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couple puffs of delta8thc
4gs of kratom
L-glutamine, L-tyrosine, L-tryptophan, and magnesium
Monster energy drink
 
Just lots of Kava and cannabis today here, really.

About 70 grams worth kava, fair bit really. I think 4 bowls of vaporized weed, lots CBD oil, sizey cannabis edible doses, otherwise just shy of 10 mg’s Etizolam, as result of a deliberate attempt to take less.

Last 2 days was 16.5mg’s, 16mg’s.

Waking with unpleasant side effects, like a really bad hangover and panicked attack at the same time.

The difference between 10 mg’s Etizolam and 16 is like half a bottle of wine vs 2 bottles.

But....NO Lsd for just over 7 days. Not conducive to my needs and aims presently.
 
Got some much needed supplements to go with my drugs.

Opium tea w/ kava teabag
5mg etizolam
Kava extract 250mg
Bowl of Strawberry Kush (21.57%)
Caffeine via chai lattes
Nicotine vape
Boring (but important) stuff like digestive enzymes + probiotics + soluble fiber
 
Um just woke up and still the same day, FUCK!.

anyhow just ripped a bong and had a few vallies. maybe some subs too, who knows.
Just like mofo right now. wake and bake still for the win.
 
4gs kratom, the last of mine for a couple days
Delta8thc puffs
L-Tyrosine, L-tryptophan, L-glutamine, + magnesium

Starting to feel better slowly I guess, but still depressed
 
Right now, I'm Baked AF.. Like haven't smoked the whole day, it's late afternoon and just had a few bong rips now and Fuck Yeah.. Stoooooned..

Gonna take a walk with the dogs. Plus a lot of people are out now running, walking there dogs and being fit I guess. So i'll just join in. But just so stoned.
 
250mg Tramadol spread out since 2.30pm and that’s me. Stressful day at work (even though we aren’t open to the public until Friday).
 
^ Wish I had soma and a huge selection of legal weed to choose from...
I ran out of most of my drugs a few days ago, all I have left is kratom and about 2-3g of kief from my grinder.

Just took 3.3g of green malay kratom and made myself a cup of french press coffee, probably my first cup of coffee in a month or so. This ain't nescafe though, it's made with premium organic coffee beans I've been saving for years. I've been saving them for so long (kinda forgot about it tbh) they probably started to ferment a little, just checked the package and it expired in January. Amazing stuff though... I don't know if it's because my caffeine tolerance is so low but it feels like I just smoked a bowl of organic meth.
Good and bad I suppose, I need to stop taking klonopin. I've taken 2mg most days for the last month or more. I'm getting more afraid I'd be fucked if I tried to stop. Fortunately I have lots of gabapentin and phenobarbital so I could probably taper myself if needed. But more than anything I'd be pissed at myself for getting addicted to benzos on top of heroin lol

today: morning dab and H lines, just took 2mg clonaz. Gonna go get some milk and then come back and get righteously high. Every day I tell myself this is the last day I get "drooling on myself" high but then tomorrow seems like a good last day too...

The signs are gathering. I'm hiding it worse. People are getting worried. Fuck life, jesus fucking christ, why can't a bus do me a favor and run my ass over...
 
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