop some more norcos an valium.
Scooped some gas from my nikka that owed a bit so prolly smoke a blunt when that all kicking in later.
Gotta sweet lick set on a script of oxy tens I been really tryin not to hit but I'm thinkin it's gonna happen lol
@cousincocaine I hope you get some relief also. Not sure where your located it took me a long time from going to specialist to another finally they found my pain in my nerve damaged spine yahoo! But like you said I was abusing my oxy and then spending all my money I earned on street pills it got bad. So I got on subutex save dmy life for two years and the sleeping problems and pain got worse so my doc said he put me on methadone I had to get down to 8 mg subs a day to switch over but it was worth it. I don't want to be on meds anymore I'm thinking of vivitrol shot and trying sober life here soon see how my pain is i might try to smoke hash for it even if my company does a random UA on me which is scary but what am I supposed to do. Only time will tell hope you get some good news can you try methadone clinic? They suck but hey will work. Also if you have tattoos doctors are taught in school that pill seekers have tats my doctor told me this long ago I'm covered in tats but he believed me that I had pain.
Joe bean
Joe bean
CousinCocaine
Bluelighter
Thanks Joe. Good luck to you as well.
I know you had mentioned God before in the past. I'm also a Christian even though I don't act like it most of the time. But some of the idiotic crap I did in the past (don't want to go into detail bout that atm but I've ended up in ICU more than once) there's absolutely no way medical science can explain why I'm still alive, the doctors were as surprised as I was, it had to be God (anyone can make fun if they want but I know what happened.) Not sure why he helped me of all people but I'm definitely lucky.
I don't wanna go into much detail about where I'm from (paranoid of someone I know who I don't want to, stumbling onto this forum and somehow figuring out who I am. Unlikely I know but still better safe than sorry.) I will say it's in the south on a state bordering the ocean and doesn't have a medical marijuana program unfortunately (not that it narrows it down much.) I enjoy living in the south, born and raised here, but I wish they were better informed on the benefits of medical marijuana.
I thought of a methadone clinic too. Problem is I'm a huge supporter of the 2nd Amendment and enjoy buying firearms for hunting, self defense, target practice, collecting and just as a way of exercising my freedom as an American. I know firearms and drugs are a bad mixture but I keep them locked up with the key under watch by a trusted person before I get heavily intoxicated. Firearms should only be owned by competent individuals who know how to use them in a safe and responsible manner! My fear is if I have a methadone clinic visit on my record I would no longer be able to purchase and use firearms (which is a very big part of my life, and contrary to what the media wants you to believe that doesn't make me some type of psycho serial killer freak, last thing I ever want to do is use a firearm on another human being but if I did it'd be to defend my own life or the life/lives of other innocent people .) Does anyone know if this is the case? My record is currently 100% clear of even misdemeanors and I don't want to mess that up if possible. If I do go to a methadone clinic I'd probably prefer lifetime maintenance due to my fear of eventually getting on heroin (Which almost seems inevitable no matter how much I resist, I just love opiates too much), fear of getting back into IV opioids, so I can get over the unending opiate cravings and so I'll never have to worry about running out of painkillers again.
it would really suck to have to mess up my record to get medication I truly need for legitimate pain. I guess I gotta do what I gotta do though. Maybe if I can't get an opioid script I can try Kratom before going to a methadone clinic (had it in the past the buzz was nice but I have no idea if it's strong enough to treat this level of pain though). Another reason I'm scared of going to a methadone clinic is I'm afraid they might try to take away my prescribed amphetamines and benzodiazepines which I also really need.
I know you had mentioned God before in the past. I'm also a Christian even though I don't act like it most of the time. But some of the idiotic crap I did in the past (don't want to go into detail bout that atm but I've ended up in ICU more than once) there's absolutely no way medical science can explain why I'm still alive, the doctors were as surprised as I was, it had to be God (anyone can make fun if they want but I know what happened.) Not sure why he helped me of all people but I'm definitely lucky.
I don't wanna go into much detail about where I'm from (paranoid of someone I know who I don't want to, stumbling onto this forum and somehow figuring out who I am. Unlikely I know but still better safe than sorry.) I will say it's in the south on a state bordering the ocean and doesn't have a medical marijuana program unfortunately (not that it narrows it down much.) I enjoy living in the south, born and raised here, but I wish they were better informed on the benefits of medical marijuana.
I thought of a methadone clinic too. Problem is I'm a huge supporter of the 2nd Amendment and enjoy buying firearms for hunting, self defense, target practice, collecting and just as a way of exercising my freedom as an American. I know firearms and drugs are a bad mixture but I keep them locked up with the key under watch by a trusted person before I get heavily intoxicated. Firearms should only be owned by competent individuals who know how to use them in a safe and responsible manner! My fear is if I have a methadone clinic visit on my record I would no longer be able to purchase and use firearms (which is a very big part of my life, and contrary to what the media wants you to believe that doesn't make me some type of psycho serial killer freak, last thing I ever want to do is use a firearm on another human being but if I did it'd be to defend my own life or the life/lives of other innocent people .) Does anyone know if this is the case? My record is currently 100% clear of even misdemeanors and I don't want to mess that up if possible. If I do go to a methadone clinic I'd probably prefer lifetime maintenance due to my fear of eventually getting on heroin (Which almost seems inevitable no matter how much I resist, I just love opiates too much), fear of getting back into IV opioids, so I can get over the unending opiate cravings and so I'll never have to worry about running out of painkillers again.
it would really suck to have to mess up my record to get medication I truly need for legitimate pain. I guess I gotta do what I gotta do though. Maybe if I can't get an opioid script I can try Kratom before going to a methadone clinic (had it in the past the buzz was nice but I have no idea if it's strong enough to treat this level of pain though). Another reason I'm scared of going to a methadone clinic is I'm afraid they might try to take away my prescribed amphetamines and benzodiazepines which I also really need.
@cousincocaine I hear ya on all that lol but eh everyone knows I have back pain and I don't not care if they know what I do I love this site for everything it has to offer I've learned a lot from here. Thanks to everyone that's like me ? I feel the same way I shouldn't be here but I am has to be God that saved me but that's a touchy subject with a lot of people when you should have died many times but yet you still survived and nobody knows why lol ya that's gods way of saying your worth something! I better get to work while I feel good.
30 mg methadone trying to stay away from doing more still have three more shifts and then one long night till Friday lol get home Thursday
Joe bean
30 mg methadone trying to stay away from doing more still have three more shifts and then one long night till Friday lol get home Thursday
Joe bean
Blind Melon
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Methadone dosed in the morning, followed by 2mg clonazepam, maybe 1000mg Gabapentin, 1.5mg Xanax made up the morning and early afternoon. A shot of crystal and much cannabis smoking made up the second half. Feelin kinda spacey in a good way, feeling like more herb is gonna be heaven, and thinking I could get by without my last benzo, a 30mg Temazepam, but I'm sure craving it.
EphemeralOutlet141
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Sounds like heaven in a handful of drugs damn! Perfect cocktail IMO; strong long-lasting opioid, two good benzos (I'm trying bromaz soon can't wait), and promethazine. I'd do something like that every day if connects and cash weren't an issue.
OT: 4 lines of bupe, 1.5mg etizolam, 40mg Adderral IR (20mg now that it's been a few hours, 2 doses is the way to go), nicotine
SirTophamHat
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Brewing some good coffee.
Saw my GP this morning, she is very happy i stopped drinking, and i still want to bang her. Lol
Saw my GP this morning, she is very happy i stopped drinking, and i still want to bang her. Lol
Captain.Heroin
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Loving the visuals. I love shatter
LucidSDreamr
Bluelighter
Bout 5mg more methadone
I didn't really want it cause I was plenty buzzed already but pain got unbearable and nothing else (tried steroids, lots of apap, non-narcotic prescription strength patches, ice and heat) helped the slightest bit. Still waiting for it to kick in and give me the pain relief I'm needing. I'm very low on my methadone (even taking less than prescribed many days) and I doubt they'll give me anymore, this script came from a doctor that I don't normally go to and don't think I'll be able to see again because he transferred me to a specialist who he felt would better be able to treat my injury (most doctors in this area are ignorant and believe OxyContin is all there is when it comes to extended release opioids and don't like to prescribe it. Don't get me wrong I love Oxy but I'm a lot more tempted to abuse it and doesn't seem to be as effective for my pain.) I should have enough to scrape by tomorrow, if I am cutoff cold turkey and given no other opiates after tomorrow (a thought that scares me to death cause I'll be in a living hell and completely unable to function due to pain) do you think I'll go into withdrawal as well? I've been on 10-20mg daily (15-20mg most days) for about 12 days after tomorrow. I know it's almost nothing compared to a lot of the doses y'all take but it's still a lot stronger of an opiate for a lot longer than I'm used to taking, so I'm concerned.
I hope they'll give me some type of opioid after I run out. If not I'll probably end up in the ER getting 4hrs of relief at a time after being treated like a liar and junkie. I can pass a drug test fine (shouldn't have any weed left in my system at this point and the rest are all legitimate prescriptions) but due to my appearance (several small tattoos and several earrings, yeah a ridiculously small thing to judge someone for I know) at the ER here they pretty much just put me in the same group as all the drug seekers there who have track marks head to toe and obviously aren't in real pain (for the most part sure I'm wrong about some of them which kinda makes me a hypocrite which I apologize for.) I could understand it more if it was addicts who suddenly ran out of opiates and went into severe withdrawal and couldn't possibly find anymore, but in this area 99% of the ER drug seekers are just lazy and want Uncle Sam to pay for their damn fix and make things really hard for people with legit pain. I really don't want to have to buy anything off the street when I have legitimate pain and I'm honestly trying stay legal these days (except weed pretty rarely now, to bad it's no good for this pain not sure why
I pray they'll be able to tell I'm legitimately in severe pain and give me an opioid that helps me. At least a decent dose of Oxy or MS Contin (btw what dose of those would be around the same strength as 20mg methadone daily?) I say MS or OxyContin because methadone, Opana ER, fentanyl or extended release hydromorphone are just pipe dreams in this area, hopefully I'm wrong though.
About to take a little more Klonopin and a temazepam to try and get some sleep. Coming down off the Dexedrine now but I'm still feeling fine (excluding pain) just starting to get sleepy.
When they feel to treat your legit pain just tell them u slam heroin and they will give u gigantic methadone doses to treat your heroin addiction which u would never receive for legit pain....yes heroin addicts are treated more humanley than chronic pain patients
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