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30mg amphetamine this morning
12g kratom so far today
5mg noopept earlier just coz why not

Man, I am not enjoying this kratom nearly as much as I would have expected. I've tried to dose kind of conservatively, gradually upping the dose, but it seems if I don't basically overshoot with kratom then undershooting just sucks hard, a very fleeting nice feeling and then, quite quickly, just a general irritability, frustration and unpleasantness... is this normal?? I feel like just taking a really heavy dose (for me) of like 8g or something just to see if that sorts it out... or maybe it's this strain... I dunno. Was gonna try not to drink any beer today but might be driven to it. Right now feel like I'd have been better to just skip the kratom completely... I mean I guess I must be getting something out of it otherwise I wouldn't keep on trying even though this feeling is quite familiar to me by now.
 
I too need to take 10 grams to feel the good effects at all. I don't get the unpleasantness, though.

Maybe it's psychological because you're frustrated with trying to find the correct dose.
 
Hm, could be for sure, maybe my baseline is a bit more unsettled today. Kratom for me definitely does quite often have a kind of irritable uncomfortable edge after the good effects fade though, although the magnitude of that varies.

Anyway... +8g more. Hopefully this sorts it for now.
 
I have taken 600mg of gabapentin in 2 doses. I feel so much better. Making some elderberry syrup to ward off the 'rona. I kinda want to take 300mg more of gabapentin but not sure if I will, maybe later.

Shit has me scared, I don't want a benzo dependence. It may be phenibut though. If so I know I can step down off that, it'll just be tedious but I've done it 3 times before.
 
workin on it.

oh /and speaking of work.

i love benzo's ♡

but damn i just lost
a whole bag of edibles
. . thank gawd

edit: i found um laterr. hehe
 
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30mgs of Amphetamine ~ Plugged
4mgs of Buprenorphine ~ Sublingual
3,000mgs of FAA Phenibut ~ Sublingual
2 bottles of Brooklyn Lager

Gotta say I'm feeling pretty nice right now it's the first time I had anything to drink in months and the Phenibut has deff potientiated it to a significant degree and right before I opened the second Beer I plugged the Crushed Adderall and it has me fuckin zooming, not gonna redose so the come down should be manageable and I'll take like 400mgs L-Theanine to smoothen things out.Did a little bit of ultafast cleaning and now I'm playing Uno online with the Switch and it's fast becoming a new addiction.

Love me some stimulants these days makes hanging around the house way more fun!!!
 
Xorkoth said:
I have taken 600mg of gabapentin in 2 doses. I feel so much better. Making some elderberry syrup to ward off the 'rona. I kinda want to take 300mg more of gabapentin but not sure if I will, maybe later.

Shit has me scared, I don't want a benzo dependence. It may be phenibut though. If so I know I can step down off that, it'll just be tedious but I've done it 3 times before.
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Told ya’ Gabapentin would make you feel better! You can taper. Just start taking lower doses over time and stop.
 
Cosmic Charlie said:
Love me some stimulants these days makes hanging around the house way more fun!!!
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Yeah I have some coming probably in 2 weeks... I kinda feel like it will be a mistake but they sure do make having nothing to do more fun. I really wish weed still did that for me but it doesn't, it just exacerbates whatever anxiety I might have. I like it sometimes but like psychedelics it doesn't help me ignore things at all, even though it used to basically be like anti-anxiety medication for me.
 
Since I had dinner at six iv had 100mg oxycontin 2400mg gabapentin but more bowls of Canadian kush than I care to remember and now tucking into tinned fruit from my lock down supplies watching a funny movie and feeling really good if I must be honest
 
Ignio said:
20 mg Clonazepam
10 mg Alprazolam
320 mg OxyContin and 40 mg OxyNorm (both oxycodone, the first extended-release the second instant-release)
64 mg Hydromorphone
400 mg Tramadol
600 mg Pregabalin
3600 mg Gabapentin
40 mg Methylphenidate
150 mg Quetiapine
75 mg Promathezin
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Can you snort those oxynorm like oxycodone if you follow the same steps my doctors told me il be getting switched to them soon sand was wondering why
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah I have some coming probably in 2 weeks... I kinda feel like it will be a mistake but they sure do make having nothing to do more fun. I really wish weed still did that for me but it doesn't, it just exacerbates whatever anxiety I might have. I like it sometimes but like psychedelics it doesn't help me ignore things at all, even though it used to basically be like anti-anxiety medication for me.
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Same here about Weed my relationship with that drug completely changed and I dont even use it anymore at all really. Pretty glad to because smoking isnt the best plan with this Virus going around. The comedown had been very smooth like I anticipated due to all the Gabaergics. Felt some mild anxiety as the Aphetamines trailing off but a shot of Jack Daniel's Honey Whiskey had helped out. Probably take more as needed over the next few hours but plugging was deff the way to go and how I'm gonna dose that for here on out. Especially due to the fact I'd eaten a fuckload of food and it would have taken forever to hit orally because of that.

Having a good time watching Life Below Zero with the Wifey. One of my favorite shows at the moment, so many seasons of this can keep you occupied for a long time. Took a break from watching it for a couple months but it seems like the time to jump back in :)
 
I’m fucking drunk off half a bottle of wine lol. My wife and I finally got all our shit moved and we’re celebrating. I haven’t drank in quite some time and I’m only like 118lbs right now at 6’1” so it’s hitting hard. I’m blasting Phil Collins and singing along, she says I can’t be drunk enough to sing yet and I’m like, mannnn, maybe I just feel good! So glad we’re done moving.

Gonna munch down on some pad Thai and then maybe throw some alpraz on top or perhaps chase the alcohol dragon and just get hammered we have a shit ton of liquor, even obscure shit like Galliano. I have vodka and OJ... I could make a mangler ass Harvey Wallbanger!
 
~15g kratom today
900mg gabap
300mg pregab
5mg diaz
1mg alp
coffee cigs (less as imma drop em)
now I got the weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed... :ROFLMAO:

Cream Gravy? said:
118lbs right now at 6’1”
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Damn, baby. You need to eat dem biscuits in your pic. Is this "normal" and do you fluctuate?
Just trying to picture this and I see 6:00 'oclock on an analog timepiece.
😉

Cosmic Charlie said:
Life Below Zero
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Yeah the wife loves this, too. She cusses susie out every time she is on cause she says she gonna do something dumn and usually does... like wrecking her brand new snow mobile and then smashing it up with a sledgehammer. Agreed that is fairly telling.
 
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PtahTek said:
Is this "normal" and do you fluctuate?
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I was 145lbs when I left the military about a year ago. I'm usually at least 125. I can take a dump and lose two pounds like *that*. I used to be able to hold more weight but I've had real bad GI pain issues that the doctors have deemed 'IBS' and they just give me alprazolam and hyoscyamine for the pain. So basically I'm scared to eat because it causes pain. Makes it hard to exercise because I have no fat to burn...
 
PtahTek said:
Damn, that would be a nightmare for me.
My true sympathies.
What's your favorite food if this wasn't an issue?
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Moist cut brisket on a jalapeño cheddar sourdough bun with bbq sauce drenching it and topped with cole slaw. Mmmmm...
 
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