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So you're telling me that I can do lots of drugs and enjoy sobriety as well? Fuck yeah, I think I'm gonna like this whole sobriety thing after all!
 
45mg hydrocodone, maybe 25g kratom, 30mg temazepam, 1mg alprazolam, 50mg cyclobenzaprine, 300mg Lyrica, 125mg Seroquel, 2g phenibut, and 500mg cipro as a potentiator. Taking the pills and phenibut right now except the cipro which I took with the kratom 3 or 4 hours ago. Should be a nice, pleasant high but really wishing I could trip again, it has been too long since my last trip. Would like to get some miprocin. That was one of the best. I'd laugh my ass off for an hour on that and it was just as good and intense as mushrooms but the effects seemed to last longer. Hope to mix it with 3-meo-pcp or MXE some time before I croak, mixing a strong psychedelic with one of those at high (but not extreme for the dissociative) is definitely on my bucket list.

Just found 50mg diphenhydramine to add as a booster, going to down the pills and phenibut powder now. Guess I'll do it with a beer.

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Maybe you can get lucky with toilet water but shooting faeces straight into your bloodstream is just asking for trouble. Big fucking trouble.
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Was into muscles and subcutaneous injections, not IV just for the record. Don't think anyone would do well after IV'ing feces.
Some days are just fine, like yesterday and today have been but then I'll have some bad days. They were all bad days a month ago or probably two weeks ago so something has at least improved. I think synthetic cannabinoids were making things worse and I found some like a week ago and smoked them and it fucked things up worse. Those things seem to cause me trouble for whatever reason. I do believe I am at least able to talk with telepathy but none of this happened before I got what seemed to be meningitis while in a mental institution (was not having that problem before I got there).

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Just had about 10g kratom, 2.5-3g of phenibut, a bottle of beer, and 425mg Seroquel about 20 minutes ago/ Smoking my e-cig.
Watched the movie Avatar on my 3-D TV/Monitor tonight, now I have found my favorite movie of all time.
 
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Burnt Offerings said:
So you're telling me that I can do lots of drugs and enjoy sobriety as well? Fuck yeah, I think I'm gonna like this whole sobriety thing after all!
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exactly what im teling u. im after the glory of conquering a problem but without stopping getting relief from narcotics.

just remember it works if U WORK it , so work it your worth it m8.
 
SirTophamHat said:
I own a small dresser and foldable cot. I need to buy a chair! You seem to move a lot, like me. I hope it is what you enjoy doing. My last move was catalysed by an uncontrollable event which made it a little more uncomfortable than some others. I'm e joying the left coast so far though.

I am drinking. A little smoking. Eating too. Sundays are nice. I'm high.
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I couldn't say I like moving but I do move quite a bit. I've lived in 10 different places since 2010, and that includes 2 long distance moves (1200 miles and 2700 miles). Just keep looking for that better place... Mostly each place has been better than the last, though sometimes the definition of "better" changes... I live by myself now--for the last year I lived in an apartment, but I just moved into a private guest house so I have a lot more privacy, plus some outside space (somebody converted their 2-car garage and then rented it out, so I have some of the front yard too, they have the backyard).

PArt of the furniture problem was I moved into a much smaller place, so some of my furniture didn't fit (dresser, side table) and some of it I wanted to get rid of cause I bought kinda crappy stuff when I moved into my apt (kitchen table, couch). So I've got enough to manage at the moment, a bed, a nightstand, and a chair, (plus the place came with a patio table set, so I have somewhere to eat cause it's warm all the time...).. I just need to plan my living room because I have a lot of books so there's just boxes stacked all around me right now..

But meh, that's what the week is for since my business partner is vacationing in Thailand right now! I still have some work to do while she's gone but it's nice working in a 2-person company because it's just a business relationship that IS a business.

ot: bong rips and rolling a J, maybe dabs but I can't find the D-Nail power cable (might have to take caveman dabs!) prob more oxy too, cause why not. seeing a new PM doc soon cause life is better with a little opiate
 
Started the day with 6g of Gabapentin split into 4 1500mg doses over an hour.
So:
1500mg x 4 of Gabapentin
2 Aleve
Cannabis
36mg of Concerta (Ritalin XR)
600mg of caffeine
Nicotine
More cannabis
Day after drinking kratom tea

Yea I'm feeling groovy atm.
 
Been alternating naps and bombers of DIPA allllll day. Watched a Robin Williams flick too; they're always good.

Time for some more weed and a final bomber before bed.

FM: awesome !! Your work sounds fun (flexible). I've moved six times between five cities and towns in the last two years, with two moves being 2100 and 3000 miles. We should form a club of vagabonds.
 
how the FUCK do i never come close to ODIn , i mean ive done up to 1 and a half grams of fkin oxycodone in one day and worst thats happened is fallen asleep on my desk for like 5 hours (prob a mild) od. ive done a G of potent heroin in like a few hours fastlike also worst thats happened is ive passed out with my head on rested on something awkward for like 5-6 hours.
i hear all these ppl oding so easy off oxy and opiates.
I been taking huge doses of em for now FIVE YEARS with benzos. and not one OD, worst thats happened is wakin up from a nod gasping for air.
 
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tolerance is a bitch isn't it jiggawa?

Anyway most deadly OD's are due to high-potency pharmaceutical opiates like fent or methadone , or injecting non-pharmaceutical products.
 
Si, he definitely has got a bit of a tolerance. I've had to fight respiratory depression before, its not fun, less chance of OD the better imo
 
O-DT withdrawal is no fun, interestingly enough second day is somewhat better than the first. Still, I'm a pussy so I just took 650 mg codeine. Need to finish another important thing at work tomorrow, so not in the mood to feel like shit. Will try to take a tolerance break this week for reals though, cause I'll have the rest of the week off after tomorrow. Yeah, there are better things to do on days off than kick opioids, but to hell with all that.

Do loperamide and codeine synergise in histamine release? Took 6 mg of loperamide earlier. My whole body feels like it's on fire, what the fuck. Didn't take anything else out of the ordinary today or yesterday.

E: well, the shit is almost over. Never going to take the two together again, damn. Ruined the rush.
 
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unfortunately yessir. need a tolerance break. my insurance paying in full for my oc's again aint helping my self control, it should tho. i dont have bails of cash thats for sure. should just cost by on my free oxy swallowed whole non chewed or snorted. atleast i take half of my daily oxy how ever much it may be whole and unchewed most days now.

ot: 80 mgs oxycodone IR
40 mg oxycontin SR
not much felt.

edit quite a bit is felt actually. it just not earth shatteringly goods ya dig
 
Had a 300mg Seroquel then took an unknow OD of phenibut so I could see if it would kill me or not. Last time I puked unconscious then was woke up maybe 8 or 10 or 12 hours later and my blood pressure was really low. I PROBABLY \\WOn't die but I don't know if I took more or less than the other time and it is really kicking in good now. I'll let you know later if I don't die. If I end up in a nut house I'll try to get someone to post and let you know I am not dead. I had no intention of doing this but then just did it without really wanting to die, just tired of this world.

Edit: Forgot that I took 300mg Wellbutrin/bupropion to raise my blood pressure a few minutes before posting this and a few minutes ago my mind started to feel clearer so I came back to post. I was going to take more phenibut just for the Hell of it to make my dose more potentially dangerous but I stopped wanting to do it before the song I was listening to ended. Also started to burn a Jeff the Killer smile onto my face with cigarettes like I planned on doing but it will take a while to finish.

I feel like my BP may be getting low and my pupils are fucking small. But I don't think I took as much as that other OD unless I take more and more likely than not I won't but I don't need to want to die to do it.

Update:
Not even passed out or feeling close to it. Guess my dose was significantly less than I thought. Going to take some pills in a bit if I am not closer to feeling like I might pass out but I don't feel like I will at all now. Just pressure in my head that isn't that bad and my BP was actually high, 160s/74 P114. I don't intend to take any more but if I get the urge I'll do a heaped spoonful but not heaping too high since that would surely be enough from what I remember.

I might OD on purpose just to get sent back to the nut house so I might be able to get on disability for repeatedly trying to off myself and for being psychotic since everyone thinks that is what my telepathy is. I'm normally too depressed to hold a job and now I am afraid to leave my house most of the time because of the telepathic attacks on my pets. They have also tried to kill me multiple times with telepathic attacks, once sending a ghost like shadow or inverse shadow into my room that hit me and caused my BP to rise and my pulse to double, give or take some to 130s and the green light that glows and dances around behind my eyes to get brighter, add colors, and move around really fast instead of the slow pulsating and/or tunnel making that it has always done the rest of the time when present then it went to Lucky and stayed there for maybe 5 seconds before going away. I was sober when it happened.

They want to kill Lucky because they get pissed off about my drug use and because they don't want me to annoy them by listening to music and want me to sleep when they do and I don't do it because I did not consent to the experiment they are doing to me so they want to make me pay and they want him dead because he can predict the weather and possibly see other future events. He can't do it now because they block it and won't stop it but he predicted the first few tropical cyclones and a few later ones accurately or very close, a lot better than the weather services but the later ones were very hard to do because people were also giving inaccurate forecasts with his and I could not tell who was doing it since I can only get messages through sounds I make that make words for some reason. All sounds I make do that now.

I'll probably stop taking opiates and benzos for at least a week then OD on other things if I do it so they will not think it was an accident. It will be worth it just to get an income. I hate the world because they stopped me from doing what has never been done before and I could have done great things for this God-forsaken Hellworld if they would not have destroyed my future and then continually fucked me over and tortured my pets. I also think they are making my mom's cancer get worse by forcing me to stop using cannabinoids that gave her drug telepathy that kept her cancer from growing by torturing Lucky and possibly Baby and mentally torturing me because they did not like the telepathy that gave them but they tried and succeeded at forcing me to use other drugs by telling me I had to even when I wanted to stop because I did not like the aftereffects.
 
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Dude, talk to someone! You're gonna end up in a "nut house" because it's pretty hard not to get a bad impression... It might even help, not the control aspect or whatever but just to talk to someone about these problems you've been having. It's worth considering. It's absolutely worth reaching out to someone.

SirTophamHat said:
FM: awesome !! Your work sounds fun (flexible). I've moved six times between five cities and towns in the last two years, with two moves being 2100 and 3000 miles. We should form a club of vagabonds.
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Crazy thing is like none of it is job-related. It's all me. And not me burning bridges either (mostly). 2010 I lived in Florida for rehab, after the actual place I lived in 2 different sober houses and then a CL apt share. Then back to MD to finish school (house share) and a place I moved into after I graduated before I moved to California (another house share, both sucked for their own reasons). First place was with my gf, it didn't work so I moved into a friend's place which didn't work either, so, for the first time on this list, I actually made my own lease and had my own place. That place kinda sucked (especially my noisy fucking upstairs neighbor), so this weekend I moved into a little guest house with more privacy. This one feels the best for me as a person so far, so I'm hopeful...

We should form a club! Except I kinda think they have one and it's called either jam bands or Burning Man or the West in general.

ot: still sober on the day, just a couple of bowls and ate some RSO. Been bingeing a little on oxy, trying to figure if I've dug a hole..
 
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
Had a 300mg Seroquel then took an unknow OD of phenibut so I could see if it would kill me or not. Last time I puked unconscious then was woke up maybe 8 or 10 or 12 hours later and my blood pressure was really low. I PROBABLY \\WOn't die but I don't know if I took more or less than the other time and it is really kicking in good now. I'll let you know later if I don't die. If I end up in a nut house I'll try to get someone to post and let you know I am not dead. I had no intention of doing this but then just did it without really wanting to die, just tired of this world.

Edit: Forgot that I took 300mg Wellbutrin/bupropion to raise my blood pressure a few minutes before posting this and a few minutes ago my mind started to feel clearer so I came back to post. I was going to take more phenibut just for the Hell of it to make my dose more potentially dangerous but I stopped wanting to do it before the song I was listening to ended. Also started to burn a Jeff the Killer smile onto my face with cigarettes like I planned on doing but it will take a while to finish.

I feel like my BP may be getting low and my pupils are fucking small. But I don't think I took as much as that other OD unless I take more and more likely than not I won't but I don't need to want to die to do it.

Update:
Not even passed out or feeling close to it. Guess my dose was significantly less than I thought. Going to take some pills in a bit if I am not closer to feeling like I might pass out but I don't feel like I will at all now. Just pressure in my head that isn't that bad and my BP was actually high, 160s/74 P114. I don't intend to take any more but if I get the urge I'll do a heaped spoonful but not heaping too high since that would surely be enough from what I remember.

I might OD on purpose just to get sent back to the nut house so I might be able to get on disability for repeatedly trying to off myself and for being psychotic since everyone thinks that is what my telepathy is. I'm normally too depressed to hold a job and now I am afraid to leave my house most of the time because of the telepathic attacks on my pets. They have also tried to kill me multiple times with telepathic attacks, once sending a ghost like shadow or inverse shadow into my room that hit me and caused my BP to rise and my pulse to double, give or take some to 130s and the green light that glows and dances around behind my eyes to get brighter, add colors, and move around really fast instead of the slow pulsating and/or tunnel making that it has always done the rest of the time when present then it went to Lucky and stayed there for maybe 5 seconds before going away. I was sober when it happened.

They want to kill Lucky because they get pissed off about my drug use and because they don't want me to annoy them by listening to music and want me to sleep when they do and I don't do it because I did not consent to the experiment they are doing to me so they want to make me pay and they want him dead because he can predict the weather and possibly see other future events. He can't do it now because they block it and won't stop it but he predicted the first few tropical cyclones and a few later ones accurately or very close, a lot better than the weather services but the later ones were very hard to do because people were also giving inaccurate forecasts with his and I could not tell who was doing it since I can only get messages through sounds I make that make words for some reason. All sounds I make do that now.

I'll probably stop taking opiates and benzos for at least a week then OD on other things if I do it so they will not think it was an accident. It will be worth it just to get an income. I hate the world because they stopped me from doing what has never been done before and I could have done great things for this God-forsaken Hellworld if they would not have destroyed my future and then continually fucked me over and tortured my pets. I also think they are making my mom's cancer get worse by forcing me to stop using cannabinoids that gave her drug telepathy that kept her cancer from growing by torturing Lucky and possibly Baby and mentally torturing me because they did not like the telepathy that gave them but they tried and succeeded at forcing me to use other drugs by telling me I had to even when I wanted to stop because I did not like the aftereffects.
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You really need to go get some help. You dont need to OD to go to a psych ward. Just go and present yourself. Tell them you are suicidal and under telepathic attack. They will admit you for sure. Trust me on this. I am a nurse and you need help.
 
I'm just got my car back from the shop who charged me half a grand to take my car apart and put it back together, claiming they couldn't do the requested work after all.

Sometimes I want to kill people. I need a good mechanic back in my life.

I just ate a strong weed cookie and gonna get drunk, I'm pissed.
 
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
Had a 300mg Seroquel then took an unknow OD of phenibut so I could see if it would kill me or not. Last time I puked unconscious then was woke up maybe 8 or 10 or 12 hours later and my blood pressure was really low. I PROBABLY \\WOn't die but I don't know if I took more or less than the other time and it is really kicking in good now. I'll let you know later if I don't die. If I end up in a nut house I'll try to get someone to post and let you know I am not dead. I had no intention of doing this but then just did it without really wanting to die, just tired of this world.

Edit: Forgot that I took 300mg Wellbutrin/bupropion to raise my blood pressure a few minutes before posting this and a few minutes ago my mind started to feel clearer so I came back to post. I was going to take more phenibut just for the Hell of it to make my dose more potentially dangerous but I stopped wanting to do it before the song I was listening to ended. Also started to burn a Jeff the Killer smile onto my face with cigarettes like I planned on doing but it will take a while to finish.

I feel like my BP may be getting low and my pupils are fucking small. But I don't think I took as much as that other OD unless I take more and more likely than not I won't but I don't need to want to die to do it.

Update:
Not even passed out or feeling close to it. Guess my dose was significantly less than I thought. Going to take some pills in a bit if I am not closer to feeling like I might pass out but I don't feel like I will at all now. Just pressure in my head that isn't that bad and my BP was actually high, 160s/74 P114. I don't intend to take any more but if I get the urge I'll do a heaped spoonful but not heaping too high since that would surely be enough from what I remember.

I might OD on purpose just to get sent back to the nut house so I might be able to get on disability for repeatedly trying to off myself and for being psychotic since everyone thinks that is what my telepathy is. I'm normally too depressed to hold a job and now I am afraid to leave my house most of the time because of the telepathic attacks on my pets. They have also tried to kill me multiple times with telepathic attacks, once sending a ghost like shadow or inverse shadow into my room that hit me and caused my BP to rise and my pulse to double, give or take some to 130s and the green light that glows and dances around behind my eyes to get brighter, add colors, and move around really fast instead of the slow pulsating and/or tunnel making that it has always done the rest of the time when present then it went to Lucky and stayed there for maybe 5 seconds before going away. I was sober when it happened.

They want to kill Lucky because they get pissed off about my drug use and because they don't want me to annoy them by listening to music and want me to sleep when they do and I don't do it because I did not consent to the experiment they are doing to me so they want to make me pay and they want him dead because he can predict the weather and possibly see other future events. He can't do it now because they block it and won't stop it but he predicted the first few tropical cyclones and a few later ones accurately or very close, a lot better than the weather services but the later ones were very hard to do because people were also giving inaccurate forecasts with his and I could not tell who was doing it since I can only get messages through sounds I make that make words for some reason. All sounds I make do that now.

I'll probably stop taking opiates and benzos for at least a week then OD on other things if I do it so they will not think it was an accident. It will be worth it just to get an income. I hate the world because they stopped me from doing what has never been done before and I could have done great things for this God-forsaken Hellworld if they would not have destroyed my future and then continually fucked me over and tortured my pets. I also think they are making my mom's cancer get worse by forcing me to stop using cannabinoids that gave her drug telepathy that kept her cancer from growing by torturing Lucky and possibly Baby and mentally torturing me because they did not like the telepathy that gave them but they tried and succeeded at forcing me to use other drugs by telling me I had to even when I wanted to stop because I did not like the aftereffects.
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I feel sorry for your mom. You should be doing what you can to help her not living in another galaxy and probably stressing the heck out of her, she doesn't deserve this no mother does seek help. This kinda of behavior (not treating/self medicating with the wrong meds - severe mental illness) is not fair on anyone around you especially your mother.

You will make her last days a nightmare if you carry on like this. Do the right thing man, see a shrink and be honest. Get help.

in addition to working full time I take care of my mom who also has cancer (terminal). There is nothing I wouldn't do for that woman, I have given her my the last of my oxys more than once because she's needed more for the pain. I cancel social commitments at a moments notice if she needs me. I do her shopping, organise her insurance, finances, liaise with her doctors, make sure she has a suitable carer night and in the day (and i've gone through about 4 or 5 carers in the last 2 years , some have stolen others (one stle her fkin pain meds....)have others have just been generally useless but think I've got her a good one now.

I put helping my mom above everything why, because if I don't do it noone will, my dad passed away around a decade ago and what family she does have won't lift a finger. Posts like yours really annoy me badly. Because I would really like to be in rehab right now to tell you the truth or having a melt down or going batshit crazy at times like you but I can't because I have the woman who gave me life depending on me for day to day living and necessities also financially responsibilities to her and my own financial obligations that I have to be present and correct for and make sure I earn money too.

Get it together tryptamine, if not for yourself for your mom. You sound like you've got it extremely easy, I never here you talk about working only drugs.

Sorry for getting deep and angry guys. Just sometimes I can't hold it in.

On a lighter note i been playing too many video and pc games last night i played d3 till 6 am with work the next day. now ive done it again tonight. it is now 5.15 am just having some prebed candy then gonna try catch a few hours before i need to be up.

gonna chew one more oxy 80. amped for it to kick in.

PEACE

PS sorry for being a debby downer guys but this nikka needs a reality check.
 
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Started the day with the last of my opiates, 15 mg shot of morphine....a nice bud buzz this afternoon and a couple of beers this evening and now I'm ready to sleeeeeep. Not so excited at what tomorrow brings, always tomorrow comes....
 
Belligerent drunk loperamide in doses like you took makes me feel vey very weird and tingly so bad I rather go thru withdrawals then take to many of those lil fuckers!!' And mixing it with tramadol might have made it worse for ya lol sorry you went thru that ! I been there!!

Today 4 mg sniffed of subutex and plugged 2 mg feeling great off to work and bake some goodies!!
 
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