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Xorkoth said:
Not at all. Have been using way excessive amounts of kratom for a while, more and more, easily 50-60 grams a day. Yesterday I decided no more and started using loperamide to stop. Well yesterday was ROUGH. I took one 10g dose yesterday late evening because I couldn't stand it. Since then I've felt better, I also increased the amount of loperamide which helps. But starting to feel sketchy again and I have band practice soon. I may let myself have another, smaller dose would be the first (and only) of today. I could think of this as a very rapid taper. 60 grams to 10 grams in a day is not so shabby progress.
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I would wish to encourage realism, and not over reaching. Too much pressure too soon can be more detrimental to your longterm aims.

I would say just be sensible, exercise discipline and keep focus, and do a moderately but not overly aggressive taper.

Progress can be illusory if not sustainable and especially if it hurts you in the process.

About 60 grams kava here today, weed vapor plus s9me edibles just now, 11 mg's Etizolam, CBD oil, and I took a sneaky 25 ug acid too seeong as my mood and energy was so dismal for numerous reasons in need of resolution, I figured I had nothing to lose with a little acid min dose.

It's been one of those days though where no drugs will get me hgh. I knew that from the outstart.

It's impossible to make a sensible and effective, practical psychoactive plan fpr the day at such times.

Hope you manage to feel at ease enough for practise tonight @Xorkoth . Shucks we all got some stuff to deal with hey?
 
75 grams kava total now after one bigbstrong glass, extra 2 mg's Etizolam (13 total now) as cannabis edibles 50 minutes ago already had kicked in.

Im possibly feeling a little little bit, what we call around herre "high" but I purposely resisted just taking everything of everything today just to knock myself into a peaceful state.

I could have said fuck it and took 00's ug's of acid, but resisted that at least!
 
I get those days too
Can smoke a shit ton of good weed and it’s like meh boring
Even my opies just make me want more
The only thing that works for me on days like this are copious amounts of varying benzos. But that usually gets me into more trouble than their worth these days and I end up falling out with the baby mama so they don’t happen much either these days
Part of me thinks thank god but there is a little bit of a voice that’s always there that says
Fuck it Nightraver let’s burn this mother fucker to the ground
Sometimes it whispers other times it’s screaming lmao 😝
 
Bella Figura said:
The past day or two has been somewhat of a blur. Fuck clonazolam is strong.
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I tried that one. I agree. 0.5 mg Blotters, I would say half that is like 2 mg's Etizolam.

Much longer lasting, but noticeably way more side effects from smaller use.

I never felt right the entire following day. Really irritable, groggyish and out of sorts.

So I just stuck with Etiz. Clonozolam is strong though. 1 mg, is at least 30 mg Diazepam equivalent if not more I swear.
 
AutoTripper said:
75 grams kava total now after one bigbstrong glass, extra 2 mg's Etizolam (13 total now) as cannabis edibles 50 minutes ago already had kicked in.

Im possibly feeling a little little bit, what we call around herre "high" but I purposely resisted just taking everything of everything today just to knock myself into a peaceful state.

I could have said fuck it and took 00's ug's of acid, but resisted that at least!
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Hey man, the amount of acid you eat genuinely terrifies me! what's been the longest break you've had in say the last 2 months?
And are you dependant on the etizolam?
 
AutoTripper said:
I tried that one. I agree. 0.5 mg Blotters, I would say half that is like 2 mg's Etizolam.

Much longer lasting, but noticeably way more side effects from smaller use.

I never felt right the entire following day. Really irritable, groggyish and out of sorts.

So I just stuck with Etiz. Clonozolam is strong though. 1 mg, is at least 30 mg Diazepam equivalent if not more I swear.
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I used to take it when it was legal and I had the pills, think they were 250mics.

But thanks to the NPS ban, I've got powder now.

I thought they were amazing for sleep, I never took it for recreation.
 
Nightraver said:
I get those days too
Can smoke a shit ton of good weed and it’s like meh boring
Even my opies just make me want more
The only thing that works for me on days like this are copious amounts of varying benzos. But that usually gets me into more trouble than their worth these days and I end up falling out with the baby mama so they don’t happen much either these days
Part of me thinks thank god but there is a little bit of a voice that’s always there that says
Fuck it Nightraver let’s burn this mother fucker to the ground
Sometimes it whispers other times it’s screaming lmao 😝
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I TRY not to go too oberboard on the benzos, because you have to pay for that mortgage as you go along.

Draw extra cash out today, less available tomorrow and mote endurance and discipline, and patience to reach comfort again, is how I see it.

I'm glad I'm not the only "druggie" round here hahaha!

I may need to resort back to mini dosing LSD daily for mental stability for a while.

Worked so well for me for so long but ventured into monster macrodosing of late, can really sweep you up and take a while of feeling like Terminator 2 Cop in molten pieces slowly coming together again.

I bet he can handle his acid that guy lol!
 
Bella Figura said:
Hey man, the amount of acid you eat genuinely terrifies me! what's been the longest break you've had in say the last 2 months?
And are you dependant on the etizolam?
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Yes, very dependant on etizolam.

10 to 15 mg's everyday, assured genuine physical dependance but major psychological dependance from the off.

I have been very deep recently on acid. But that is what I do. Always have.

I trip like there is no tomorrow.

8 mgs in 18 days is the most Ive ever taken in that time, in such a prolonged manner.

Twice years before I took 5 mg's LSD in 48 hours, twice, wascas fine asca cherry afterwards both times.

Just a difficult life these days, tripping so heavily doesn't always make it easier
 
Bella Figura said:
Hey man, the amount of acid you eat genuinely terrifies me! what's been the longest break you've had in say the last 2 months?
And are you dependant on the etizolam?
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Oh...6 week break, then 1875 ug, 18 days later 7930.

4 days off, still was wired sky high, 150 ug.

2 nights ago.

Just 25 ug tonight.
 
Bella Figura said:
I used to take it when it was legal and I had the pills, think they were 250mics.

But thanks to the NPS ban, I've got powder now.

I thought they were amazing for sleep, I never took it for recreation.
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Yes it was much more purpose fit for sleep than Etizolam, but harly recreational as the Clonozolam kind of really switches the mind off.

Etizolam just calms things down.
 
Blows my mind how much you consume man!

I never really cared for Etizolam myself. Mostly because I found it didn't help me sleep. And also ended up being the benzo that I had seizures from coming off.
 
Bella Figura said:
Blows my mind how much you consume man!
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It's intense personal journeying. I also have somehow hacked the tolerance factor, 25th year of LSD use ironically, and I continue to get ptetty full effects indefinitely.

If I was physically well, I'd take it in my stride- it's the course for this horse.

Just very hard when really not well in life and energy is low, suffering is high.
 
Bella Figura said:
Blows my mind how much you consume man!

I never really cared for Etizolam myself. Mostly because I found it didn't help me sleep. And also ended up being the benzo that I had seizures from coming off.
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Just in case you misunderstood me, it was 7930 ug total in 18 days.

Not- 7930 ug on day 18. That WOULD be crazy lol.

There is a line somewhere. Syd found that out, to mention one.
 
I think Kava and etiz has just about chilled me out a bit now.

Gonna hit some more strong outdoor weed inna vape for an exyra needed mood boost hopefully...
 
Wow, just s simple shout out innhonour of the cannabis plant we almost take for granted I think.

Vaporizing good weed is a fantastic, clean and happy high, at the right time.

Was just what I needed to keep my drug craving urges and mood dips at bay.

Well stoned, lovely right now!
 
@Xorkoth A Colgate totthpaste advert just appeated on the telly.

I immediately thought of you because the cheesy slogan was
"sometimes pain is worth it sometimes it is not" because that's exactly what I was saying to you ironically.

About not tapering too drastically and possibly unrealistically
 
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