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How high are you? v. Summertime: livin is easy

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20-25mg methadone
1.75mg Klonopin
cigarettes, dip and vape

Best nodding in my life. Everything feels just awesome
 
Earlier today:
75mg methadone
1.5mg alprazolam sl
PBR

Tonight:
Bowl of crystal d-meth
Busch beer
Few lines of cocaine
0.5mg alprazolam sl
A lil' cannabis
Special Blend Reds
Depression coming down from the ice, wishing I had more to escape the already existing depression made worse. I haven't felt like myself lately...
 
Still kicking been trying to get my tolerance down since that camp I was taking to much of my methadone :( now I'm just getting by but least I see the doc when I get home next week so I got 6 days finally left of work then wake up work my last shift and fly home which is a two hour flight still in alaska btw! Just from the Arctic Ocean area to the biggest city in Alaska anchorage then I live like 45 miles from there.

Still around 50-60 mg methadone a day tonight tho insdtean of wasting like my 20 mg snorted I plugged it and feel better. Going to fix my snorting fixation so I don't waste my done more often. Everyone have a great Thursday!

Joe bean
 
1.0g Heroin, smoked
40mg Methadone, oral wafer dissolved in gatorade
40mg Oxymorphone, snorted
4.5mg Clonazepam, oral
2.0g Gabapentin
100mg Hydroxyzine
100mg Promethazine
2 shots jack daniels
 
20mg methadone a couple hours ago (more like 40-50mg in my system from yesterday's afternoon and night doses which never wore off)
1mg Klonopin
lots of nicotine and caffeine

I've been enjoying methadone pretty much all week and I don't think I've had a sober hour, I just love the sedating nod from this opioid so much especially when combined with Klonopin. I have a pretty big benzodiazepine tolerance but before Sunday I had little to no opioid tolerance. Do you guys think I'm in danger from it building up in my system or is it safe for me to continue doing this? I can't let it get out of my system completely because of severe pain which is why I had it prescribed (I'm actually taking less than prescribed and they told me to continue taking my Klonopin, I'm just re-dosing just slightly before I'm supposed to). Thanks in advance, you guys (and gals) are awesome!
 
2mg green alprazolam bar
75mg methadone
800mg tagament
Guzzling Busch
Marlboro Reds/nicotine

This girl keeps making plans with me and repeatedly backing out of them when she makes the initiative. I'm already depressed as fuck, trapped on MMT trying to get my takehomes so I can barely smoke marijuana which is ever so valuable to aid my mental health and pain issues. I wouldn't mind dying today in all honesty..
 
hangyourhead said:
2mg green alprazolam bar
75mg methadone
800mg tagament
Guzzling Busch
Marlboro Reds/nicotine

This girl keeps making plans with me and repeatedly backing out of them when she makes the initiative. I'm already depressed as fuck, trapped on MMT trying to get my takehomes so I can barely smoke marijuana which is ever so valuable to aid my mental health and pain issues. I wouldn't mind dying today in all honesty..
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When people act all flaky on me like that I just do the same lol, I'm pretty gifted at purposely wasting people's time. Such a gift haha.

Also that's why I'm hesitant to get on an actual Sub program, I need weed for my stomach problems. I feel ya.

OT:
1mg suboxone
100mg tramadol
10mg baclofen
0.25mg alprazolam
 
devilsgospel said:
When people act all flaky on me like that I just do the same lol, I'm pretty gifted at purposely wasting people's time. Such a gift haha.

Also that's why I'm hesitant to get on an actual Sub program, I need weed for my stomach problems. I feel ya.
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Oh me too, I won't even go out of my way to text her at all and she'll randomly text me out of the blue saying "we have to hangout for sure this time, i promise!" and I assume somebody isn't weird enough to do that repeatedly over and over with lame excuses and alibis. Believe me, I can give a cold shoulder.

I know I have PTSD, awful anxiety disorders, and chronic pain I could be prescribed medicinal cannabis, but our clinic doesn't except medicinal cards. It's absolute bullshit.

OT:
1mg alprazolam
A blunt of medicinal Sativa
KY Bourbon Barrel Ale
New Belgium Fat Tire Amber Ale
Marlboro Reds
Rice crispies treat edible
.15mg crystal d-methamphetamine vaped

Blowing more giant D-isomer-dopaminergic clouds out of the bowl and eating another edible. Looks like hours of porn will be replacing Netflix and Nocturnus- The Key, Mercyful Fate- Melissa, Pallbearer- Heartless, Elder- Lore, $ha Hef- Krime Pay$, and Inter Arma- Paradise Gallows.
 
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CousonCocaine I'm also prescribed methadone for pain. I have perm nerve damage lower back L4 and L5. I'm prescribed 50mg a day but trying to get stable after subutex is rough. You had no opiate tolerance prior to methadone? Just be careful of recoding more then a coupe times a day especially mixing with k-pins. Not sure what your prescribed a day but it can be a deadly combo of your not careful sounds like you are and having that tolerance to the k pins with help. Do you take anything else like vitamins or anything ?

Joe bean

Today I plugged 30mg done and mixed another 20mg done in water I feel better today then when I just swallow them. Trying to keep my tolerance low hasn't been easy and seems like I fail everyday and take more then I should thinking of asking for a breakthrough pain med since ibuprofen hasn't been helping.
 
Joe Bean said:
CousonCocaine I'm also prescribed methadone for pain. I have perm nerve damage lower back L4 and L5. I'm prescribed 50mg a day but trying to get stable after subutex is rough. You had no opiate tolerance prior to methadone? Just be careful of recoding more then a coupe times a day especially mixing with k-pins. Not sure what your prescribed a day but it can be a deadly combo of your not careful sounds like you are and having that tolerance to the k pins with help. Do you take anything else like vitamins or anything ?

Joe bean

Today I plugged 30mg done and mixed another 20mg done in water I feel better today then when I just swallow them. Trying to keep my tolerance low hasn't been easy and seems like I fail everyday and take more then I should thinking of asking for a breakthrough pain med since ibuprofen hasn't been helping.
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How is methadone intrarectal/plugged? I've heard it has a nice, warmer, euphoric, anxiolytic, and "rushier" onset of opioidergic relief. I'm scripted 75mg liquid methadone daily.
 
Joe Bean said:
CousonCocaine I'm also prescribed methadone for pain. I have perm nerve damage lower back L4 and L5. I'm prescribed 50mg a day but trying to get stable after subutex is rough. You had no opiate tolerance prior to methadone? Just be careful of recoding more then a coupe times a day especially mixing with k-pins. Not sure what your prescribed a day but it can be a deadly combo of your not careful sounds like you are and having that tolerance to the k pins with help. Do you take anything else like vitamins or anything ?

Joe bean

Today I plugged 30mg done and mixed another 20mg done in water I feel better today then when I just swallow them. Trying to keep my tolerance low hasn't been easy and seems like I fail everyday and take more then I should thinking of asking for a breakthrough pain med since ibuprofen hasn't been helping.
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No I didn't have a opiate tolerance prior to methadone, that I know of, it should've been gone. But I am familiar with most of the more common prescription opiates/opioids having used them at one time or another recreationally or for legitimate pain. My pain is also the result of a nerve injury but in my neck rather than back, I've dealt with a lot of pain in my lifetime but this is probably by far the worst. They won't know the extent of my injury until further testing is done. Hopefully it's something they can repair because without painkillers I have no quality of life, which really sucks considering I'm well under 30 :(

My prescription is for 20mg of methadone per day for now. Sometimes in 2 doses of 10mg or 4 doses of 5mg and other dose combinations such as 5mg then 15mg depending on what I need that day. I just say more when posting here at times due to what's left in my system from the previous day because the insane half life, most of the time I estimate it to the best of my knowledge (not trying to be dishonest at all or anything.) I'm also prescribed up to 3mg of Klonopin daily if/when needed and I usually separate the doses out a bit. They prescribe me 15mg temazepam at night for insomnia. I also take Detroamphetamine for ADHD but not since I've been on methadone because I don't really need it because I'm unable to go to my classes (if I try I crumple up in pain before I can even get there.) They also have me taking hypertension medicine I can't remember off the top of my head, steroids also for pain and non-narcotic prescription pain patches. Also melatonin rarely and a daily multivitamin.

I have a pretty big benzodiazepine tolerance because I've been on Klonopin about 2 maybe 3 years and temazepam well over 6 months. I triple checked with doctors and pharmacists to make sure I'd be safe taking methadone with my benzodiazepines and they assured me it was but be very cautious, don't drive (obviously) and I quit drinking completely for now.

I definitely have a legitimate reason for taking it (probably be unable to move on the floor in pain without them) and I'm trying to be responsible but I honestly am really enjoying the nod and relaxation from the combo.

Sorry you have a nerve injury too. Even though mine is really recent I already have a little taste of what it's like and it's hell. Hope they eventually will be able to fix yours even though medical science currently isn't there yet.

Also sorry for all the spelling and grammar errors I'm sure I made because I'm nodding pretty hard lol
 
waning weed high, black and green tea in the same mug with honey. gonna smoke more pot soon.

excited to drop my whip within the next month. also in the early stages of planning some summer adventures before it's over in a flash.
 
Jesus H Christ, what a hellish night I just went thru. After recently getting booted from pain management without so much as a taper (that should be illegal) and, since no pain management prescriber will treat me, I ordered 4 grams of 3-Methylbutyrfentanyl. I got the package and they sent me some kind of fucked up disso instead (which I hate. I'm guessing it's a K analog, but also seems to have some ecstasy type effects, which I also hate ). So I did my normal Burtyrfent HCL dose of 6 large match heads insuff, thinking "oh, thank God, sweet relief at last", and had a night of ungodly, space brained hell as I sub-Ld xanny bar after xanny bar (2-4 at a time, I easily did 24-28mg during the night. Didn't do much since 20mg single doses of Xanax are common for me. I've been RXd 8mg/day for years for real nasty panic disorder so my opie and benzo tolerance is sky high) I swear to all that is holy/unholy/whatever, I would sell my immortal soul for my (inadequate for my chronic pain and tolerance levels, but way better than nothing) 90mg oxycodone IR/day script back (6 roxy 15s every day that I was on for years, since I decided 21 years of IV heroin was enough. I'd take some now tho)/ My script and a good, honest, and reliable opie analog vendor with quality opie/fent analogs who ships to U.S. and accepts something other than Bitcoin (I'm not sourcing here, so no need to have an embolism mods ;) ). But yeah, I would gladly hand over my immortal soul for those.

OT : 1 measly perc 10, 1 measly MS Contin 15mg, getting ready to sub-L more xanny bars and continue to vape lots of 36mg E cig juice. Not even close to enough,even to get me outta WDs. It seems that, where I live, once you get booted from one pain med RXer, no one will treat you. This severe chronic pain is a lifelong thing which gets worse as the joint degenerates (accident happened 20+ years ago), so I guess the search continues for either a compassionate prescriber or honest opie analog vendor with quality shit. Fuck. My. Life.
 
I've been interested in organizing a class action lawsuit on behalf of families of ppl that killed themselves after being dropped like you.... Or ppl that lost jobs or suffered permanent physical damage from withdrawals.
 
YaDownerhead that should be illegal I thought they by law had to give you one more month if they were going to terminate you. I know that's what I've heard for that very reasonyour in. Also to find something new h till then too. !!


HANGYOURHEAD

I enjoy it the one up seems to be faster then oral but I tried taking my pills last night and put them in water and drink them hat way and I enjoyed that also just make sure your clear of crap I usually do water fest and clean myself out then plug my methadone I used to plug my subutex I remember when my tolerance was low like 4 mg I would be zooming big time Not no more tho. I do feel opiated on 80 mg methadone tho but I'm rx 50 a day.

COUSINCOCAINE

I feel for ya man I'm not that young like you are I'm 35 but my accident that did this I was 24 so I've had pain a while and it took the docs a while to figure out what the fuck was up with my back since it was nerve damage MRI don't see that shit took a doc x-raying me while moving like bending over and stuff to find my nerve damage thank god for him but it lead to a massive tolerance and addiction I lost everything and even lost a job not due to my pain but the people who ran the place didn't like me which caused more depression and more useage my ex saved my life and I found God which got me to get on subutex for the last two years then I couldn't sleep at all and my pain got worse so my doc and I talked and I got on pain management with him and switched to pain treatment and not addiction. I will be trying to get off everything and see how my pain is after a while maybe here before New Years my ex doesn't like me on this stuff neither does my family. I don't like it as I'm trying to live healthy i know of I stay on it long enough my tolerance will be high again like over 200mg a day like 3 years ago. Screw that shit! Lol but God is good he saved my life thru my ex I'm forever thankful!

I'm going to crash everyone have great weekend stay high and stay blessed!

Joe bean
 
downerhead said:
Jesus H Christ, what a hellish night I just went thru. After recently getting booted from pain management without so much as a taper (that should be illegal) and, since no pain management prescriber will treat me, I ordered 4 grams of 3-Methylbutyrfentanyl. I got the package and they sent me some kind of fucked up disso instead (which I hate. I'm guessing it's a K analog, but also seems to have some ecstasy type effects, which I also hate ). So I did my normal Burtyrfent HCL dose of 6 large match heads insuff, thinking "oh, thank God, sweet relief at last", and had a night of ungodly, space brained hell as I sub-Ld xanny bar after xanny bar (2-4 at a time, I easily did 24-28mg during the night. Didn't do much since 20mg single doses of Xanax are common for me. I've been RXd 8mg/day for years for real nasty panic disorder so my opie and benzo tolerance is sky high) I swear to all that is holy/unholy/whatever, I would sell my immortal soul for my (inadequate for my chronic pain and tolerance levels, but way better than nothing) 90mg oxycodone IR/day script back (6 roxy 15s every day that I was on for years, since I decided 21 years of IV heroin was enough. I'd take some now tho)/ My script and a good, honest, and reliable opie analog vendor with quality opie/fent analogs who ships to U.S. and accepts something other than Bitcoin (I'm not sourcing here, so no need to have an embolism mods ;) ). But yeah, I would gladly hand over my immortal soul for those.

OT : 1 measly perc 10, 1 measly MS Contin 15mg, getting ready to sub-L more xanny bars and continue to vape lots of 36mg E cig juice. Not even close to enough,even to get me outta WDs. It seems that, where I live, once you get booted from one pain med RXer, no one will treat you. This severe chronic pain is a lifelong thing which gets worse as the joint degenerates (accident happened 20+ years ago), so I guess the search continues for either a compassionate prescriber or honest opie analog vendor with quality shit. Fuck. My. Life.
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Sorry to hear you're going through so much shit. Doctors in some areas can be stubborn, greedy, uncaring assholes. If you're unable to find a doctor who will take you serious, what about a methadone clinic maybe? It seems like a much safer and more reliable alternative than RCs to me. But that's just my opinion, I could be completely wrong.
 
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