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"found some heroin in my car"? LOL. And I thought finding roaches under the seat was bad...

"found some heroin in my car"? LOL. And I thought finding roaches under the seat was bad...![]()
Pharmacy's are only allowed to carry 5mg and 10mg Methadone tablets.Thx for info. Idk how my doctor feels about methadone. He knows I am addicted to my scripts, and is still fairly easygoing with them. I doubt he wouldn't prescribe methadone but all we have for pain management is methadone 5mg tablets, idk how to get higher doses but I know 5mg or even 50mg would never ever cut it, not even close. Does the pharmacy prepare higher dose capsules when needed? Can regular physicians prescribe it or just specialists? Idk.
Maybe I should ask my doc about it sometime. I haven't yet because I don't want him to cut me off and refer me to someone else or anything like that. Anyway, for now, I can finally go fill an oc80 script this evening. Which I'm looking forward to because I ran out of H. It does seem like the 5days on low dose sub caused at least some drop in my tolerance, which is good. Now I should be able to make do with 2 oc80s a day. Which is still a pretty decent dose I guess, but a significant drop for me.
Why oh why did you quote that ginormous quote?
Tl;Dr for me atm.
Ot; Just woke up. I took a small shot of H and I'm gonna smoke a spliff of white widow. But first, a cigarette!
Lots of stimulants today. Tomorrow is my last day of school (till next Fall, anyways.)
Throughout the course of the day:
200mg R-Modafinil
3-4 cups of coffee
20mg Adderall XR, oral
10mg Adderall IR, snorted
300mg Phenypiracetam
20mg Noopept
Some Huperzine-A
A few bowls of weed
900mg Gabapentin
1mg Clonazepam
7.5mg Olanazapine
600mg L-Theanine
Two mugs of Kava tea
I wish I had more downers. I have some Phenibut but I try to not take that more than once per week. I'm getting some Clonazolam and U4 soon, so I'm excited about that. Might buy some K soon, might get some H too. Also, I'm gonna dose some 3-MeO-PCP tomorrow, so I'm fucking stoked about that :D I can't indulge tonight though, gotta study (yet here I am on Bluelight, lol @ my life decisions)
Found some heroin in my car that I'm smoking right now, so not very high but better than nothing![]()