SmokingAces
Bluelighter
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Hell, I remember when I was young and dumb, I literally would have killed myself if I had unlimited funds. I loved coke so much but the only thing that kept me from going overboard was my lack of finances. I could only afford a gram here and there but boy oh boy did I ever want more! I just wonder how many BL'ers could actually deal with having unlimited money along with their affinity for drugs. I'm guessing it'd be pretty tough although it certainly beats shaking the bushes everytime you need to do something!
You don't realise it but sometimes when you have no money the mental aspect of drug addiction is worse. When I've been flush and bought too much drugs I've not been as bad for taking them all at once. When you have a stash bigger than is possible to take in one night sometimes. Which means your not spending everyday having to score more. Then again whenever I've had any kind of quantity of coke I'm sniffing it 24/7 nearly I do sleep and eat but I've done weeks on end on the stuff.
I believe none the less the mental aspect of longing for more drugs is probably as bad for your psyche as taking more drugs if not worse in that situation. Almost glad I burnt myself out with coke.