tripnotyzm
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Really unhappy, stressed, over worked and general poopiness
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How are you in One Word vs. A Smile is a Curve That Sets Everything Straight
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feeling good today.
spork
Bluelight Crew
I hope you're feeling better soon, trip!
My word right now is achy. My knee is killing me.
My word right now is achy. My knee is killing me.
tripnotyzm
Bluelighter
Unstable
Times are becoming very rough for me.
Stressed and emotional to the max.
Times are becoming very rough for me.
Stressed and emotional to the max.
ad lib
Ex-Bluelighter
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Unstable
Times are becoming very rough for me.
Stressed and emotional to the max.
Trip
Sending my love 
plmar
Bluelighter
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suicidally depressed
one day, 10 hours or so of work, and not only did i probably fuck up and not fully do what was asked of me (im terrible at this therefore imminent failure at a work place), but I still need to sort shit out before I even get paid and it feels like I'm not supposed to be there.
i think id rather be homeless right now
one day, 10 hours or so of work, and not only did i probably fuck up and not fully do what was asked of me (im terrible at this therefore imminent failure at a work place), but I still need to sort shit out before I even get paid and it feels like I'm not supposed to be there.
i think id rather be homeless right now
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
^ I'm right there with you
hang in there
hang in there
intheclouds again. just spacy as spaced can get.
Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
I feel at peace. I feel like I have become a good person. I think my depression may be gone for good, but I may just be overly optimistic.
Maybe I am having a manic episode. I am not high, yet I believe there is a higher power and it is pure and radiating love. I think a time is coming when all creatures of the earth will be at peace and embraced in love, unified as a family that knows what it was like to feel the greatest pain but all will heal. There will be no hunger unmet, no desire left unfulfilled, and nobody will ever be alone. Pain will be remembered as something defeated by eternal enduring love and there will be no more hurt, no more loss, no sorrow, no regret, no hate, no fear, just joy, love, and any thrill you could ever hope to experience. Darkness will be behind us - something we can look back on as we stand in the light. Maybe some will slip back into darkness for a time, only to be returned to the light by eternal love by whoever reaches out first. Life is eternal. Joy lives forever and pain is a transient thing.
Does this make any sense at all?
Maybe I am having a manic episode. I am not high, yet I believe there is a higher power and it is pure and radiating love. I think a time is coming when all creatures of the earth will be at peace and embraced in love, unified as a family that knows what it was like to feel the greatest pain but all will heal. There will be no hunger unmet, no desire left unfulfilled, and nobody will ever be alone. Pain will be remembered as something defeated by eternal enduring love and there will be no more hurt, no more loss, no sorrow, no regret, no hate, no fear, just joy, love, and any thrill you could ever hope to experience. Darkness will be behind us - something we can look back on as we stand in the light. Maybe some will slip back into darkness for a time, only to be returned to the light by eternal love by whoever reaches out first. Life is eternal. Joy lives forever and pain is a transient thing.
Does this make any sense at all?
Dizzybells
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Overlooked
caseface99
Bluelight Crew
Content.
Which is good! I'm still stressed about some things, but trying not to future trip. Also I had a great weekend with my girlfriend, so I can't complain.
Which is good! I'm still stressed about some things, but trying not to future trip. Also I had a great weekend with my girlfriend, so I can't complain.
Vaya
Bluelight Crew
Motivated. But my feet hurt as a result!
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