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How do you guys afford your habits?

When I used large amounts of heroin everyday I spent all my time driving with people back and forth from cities everyday getting shit for a few groups of people wholesale using what would have been my profit on dope for myself and my horrible habit that got worse by the day. I try not to fuck around with dope to much these days. Alot of people are being brought down by it around me and I don't wanna be one of them. It's very easy for me to fall back into that life style though , I seem to do it at least once a year.
 
Nobody works harder than a dope fiend. Heard that on tv somewhere can't remember what from :(
 
work work work

but spending all your hard earned money on just trying to get normal and stay from getting sick is fucked, IME.
 
It's a bit naive to think that someone with a large habit is financing it through legitimate means... i think it's one of those questions best left unasked! Unless they are stealing from you or your family and friends that it's best to let sleeping dogs lie....
 
Was stealing from my parents .. now i use about once a week hopefully get it down to never a year ... only buy dope now if its legitamate money from working or bonds i had
 
Work... I set aside a budget to pay bills first, then money for habits and other non-important things second. If I don't have the money, I get sick. Or used to because I got on suboxone. Cant afford to get sick anymore.
 
I mean certainly you guys aren't stealing hundreds of dollars of stuff a day, right? You would be caught in no time.

I did for a good couple of months before I got caught, then did it for a couple more months before I just stopped.

I'd take up to like $500-700 worth of stuff at a time.


Worked (but very rarely when i was heavy into it). Other than that, I pawned all my shit, used student loan money, overdrafted my debit card, cashing bad checks, maxed out credit cards, borrowed money that I never returned, told people too scared to go to the hood I'd go for them if they gave me gas money and then $30 or $40 on top of it and then would cut the bags they got in half with melatonin....etc.
 
And some people have their trust funds and inheritance; and there's the 7-figure income people; they all can afford whatever,
I'm one of them but I can't access it until I'm 25 so I'm basically making due with my military pay and whatever else I can scrape together.
 
Life was so shitty when I was a Heroin addict. Thinking about it gives me painful shivers. I'm so glad I'm back to being a my pre junkie self. I guess sometimes when ur habit takes over and turn into the disease called addiction u do whatever u need to keep yourself from being sick. If u don't find help in time it has nothing to do w/ will power or intelligence. It just sucks u in w/o u even realizing what's happening until shit is up to your chin.
 
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