Aha well greetings regardless. Guys. Pregabalin is mental. I don't know if it's just the pregabalin because I did take a bunch of benzos yesterday and the day before (4mg etizolam to be exact, and 40 diazepam, 1 etiz the day before). Also I've done about 200mg of speed and have not slept in over 24 hours. But when I'm looking at a flat surface, genuinely, it is like a children's cartoon starts playing. Just typing a moment ago suddenly it was like the words were really far aware and being typed on like a flowy dress... just now, a shadow girl lifted the corner of the screen out of the way like it was paper. The hallucinations aren't photorealistic - they're faint, shadowy, and fade in and out of intensity depending on what I'm doing - but sometimes they're so clear it's astounding... Like I can't even figure out if my white walls are really white right now or covered in breathing colours. The breathing is JUST below the threshold of what I would call a true psychedelic perceptual alteration... the patterning, I think sometimes gives the illusion of the wall or ceiling bulging or rippling, but this effect is very muted. Anyway, definitely I feel alright now, so, cool, I guess.