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How High Are You v. Not High Enough for this Life

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Does what you said apply to the whole world? I actually know a guy who goes to a (I think he runs a 1-man practice) shrink for his weekly take home methadone. I know this psychiatrist is a specialist in (opiate-)addiction, but I don't think he works at an actual MMT-'clinic'.

They were supposed to start a couple of pilot studies here in the states with office visit prescribed MMT when they overhauled the Fed methadone rules back in 2000 but as usual the DEA put their boot on that neck.It's sucks knowing that parts of Europe and Canada are so far ahead of America when it comes to PM and addiction treatment.And it all has to do with the curse that is the DEA.IMO,they went after the PM doctors here because they were the low hanging fruit and are protecting their drug turf.They may have begun with good intentions but like many of the "Agency's" in America they became just another arm of the CIA octopus.When legit PM patients have to stand in line with kids at the local methadone clinic you know something's not right.LE has no business ruling over the medical profession.We don't ban cars because some kids are stupid and cause most of the accidents and fatalities. Rant over.
 
Merge Plx.

Just shot 80mg of oxy, also lowered my dose of flurazepam by half since today because I think I'm gonna run out before I can get new benzos. Unless I can get some cash to pay for the doc on time... So I took 13,5mg of that. Don't really notice much discomfort from it. I'm a little sweaty but that's all. The oxy is covering the rest of the minor w/d up nicely.

Gahh I need cash. Shouldn't have bought that laptop. Or nah, I'm glad they I did. It's an expense I will be enjoying for a while instead of having just blown the $ on drugs.
 
Funnily enough I just found another piece that's like 3x the one I found yesterday, I'm SO happy right now
Lol, I found a small piece of H earlier today as well. In my room though, not car. =D Still nice, I just mixed it in with my 80mg oxy shot. Don't think it did that much, but it would have when I was withdrawing last week. And it was litterally at arms length from my desk chair. Just hidden pretty well. I had no idea it was there. Hehe.

So I'm decently opiated (not noddy or anything, but still feeling quite alright) and in very minor benzo wd from cutting my dose in half. Just wish I had some weed, but I smoked most of it when I was in w/d.. I didn't even *truly* enjoy it at that time because of the w/d. Oh well. There's worse things. ;)
 
Im not high, man.

4mg sub
.2mg clonidine
10 600 mg gabapentin

Man... id kill for a benzo and some herb. I only really have a cpl days before I start getting UA'd. :(
 
I'm cutting beer out again for budgetary means so I'm only stoned... good weed though. White diesel mixed with an unknown.
 
Sober buzz all day. Sauna and a few laps in da pool. Just got off work and now a nice long dump on some wonderful kava kava.
 
Took another quarter of flurazepam (6.75mg), still a step down but gonna do 2 days on 19.75mg before going down to 13,5mg which I'll he able to take for about 5 days and then I'll have to jump off.

I think I'm gonna go to my bank tomorrow and get some info about a Visa card and if possible get one rightaway, just to pay for doctor visits or other emergencies when I'm out of cash. Not going to use it for street drugs or anything because I can see how that might land me in trouble. Its unusual for me to be out of cash this early in the month though. It's because I just bought a laptop which I couldn't really afford. So hopefully I won't have to use it too often if I do end up getting one.

Yeah.. That sounds like a plan!
 
Not at the moment!!! Just took my nightly dose.. A little later tonight though
 
80mg of oxy and gonna take my flurazepam soon ish, wish I had some weed to go with the oxy but can't have it all I guess
 
Just picked up,

8th of Weed (Sour diesel)
2g Black tar H
0.5g Methamphetamine
Brand new pizzo (Meth pipe)

Already have,

Klonopin 2mg pills
Xanax 1mg footballs
Roxy 30s
Methadone 10mg pills
Gabapentin 300s

going to be a hell of a weekend.. I haven't smoked twack since like I was 15-16.. Longgg time ago.
I told a boy of mine that I was going to tap some girls ass that night, he told me 'dude, try sex on meth, it's crazy fun and lasts forever!' And boy was he right ;)
 
Not at all.. Now time to be gonna be good for a while... Back to becoming the ultimate snack food junkie!!!
 
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