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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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Happy Spork Day spork!! <3 (because technically in Aus it's already your tomorrow ;))


Me: tired but happy :)
 
I'm wicked happy !!

figured I'd try since when I speak the truth I get a bunch of bullshit from people who barely know me.

Thought this BL forum was about supporting one and other. Sad.
 
theartofwar said:
I'm wicked happy !!

figured I'd try since when I speak the truth I get a bunch of bullshit from people who barely know me.

Thought this BL forum was about supporting one and other. Sad.
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Well you know that you can speak the truth with the people who really matter <3
 
truth - I just slashed my arm 12 times. I don't know a "one word" for that.

top it off I'm at home and my mum walks in and starts bawling. I don't blame her, I hugged her and explained it HAD been weeks (6-7) - but with suicide on the top of my mind, this might well be the inbetween. I just want so much more to continue. But i have to have some self control. I dunno man , waht the fuck ever.
 
taow you've got a LOT of good stuff coming up so you can't leave us now. I'm sorry you're hurting so bad man, please just remember that despite all the shit that's going on, you're an amazing person, and a LOT of people love you and care about you <3 <3 <3
 
then you will continue,
you've felt this way before im guessing, and have had longer stretches of good in-between.

you have done what you have done now, you want to move on, so what more to do then heal your wounds.. mentally and physically. understand what heals them, what always has.
look for a chain of events that is common, analyze yourself, heal.

the dietician stuff, that was, a goal of mine, but something i still read about and study, because its about people. not many people think about this tuff because they can. but its a passion, you do not want to be thinking about what you were, but it does pass...
balance these, this passion and pain, where is the want exactly, or the way to it & through it rather...? make the process part of the goal, you have to direct your self control, you have it, youve shared it, you've proven it here at least.
 
stunned.... washing machine appears to have just failed and flooded half our house. Just what I wanted at 11pm on a weeknight... *cries*
 
yeah...

but just because your hear early, doesnt mean you get paid extra the way we do :) :)
teehee

since youre here though, and if you want -to help out --
you could try and see where i saw OD's missing shhoooe..
 
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