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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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I knew you'd see this and reply man lol we definitely did just talk about this. I promised her I wouldn't talk about her anymore, that's really the main problem she had. She doesn't like my drug use of course, but she already knew all of my past drug history because I told her a ways into our relationship. I was lying and saying I wasn't using certain things currently though. She does like BL for it's purpose and how it helps people and I told her that I used to be a moderator, so she said she'll respect my privacy and not come back here and snoop. I trust her on that and everything in general, but I'm gonna cut down my time here and with drugs anyways. She deserves that. It was a rough conversation but we're generally good now.

I'd post like she may he reading it tho cuz my Ex used to always say she wouldn't read it no more. Then as soon as she would catch me higher up or be mad about something would snoop again and find some kinda bombshell. Usually it would be related to Benzos, Opioids or Dissos and she would get super pissed she didn't care about tripping really and would take psychedelics with me sometimes. With the next woman I'm gonna try and keep it hidden for as long as possible. I dont like people telling me how to live my life if I wanna use narcotics I damn sure will.
 
Unlocked and endless, per devil's gospels legacy, carry on

You sir are a gentleman and a scholar, and I will name my first born after you.

(I was mostly being sarcastic and bothersome lol I didn't mean to come off as super hurt and jealous, but thank you nonetheless 🥰😘)

OT kinda drunk and hangin with my lady
 
Damn I was just gonna post on the new thread haha. I didn't mind the idea of starting a new HHAY era. This thread will forever be in our memories anyway, and it would be able to rest alongside its ancestors in the bluelight archives.
But if you want to make it immortal that's ok too lol.


I'm kratomed on 3.4g of red thai and smoking a spliff.
 
I'm fucking blitzed on 4fmph and 2fma trying to both work and play I'm just over energized and distracted
 
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About 1.5mg of bupre, cigs and tea. Feeling pretty good.
Hope it was rooibos tea :p

I actually got myself some berry and apple flavoured, freaking divine tea.

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Few oxy's
Few benzos
Few bong hits
And a beer or 2 or 3.

Took it very easy today, was very busy. But feeling relaxed and drained from the day so just gonna have another benzo and joint and hopefully nod away for an hour or two.
 
Hey Blue World
Been a long fucker of a day
One of those work days when anything and everything wants to take a massive turd on you
Only twenty five minutes to go till second dose of ox and it cannot fuckin come fast enough
Going to hit 60mg oxy up each side one after the other then fucking melt on the couch and wait patiently for the weed man but probably won’t be till tomorrow
Peace out
 
Smoking a little indica and cigarette tobacco. No more olanzipine it causes overeating, drowsiness, and clumsiness. I was shitting non stop because I don't gain weight, instead I shit so much I start shitting blood from hemorrhoids. No thank you.

Played with Shubert's Serenade to wake up. A few weeks ago I could have probably appregiated my way through and maybe even throw in another key change, or played it in flat 3rd scales flubs and all. Struggled all morning to get simple fingering just for the just the basic harmony. No interest in timing. Seems like I have zero interest in engaging intellectually.
 
No weed so twenty mg propranolol on top of my usual regimen hopefully this compensates the distinct lack of thc in my blood so I can hopefully get a sleep. Seems no matter how much oxy I takes if Iv no smoke then Iv no sleep. Also have to double dose the oxy for the same effect
 
Don’t actually have much experience with the propranolol so hopefully it should work as my system get used to drugs rapidly and I desperately need some sleep tonight
 
Laughing my ass off high on meth cycling to major lows rapidly on par time as per usual!
 
Didn’t fall asleep till after three so when the alarm woke me up at six am it was only the thought of my oxy that forced me up 100mg sixty at six and 40mg just there and 1200mg Gaba at six then at six thirty 600mg more and another 1200mg just now
If the weed man doesn’t come today someone is getting stabbed to death lmao. But seriously when the fuck us not so Great Britain going to follow the rest of the world with decriminalisation or legalisation of our good friend Mary J
 
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