How do you feel right this moment? ~ V.Healthy Living

[euphoria]

Awwww
why's that?

 

[D n A]

Internal struggles.. I've been on a bit of a downward spiral lately, so I'm trying to smarten up. Everyone close to me has been on my ass about my behavior.
I'm also trying to sober up for the next little bit, and the cravings were driving me mad.. but I feel better now should be easy from this point on.

 

[euphoria]

ahhh i feel you dude. well good for you for taking that turning point and changing. only you know what's right for you, and you can tell when it's time for a change.

 

[Renz Envy]

On quite possibly the darkest road to success there is

As a wise man in a dream I had once told me,

"You're going the right direction, but you're on the wrong path."

 

[Jblazingphoenix100]

tired and a bit down coz of the bad day I had yesterday, which ended in a few bottles.

 

[Perpetual Indulgence]

irritable...it is a theme lately

 

[Mehm]

chest and head cold. otherwise great

 

[captainballs]

Feeling strong mentally, but not in a manic way. Getting lots of exercise, totally sober for some time now (more than a month clean from pills and h), and out there working and meeting great people of all walks of life. Everybody trying to maintain, no different from me.

 

[rangrz]

In the depths of cruelty yet benevolent at once.

 

[euphoria]

anxious. but a masked anxious. my doc added 20mg fluoxetine to my 150mg sertraline so now instead of tapering off i'm increasing my dose but its in an effort to switch me completely to fluoxetine and then taper off of that because it has less potential for weight gain and also is easier to taper off as it can be prescribed in a liquid dose. the anxiety coming off the sertraline was really quite awful, it brought back some bad memories for sure. I just want to get the f off this shit and lose the weight I gained. I look down at myself and I dont even know whose body this is. someone please let me out of this fat suit and get me myself back!

 

[JoshE]

Lethargic

 

[George_Jung]

Like absolute crap. Been awake for 22 hours and on top of that I'm going through opiate withdrawl. Not a fun time

 

[ColtDan]

Me. content. in the moment

 

[Jblazingphoenix100]

trying not to be annoyed at my friend, and just calm down, waiting for her to get home to take care of her kids.

 

[Perpetual Indulgence]

I sorted my feelings out that were keeping me irritable.
I am relieved and hopeful.

 

[Jblazingphoenix100]

Calm and smiling...I know what I need to do...just be cool.

 

[ugly]

faded

 

[rangrz]

amazing... chemically enhanced and being pet by my GF while I just CHILL and RELAX on my comp. fucking perfect.

 

[euphoria]

^that's a great feeling isnt it? very jellly.....




today I'm feeling loads better. adjusting to the dosage change in my meds, just long enough for me to have to do it again in a few days

ate some healthy food, went on a super long hike, cleaned my apartment, and took care of so much personal hygiene. its amazing what a nice shave and taking care of yourself does for your self esteem I do shower daily but going the extra mile on the hair, makeup, nails, etc really makes me feel loads more human. getting ready to go look at some kitties maybe ill come home with one who knows

 

[Perpetual Indulgence]

I know what you mean about taking care of yourself.
If don't do simple things like floss/brush my teeth and wash my face/moisturize I feel like shit about it.
Mind you, I will crawl into bead at least 2 nights a week without doing either.