cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
I knew you'd see this and reply man lol we definitely did just talk about this. I promised her I wouldn't talk about her anymore, that's really the main problem she had. She doesn't like my drug use of course, but she already knew all of my past drug history because I told her a ways into our relationship. I was lying and saying I wasn't using certain things currently though. She does like BL for it's purpose and how it helps people and I told her that I used to be a moderator, so she said she'll respect my privacy and not come back here and snoop. I trust her on that and everything in general, but I'm gonna cut down my time here and with drugs anyways. She deserves that. It was a rough conversation but we're generally good now.
I'd post like she may he reading it tho cuz my Ex used to always say she wouldn't read it no more. Then as soon as she would catch me higher up or be mad about something would snoop again and find some kinda bombshell. Usually it would be related to Benzos, Opioids or Dissos and she would get super pissed she didn't care about tripping really and would take psychedelics with me sometimes. With the next woman I'm gonna try and keep it hidden for as long as possible. I dont like people telling me how to live my life if I wanna use narcotics I damn sure will.