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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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^ I stopped taking my xanax because i didn't care when I was on it at all - things like suicide and self harm became to easy. Anyway, I didn't refill 30 days after, I called it in today 39 days after, and i got shit about taking a break .... lol. Who the fuck gives someone shit for not taking xanax ? People can really fucking suck man.

me: humiliated, depressed.
 
exhausted
worked hard and long today, battling spiders.

i fucking hate spiders, like i'm scared shitless of them, so i had to make a wooden cross to give me enough faith to crawl under this house and lay plastic.

overall good day.
 
^^ Don't run too far away <3


D's, I know they're creeping but they're not going to harm you!!
 
theartofwar said:
^ I stopped taking my xanax because i didn't care when I was on it at all - things like suicide and self harm became to easy. Anyway, I didn't refill 30 days after, I called it in today 39 days after, and i got shit about taking a break .... lol. Who the fuck gives someone shit for not taking xanax ? People can really fucking suck man.

me: humiliated, depressed.
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well, honestly i wish my script wasnt written as .75 or 1.5 a day... huh?!?
was 6, this is when id get fussed at for being late, when i started tapering,
unwittingly at first.

they dont want to be held responsible for leaving people in scenarios like this, so, they mediate you. if they would hold themselves to such strict accordance, this could be another day of my own, not of klonopin's.
BUT, i MUST make it my own, and so i ramble on...

=D
now tomorrow, thats not a choice that i can make..!
ohh boy oh boy.
freakin, situations are sucking the adaptation out of me my man.


thanks again, and, dont stay in the mud too long, you are sure helping pull me out of it.
:)
 
The glass is always half full with others my friend , it's when i look in the mirror that the glass becomes an pessimistic prick.

It's been two nights with no sleep, I am determined to get that rest tonight. Hopefully I can look at things through different set of lenses after that.
 
Jetfuckinglagged; and really really ill. :( :(

I have my first law lecture tomorrow, and reading the lecture notes and tutorial test, i am shitting myself. I've gotten really sick since getting back from Asia, and haven't literally had any time whatsoever to get uni shit together, celebrate my birthday and recuperate. Just fucked really. I need rest, hopefully tomorrow wont be as painful as I predict.
 
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