Working, pawning, hustling, etc. BUT no stealing or scamming. I could probably clear a lot more each day by scamming people, and I sure enough know people I could do it with, but while it isn't stealing it isn't really NOT stealing either.
The one thing I really regret was pawning off my recording studio. Pretty much ALL of it. And some guitars. That was all a big mistake, and I knew it at the time but did it anyway. Thankfully I still have the guitars in pawn. Everything else is gone but my gibson sg and seagull sprucetop are ok, there waiting for the day when I have funds to buy them back out. I went and renewed the pawn agreement yesterday, actually, and spend money that I was gonna put on the clinic. So this week looks sick now, but it always does, and yet I never end up actually down out and sick.
People attribute magical powers to my ability to get well without breaking the law (other than every drug law known to america). I just work real hard at it, same as I work real hard at work. Cause being a dope fiend is a 24/7 job, no fucking doubt about it.
Ugh, and I found out my gold chain is worth actual money at the pawn... must keep that thought out of my head.