I'm back in oxycodone again, took 2 5mg pills at 8:30 tonight. I've got that thing where it's kind of hard for me to tell if I'm actually high or not. I'm like this with alcohol too, last time I drank I was chatting with ppl on here and somebody was like Yeah you're drunk, I can tell cause you won't shut up lol. So idk if the oxy high is "diagnosable" online but I'm here for it if anybody wants to try me.
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Totally! Benzos are 100% like that, especially clonazepam. I'll think I'm fine and then I'll fall into a wall or off the toilet or something similarly toddler-like.
Lol @Felonious Monk! I'm thinking about taking another pill since I still don't really feel anything.
Ok I just said to hell with it and took another 5 mg pill plus 2 7.5 mg pills. So I have taken a total of 35 mg of oxycodone since 8:30. Idk what this will do but I imagine my tolerance might still be crazy high since I was popping Vicodins like tic tacs last year.
Still haven't really noticed anything except I can hear my heartbeat pounding in my ears a little but I notice that totally sober sometimes too. I'm looking for like a quiz or something to tell if I'm high but so far the only ones I'm finding are geared towards pot highs.
Ok I just took 2 more 7.5 mg pills for a total of 50 mg of oxycodone. Which is my record for highest ever dose of Hydrocodone and from what I read oxy is supposed to be slightly more potent than hydro. So we'll see where this takes me. I have noticed that even though I'm enjoying watching YouTube videos and rocking out to the music and such, I feel like I feel the buzz better if I just relax and lay still and close my eyes and chill.
Burnt Offerings
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Oxycodone is a very useful and potent painkiller IMO/IME. I've only started to really take it with any regularity lately, as I've been recovering from a surgery. But even a dose as low as 10 mgs is pretty effective...it treats pain nicely and will give you a little boost, if you don't have much tolerance for the drug.
Now I suddenly have the thought that I feel...wavy. Not dizzy just...wavy. Is this A Thing with oxy? Also feeling just a tad peckish so I'm eating some Reese's cups (Big Cups since I love the peanut butter part best) they're super yummy!
Also I think I might be having some closed eye visuals, that or it's just my imagination working overtime. First I saw an endless field of red flowers, then I saw a desert just miles and miles of sand and a sky with a blazing bright sun. Then I saw a horse with a cowboy riding on its back but I'm pretty sure my imagination was involved there, like maybe even I'm microsleeping and going into a dream.
Yesterday turned out to be fruitful. Met a lady walking her dogs too and we got chatting and now seems i will be having a dog walking partner in the late afternoons, bonus
OT: Added
150mg pregabalin
1200mg gabapentin in the last few hours
Starting to feel a bit more sedated or high then i was after breakie. Now it's time to go to the mall and pay some accounts, bleh.
Vastness
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Morning all. Or evening, afternoon, just greetings to you, whatever the inclination of your location on the planet towards our local star might be.
Started my day with:
90mg amphetamine of dubious purity, maybe 60% as a guesstimate, could be tolerance but it's yellowish which is never a good sign IMO.
40mg tianeptine sulphate.
40mg PPAP HCl.
2mg clonazepam.
...aaand 100mg sertraline.
Oh, and coffee.
Got a solid supply of gabapentin for the imminent ending of my almost daily speed and benzo habit. No doubt I'll be near catatonic for a short time. But, in this month I've had to work harder than I have in years and it's almost over and hopefully it's worked out and whatever hopefully reversible brain changes I've induced have been worth it. Much love everyone.
Started my day with:
90mg amphetamine of dubious purity, maybe 60% as a guesstimate, could be tolerance but it's yellowish which is never a good sign IMO.
40mg tianeptine sulphate.
40mg PPAP HCl.
2mg clonazepam.
...aaand 100mg sertraline.
Oh, and coffee.
Got a solid supply of gabapentin for the imminent ending of my almost daily speed and benzo habit. No doubt I'll be near catatonic for a short time. But, in this month I've had to work harder than I have in years and it's almost over and hopefully it's worked out and whatever hopefully reversible brain changes I've induced have been worth it. Much love everyone.
I went to sleep right after my last post here and just now woke up. Still feeling very sleepy so will go back to sleep after this update. No dreams that I can remember. Right when I woke up my tongue hurt like I bit it but now it feels fine. I do bite my tongue in my sleep sometimes but normally when I'm sober I immediately wake up with a shock of pain when I do it but this didn't happen this time. Not feeling overheated anymore but still slightly itchy like I was before I fell asleep. Still feeling a nice little cozy tingly buzz especially when I get still and calm and close my eyes. Ok back to sleepies now.
Just taken my morning dose of Pregabalin (2x 75mg).
Also CBD coffee.
Starting back to work tomorrow after 3 months of lockdown. Can’t take anything today in my usual amounts that’ll make me sleep in or anything lol. That a Tramadol yesterday was way too stimulating but got the lovely warmth radiating off me for a good while.
Also CBD coffee.
Starting back to work tomorrow after 3 months of lockdown. Can’t take anything today in my usual amounts that’ll make me sleep in or anything lol. That a Tramadol yesterday was way too stimulating but got the lovely warmth radiating off me for a good while.
Kaden_Nite
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Poppy tea and phenibut for breakfast, zopiclone in the afternoon and a coca pick-me-up just now.
I watched this video of a guy being followed for six minutes by a pissed off cougar yesterday. The cougar came back though, later that night, in my dreams. It took the form of many large cats, haunting me all fucking night.
Eventually, I decided I WILL NOT BE A VICTIM! I picked up a rock and threw it at my felidae assailant, finally slaying the beast (now a cheetah) which had been tormenting my sleep for what felt like hours.
Suddenly, the dark, arid plains of elephant graveyard I had been trying to escape all night were replaced by my local mall. People stood around, some of whom I considered friends, looking shocked.
"What the hell did you just do?!" one guy yelled "That's Taz, the town cheetah!".
I looked down at the defeated cat, it was crying and helpless and looked so much less threatening in the light of day. I'd clocked this Taz, the friendly cheetah with a rock, and I felt fucking terrible.
"How would you like it if someone threw rocks at you?!" the angry townspeople reasoned.
I woke up from this nightmare eventually and sent a disgruntled message to a friend for not standing up for me against the cougar-cheetah or against the angry mob.
"My bad" she replied.
I watched this video of a guy being followed for six minutes by a pissed off cougar yesterday. The cougar came back though, later that night, in my dreams. It took the form of many large cats, haunting me all fucking night.
Eventually, I decided I WILL NOT BE A VICTIM! I picked up a rock and threw it at my felidae assailant, finally slaying the beast (now a cheetah) which had been tormenting my sleep for what felt like hours.
Suddenly, the dark, arid plains of elephant graveyard I had been trying to escape all night were replaced by my local mall. People stood around, some of whom I considered friends, looking shocked.
"What the hell did you just do?!" one guy yelled "That's Taz, the town cheetah!".
I looked down at the defeated cat, it was crying and helpless and looked so much less threatening in the light of day. I'd clocked this Taz, the friendly cheetah with a rock, and I felt fucking terrible.
"How would you like it if someone threw rocks at you?!" the angry townspeople reasoned.
I woke up from this nightmare eventually and sent a disgruntled message to a friend for not standing up for me against the cougar-cheetah or against the angry mob.
"My bad" she replied.
Twelve hours out from my first dose last night and I have a couple of interesting observations. One is that despite having what seemed like a lot of CEV or imagination overdrive, I don't recall experiencing any actual dreams once I fell asleep. The second observation is that I have been experiencing some mild nausea since I took the last 2 pills of the night but I am the closest I've ever been to actually vomiting with such mild nausea/sick feeling. Like I would say I'm at 3-4 on the nausea scale but I've had a lot of excessive salivation like you get right before you puke and I can actually feel the puke coming up into my throat, like I'm suppressing it but if I let it happen I totally could throw up right now. Which normally I can be as high as an 8 on the nausea scale without the excess saliva and readiness to actually puke. Unpleasant as it is though, I am wondering if it might be best to just go ahead and let the vomiting happen, since my body does clearly want to rid itself of what I put into it last night.
4meSM
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Another day of coffee + kratom during the day and spliffs in the evening. Seems boring but I'm feeling pretty good right now and I haven't even smoked anything yet.
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