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How are you in one word ver. Feelings left between the pages

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Reeeally can't fucking wait to graduate from this place. High school has been a fun experience and I've made a lot of great friends and learned a lot from some great teachers, but this shit is so monotonous. Tests and papers out of no where, Im a senior for gods sakes, can't I have a break for once this year? Im also very sick of being around a bunch of ignorant and...well quite frankly narrow minded and uncultured white kids who haven't understood anything else in this world outside of their own culture past a fancy resort in Mexico. The ignorance at this school is truly overwhelming.

Not exactly looking forward to work today, but it is what it is. Still sober. Looking forward to seeing my prom date later today...well it's either between that or going to a mosque with my friend, which Id love to go but it might not be feasible after work due to how far away it is and the program ends a couple hours after I get off. So seeing an attractive lady might be a better course of action ;) Im considering going to see a school play tomorrow but I guess we'll see.
 
Life begins after high school man, you're almost there. :) Are you going to go to college? College is completely different from high school, I fucking loved it, best time of my life so far (I'm 30, been out of college for 8 years).
 
'College' has sucked pretty hard for me both the first time around and now this time too. That is mainly due to my own personal inadequacies though.

If I was able to go back to the beginning of my first attempt with the life experience I have now I imagine it would be an out of this world good experience, unfortunately life doesn't work like that though.:X
 
lol...once again I'm liking your post

I've done about 3 hours studying today but realistically I need to be doing a good six hours plus a day today and the next five days.
 
omen_owen mk2 said:
'College' has sucked pretty hard for me both the first time around and now this time too. That is mainly due to my own personal inadequacies though.

If I was able to go back to the beginning of my first attempt with the life experience I have now I imagine it would be an out of this world good experience, unfortunately life doesn't work like that though.:X
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If only we could go back, right? :\
 
Plenty more fish in the sea
Better to have loved and lost than never have loved
Time is a great healer
All those other cliches that are true but don't actually help how you are feeling


I feel for you bro, I've only just started posting here regularly again but it sounds like you and your girl had a pretty good thing going from peoples' responses to your news. Just keep on being yourself and try not to mope and if you're mentally stable you'll gain acceptance around the situation and be feeling better before too long. There's a part of you that will never be the same again but that's the mark of having been in a great relationship and in time you'll look back and smile even if you're still hurting.
 
hungry!!! I am eating blueberry yogurt atm and suppose to have dinner soon in my favorite Japanese Ramen place!!!!
 
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