I feel at peace. I feel like I have become a good person. I think my depression may be gone for good, but I may just be overly optimistic.
Maybe I am having a manic episode. I am not high, yet I believe there is a higher power and it is pure and radiating love. I think a time is coming when all creatures of the earth will be at peace and embraced in love, unified as a family that knows what it was like to feel the greatest pain but all will heal. There will be no hunger unmet, no desire left unfulfilled, and nobody will ever be alone. Pain will be remembered as something defeated by eternal enduring love and there will be no more hurt, no more loss, no sorrow, no regret, no hate, no fear, just joy, love, and any thrill you could ever hope to experience. Darkness will be behind us - something we can look back on as we stand in the light. Maybe some will slip back into darkness for a time, only to be returned to the light by eternal love by whoever reaches out first. Life is eternal. Joy lives forever and pain is a transient thing.
Does this make any sense at all?