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Coffee, kava, cannabis, etizolam so far except coffee hot now.

And some LSD, only 50 Micrograms though. Will see how it goes.
 
50 mics became 400 with a tonne of edible cannabis and vapor and a good hundred grams of kava, another mindbended of a trip with the purest, warpy alive LSD visuals.

Was all good. Was really wasted still yesterday after crashing for about 3.5 hours until 5.30 pm.

I could have done without though, at a pinnacle moment in life in so many ways it's uncanny, another Guiness Record's row with my mum at 8.30 pm last night, household stuff, new beds coming tomorrow (mattresses) and still stiff to be done.

My nerves cracked a long time ago from these turbulent rows we have.

I ended up taking 25 mg's Etizolam last night JUST to calm down not go mental.

I've never taken that much benzo in a day. It's extortionate. I can't really allow myself to take any today, major hang over and nausea from it too.

My intention is to try and leave a whole day off, so in theory I can go back to the 10-12.5 mg range I aim for, which is still wild, tomorrow, or who knows maybe use this momentum to go cold turkey.

I am in the most utterly extreme frame of mind of my life. I have no intention currently of attemlpting to eat food. Food is a real curse for me in best times, cannot work for me in difficult times, and these are officially worst times.

I have enough commitment, resolve and drive in me to basically fully commit to a fast.

I'm really, seriously not looking, asking, expecting attention or counsel.

I just settled at last after shower and whole daily allergy routine with a strong black coffee.

I have loaded a weed vaporizer but I know weed atm will drive my nerves insane espec with the Acid very fresh in me still.

Just trying to calm down I guess, that's why I post this, not for sympathy or attention or drama.

The plan was to set up the new 4 foot metal bed frame in my room today but that's gone out the window now.

I'll settle for this piece of foam I'm using.

This is probably the most "extreme" post I have made here, and I have made as many extreme statements and suggestions as anybody hereI strongly argue.

This is an extreme moment in time though.
 
Sometimes we just need to vent, @AutoTripper :) Happy tripping dude!
Thank you. It was a good trip. The LSD isn't really the issue, although plugging an effective overdose 2 1/2 weeks ago did really shake things up, very physically health wise and especially nerves, physically.

That was settling down though, I tripped 2 days ago to wipe the hard drive from the PTSD I picked up from the unexpected and uncharacteristic after effects of that overdose, not the in-trip itself.

I have always resolved any lingering or lodged bad trip "dirty air" by tripping again,

It probably would have worked this time too, but there has been a magnanimous unanticipated overlay.

That's what they meant, the hippies, by "Acid burns". Like burning a CD, laying an inprint, a dent, shape, impression etc.

Or just the whole building going up in flames and the carcass behind, as an analogy for LSD casualties.

I'm thinking, maybe by 10 pm I'll take a breath and wind down slightly, going by the current rate and intensity.

It's 1.22 pm now.
 
Bored. Watching some horror called ‘Anna’ and also called ‘The Offering’ - love a good possession/demon film.

Anyway going to pop 50mg Tramadol.
 
ya'll make me sick! :sus:
jk dont go a bussin off on a nickle ass, plz.
Been weedless for about 2 weeks now (broke as fuck) but my weed connect gonna give me a 25 bag today at some point. I will have to walk to get it and back is fucked atm so.... :shrug:
 
There goes the weekend. some stims and its all fuct..


2g khat
and a 2 lines of coke that knocked my sicks off...

Anyhow doing good drinking vodka and doing 180-200km/h on the highway.

And yes i know im being regless. but aren't we all at times
 
Hands feel really light typing this, like typing on jelly lol.

Am wondering what else to take but probably nothing.
 
Well on my 3rd bag of kHat (obviosly sharing) but fuct good and proper and 2 bottles vodkas gone but for some reason the kat soberes you up or maybe a placebo effect or real, hmmmm ??
 
Took 150mg Pregabalin, have to be careful of course. I can feel my inhibitions loosen so just chilling. Can’t believe the week is nearly over, been off work all week and back on Tuesday.
 
Vaping a CBD pen I bought a short while ago - supposed to be Pineapple Express but can’t taste it.

Have a few Clonazepam here but doubt I’ll take anything else tonight, just want to chill.

Waiting on flmodafinil and noopept to arrive so playing the waiting game lol.
 
1.7mL of gbl
1mg of etizolam (~8h ago)
3.5g of kratom
One small bowl of meth ~15mg
Smoking a spliff right now, feeling toasted
 
1.7mL of gbl
1mg of etizolam (~8h ago)
3.5g of kratom
One small bowl of meth ~15mg
Smoking a spliff right now, feeling toasted
That sounds fun, what’s the difference between gbl and ghb by the way? Is it like comparing clonazepam and Valium?
 
finally feel a legit post from me here.

some good shit dont have name just thank stars and shit. yall need cpula puff for hr ppurposes ro make sue i dont od on flower? full spectrum.... is this what this means?
 
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