Yeah Vastness I definitely recommend not getting any more etizolam for a while, as you know, benzo addiction is no joke at all. I have been taking etizolam frequently for sleep, sometimes 3 days in a row with 2 days off, or every other day, because of opiate withdrawal, it's the only way I can sleep at all when in withdrawal. It makes me paranoid though because I know I'm riding the line with it. I'm also riding the line with gabapentin and phenibut, it's possible I am experiencing gabapentin withdrawal instead of lingering opiate, though it's been under 2 weeks since I last had an opiate and it was poppy tea and suboxone I was using (though just every few days). This coronavirus lockdown is giving me a lot of extra anxiety because I hate being a shut-in, and I have 2 bands I'm in and my bandmates are like yeah we're still having practice, but my girl is feeling sick and is scared and asked me to not go this week... I think she'll ask me not to next week too, I dunno. I mean I'd just be going to a friend's house for it. Anyway the prospect of not being able to leave the house is really shitty for me, it's hard for me to handle not seeing other people for too long. And not doing music...
I have heard the same, I would NEVER snort the HCL though, good god that sounds awful for your nose and terribly painful. I read that phenibut HCL has a pH of like 2 or 3 or something, it's super acidic. You can plug it, you should use as much water as you can because I have plugged it with minimal water and it BURNED. But more diluted would be more manageable. It comes on faster and is more potent. I used to prefer plugging it but haven't done so in a long time.
