How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?
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4meSM
Bluelighter
That's quite a nice stash! I only have a fairly small amount left. How much do you usually take per dose?
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
Well it's 1,4-butanediol but essentially it's the same thing since it's a prodrug for GHB. 1mL = 1 gram of GHB so I have 500mL. I start with 1.5mL usually, I like getting loopy with it. I might try taking 0.5mL though, and try for justt the stimulating/mood lifting properties sometimes, I think it would make it harder to form a dependence that way. I always end up redosing a bunch of times once I start though, I find self-control really difficult with GHB, which is why I kinda regret getting it, because I really don't need to get addicted to it again.
I love how G instantly makes my mood perfect and eliminates any and all negativity and anxiety. It makes me feel full of love for everyone and really affectionate and carefree. It's kinda the perfect drug for me, too bad it's quite physically addictive.
I love how G instantly makes my mood perfect and eliminates any and all negativity and anxiety. It makes me feel full of love for everyone and really affectionate and carefree. It's kinda the perfect drug for me, too bad it's quite physically addictive.
Fuck, I fell asleep while writing a WhatsApp to an important person - you all know how this looks.....
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Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
I think I'm about to eat 8 grams of amanita muscaria... it will be a nice relaxing glow. I rememebred that they're GABAergic, and I'm really needing to take some days off of GABAergics. But unlike the addictive ones, amanitas are nonaddictive and actually pretty good at re-regulating. Forgot I had 'em.
I should be getting some meth soon. Been years since I had it... sick of shitty propylhexedrine, gonna have a little fun for a bit.
I should be getting some meth soon. Been years since I had it... sick of shitty propylhexedrine, gonna have a little fun for a bit.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Just parachuted ~10gs of kratom, CTC style, about 45 minutes ago.
Feeling toasty.
Feeling toasty.
thegreenhand
Bluelight Crew
Is propylhexedrine even worth the time in your opinion? I've been fiending for some stims but I can't get any in my area, I'd be willing to give it a go if it has some solid speedy goodness to it
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
The high can be quite good on occasion, but it has a lot of side effects and a crash that is much worse than it should be.
thegreenhand
Bluelight Crew
Ahh okay, as is typical with most "drug store highs" it seems. I'll probably still give it a shot one of these days, if only for the sake of exploration
See....
7am
1 1/2g phenibut
2g kratom
600mg gabap
8am
3g kratom
.5mg alp
weed
10am
1mg alp
2g kratom
weed
mo weed
mo mo weed
notha .5mg alp and 2g kratom
gonna burn some mo and 5mg cyclobenzaprine
if i dont drop out see ya inna bit
7am
1 1/2g phenibut
2g kratom
600mg gabap
8am
3g kratom
.5mg alp
weed
10am
1mg alp
2g kratom
weed
mo weed
mo mo weed
notha .5mg alp and 2g kratom
gonna burn some mo and 5mg cyclobenzaprine
if i dont drop out see ya inna bit
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Cigarettes potentiate kratom very well, IME.
Do yoi smoke cancer Ptah?
Do yoi smoke cancer Ptah?
Yes, winston reds.
I will keep this in mind as I always smoke right after a shot of kratom.
Researching, thanks for some stimulation.
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Ex-Bluelighter
1mg Alprazolam just to take the ednge off
Vastness
Bluelight Crew
4mg etizolam
200mg amphetamine
Am I going to go to sleep soon? Not sure...
Speed definitely is less horrific in aftereffects and less sleep inhibiting without being on l-deprenyl, maybe no surprise, maybe that combo might even be dangerous...
No kratom allowed today so guess I'm just gonna have to keep countering the fade with benzos until eventually it just won't make sense to stay away any longer.
Oh, I smoked a cigarette just now, a gross minty marlboro that has apparently been discontinued and I ordered online a while back in the midst of an etiz haze. Box looks nice though. Before I smoked it - and I'll admit this, coz, fuckit, I tried pouring some apply flavoured vape liquid on it, fuck knows why, but it did not improve it in the slightest.
200mg amphetamine
Am I going to go to sleep soon? Not sure...
Speed definitely is less horrific in aftereffects and less sleep inhibiting without being on l-deprenyl, maybe no surprise, maybe that combo might even be dangerous...
No kratom allowed today so guess I'm just gonna have to keep countering the fade with benzos until eventually it just won't make sense to stay away any longer.
Oh, I smoked a cigarette just now, a gross minty marlboro that has apparently been discontinued and I ordered online a while back in the midst of an etiz haze. Box looks nice though. Before I smoked it - and I'll admit this, coz, fuckit, I tried pouring some apply flavoured vape liquid on it, fuck knows why, but it did not improve it in the slightest.
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Went and bought me a ginger long drink. Enjoying the existance of existance with a bupre + alcohol combo.
Vastness
Bluelight Crew
Morning schizopath or whenever it is over there. 
Added 300mg pregabalin and another 40mg speed. Gave up on sleeping for today... pregabalin has hit a lot harder this time, I'm getting a LOT of weird hallucinations around the edges of my vision... might be hard to do anything useful today. I'll give it a go for a couple of hours and then give up just go for a walk or something. Feels a lot nicer than last time too, obviously there is something in that low dose selegiline interaction that I overlooked.
Added 300mg pregabalin and another 40mg speed. Gave up on sleeping for today... pregabalin has hit a lot harder this time, I'm getting a LOT of weird hallucinations around the edges of my vision... might be hard to do anything useful today. I'll give it a go for a couple of hours and then give up just go for a walk or something. Feels a lot nicer than last time too, obviously there is something in that low dose selegiline interaction that I overlooked.
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Schizo is on a vacation, Im turbolover. But hello there.Morning schizopath or whenever it is over there.
Vastness
Bluelight Crew
Aha well greetings regardless. Guys. Pregabalin is mental. I don't know if it's just the pregabalin because I did take a bunch of benzos yesterday and the day before (4mg etizolam to be exact, and 40 diazepam, 1 etiz the day before). Also I've done about 200mg of speed and have not slept in over 24 hours. But when I'm looking at a flat surface, genuinely, it is like a children's cartoon starts playing. Just typing a moment ago suddenly it was like the words were really far aware and being typed on like a flowy dress... just now, a shadow girl lifted the corner of the screen out of the way like it was paper. The hallucinations aren't photorealistic - they're faint, shadowy, and fade in and out of intensity depending on what I'm doing - but sometimes they're so clear it's astounding... Like I can't even figure out if my white walls are really white right now or covered in breathing colours. The breathing is JUST below the threshold of what I would call a true psychedelic perceptual alteration... the patterning, I think sometimes gives the illusion of the wall or ceiling bulging or rippling, but this effect is very muted. Anyway, definitely I feel alright now, so, cool, I guess.
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