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How Are You In One Word ver. Smile Because It Happened

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Goddamn I am just disgusted by all of this.
I am so sick of this.
I have had enough,
yet I'm going to have more.
For the sake of having,
something I do not want.
 
stardust.hero said:
<3 <3 <3

I woke up today feeling neutral but I went into the kitchen to see a card on the counter that says "Thank You". Our amazing neighbors had to sell their house and the wife went to CT but the husband who we were closest to we invited him to stay at our house. He stayed for a while but was an awesome elusive guest. My boyfriend drove him to the airport at 4 AM this morning to go to Columbia to stay at a commune for orphaned children (he is an interesting but kind and generous character) lol The card wrote "Thanks! There should be more people like you." and on the inside it said "and less people like most people." :) I'm not sure if he meant it that much but I took it that way. :)

Im feeling really positive today and I'm drinking out of my Wisconsin mug because I miss my best good fwiend :(.
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I misssss youuuuuuu!! <3

I'm okay now, but dreading going to school. It looks icy out and I don't want to fall again. :\
 
I will. We bought some detachable cleat things for my shoes since the last time I fell so hopefully they'll work well. I cannot wait til spring!
 
Thanks guys. <3

I'm just coming out of a week long relapse, I'm in debt up to my eyeballs, can't pay my bills and that's after my mum lent me £800 last week to clear the most pressing, don't know I'll even be able to cover the rent at the end of the month cos of how much time I've had off, not been able to face work all week cos I've been relapsing, just feel like the wheels are coming off you know. I'm gonna go see my boss after work in a couple of hours so I least I'll know what the score is there. I'm just losing the will, seem to be sinking deeper and deeper into the hole I've made for myself, constant suspensions from work mean I've no bloody money and have less and less each month. Just feel like I'm being beat further and further down.
 
Stuck-in-the-middle

Depending how the next few days go things could either get much better and slide deeper into depression.

Fingers crossed. Either way I'll survive.
 
rx_prn said:
I slept for over 48hrs straight this weekend and am so delirious along with swollen neck glands :( Totally sucks.
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I remember having mono the winter of 2010. I had mono, strep, and dopesickness all together :/ doc said my spleen was so large that I was forbidden to even walk up/down stairs or I'd risk rupturing it. longest 2 months ever.
 
Tired.

Nothing like having to get up early.

Excited.

Seeing my new lady friend later.
 
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