there is schizophrenia, ADD, manic deppresion, bipolar and anxiety dissorders and probably much more running in my family
All these pathological pleasures and many more of their ilk run rampant through both sides of my family. As with others, drugs - and psychedelics in particular - saved me from very Bad Things. Before I learnt how to self-medicate effectively and in less self-harmful fashion than I used to previously, I was a bit of a mess to say the least. I also had an extensive history of mental health issues. Now, I'm still a bit of a mess but so very much healthier in mind (and possibly even body

) that I am all but unrecognisable and far happier, more functional and just plain better than I could have ever hoped to be
Oh, and in case it may be relevant, very few of my nutty, fucked-up and deeply damaged family have used drugs psychedelic or otherwise... Although I did have an uncle who died after jumping out of a window on acid in the 60s. Yup, he was the one :D
if one in my position is already not psychotic, could one still become?
Most assuredly. Then again, anybody could become psychotic with no prior warning or family history required with or without drugs so I wouldn't lose too much sleep over it
If I'm not becoming insane, then doesn't this prove that psychedelic psychotic episodes are something that can just happen under bad pretenses with the influence of a psychedelic headspace, and doesn't have to do with a "latent mental dissorder", which in my eyes is just a way to blame the drugs on a person who is already mental.
Nup, doesn't prove owt beyond the fact that you are one of the countless thousands who have used psychedelic drugs - despite the potential problems that a fella with a family history as yours could flag up - and experienced no obviously horrendous issues so far. Congrats! Welcome to the club :D
I also agree with the fact that drugs are made a scapegost for a many an unfortunate thing that befalls folks when they are not the underlying cause of it at all. I also have no problems accepting that drugs can most certainly be harmful to some - especially those who may be predisposed health problems - sometimes.
is it possible that it was just the drugs and sleep deprivation+my bad mindstate that made me have such a mental experience?
I would say that it was not only possible that sleep deprivation and bad mindset were the possible cause of your bad experience but the probable cause
