How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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Tired and fluish. Fuck the flu seriously :!

+1 - I'm at about 100% now from it. It will pass. It's going around bigtime. Chicken soup, seriously.

My word: fiery. When I am the eye of the storm and bad things are happening to my friends, I'm pretty unstoppable. I heard a lot of news recently that, to say the least, did not make me happy.
 
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Ancient.
Got diagnosed with arthritis.....at my fuckin age
Of all things.....I feel like I typed this yesterday, maybe it was a dream.
I won't be typing on here very often (unless I use this speech 2 text program)
Everything hurts....
 
pumped
hit the gym HARD twice today. Starting to turn into a fuckin' monster (grrrrrrrrrrrooooowwwwwlllll!!!!! 8) )
 
My word: Amazing

Lovin bein clean off of heroin and opiates. Only 12 days and life is already getting so much better.
 
Not the best. Had a mild panic attack at the store today. I became disoriented and started bolting for the exit. once outside i felt really nauseated and on the verge of puking but i couldn't even force it out to get some relief

Luckily someone was there with me and i didn't starve another day from avoiding the store... The whole experience just left me drained tho

I should probably get back on benzos soon cause i can't live like this... :|
 
overwhelmed
never get to sleep tonight, way too much crap going round and round the wee brain, can't silence it... which creates a whole other problem. no sleep=mania in my world
-izzy
 
^ Someone got Lucky! :) Glad for ya Carl, always readin yer posts lookin for a bit of attention that you deserve, bout time!

Haha nah not really.

The most self-esteem boosting moments of the night were between 3-4am when I hung out with two gorgeous women. I've debated it over the last several days, but one was the hottest woman I've ever met (she was married), but I was chilling with these women and they were liking what I was bringing. =D


So I'm feeling gooood still. Had a fun night tonight! =D



Oh and these were Latina women, not that that matters, but the hot, hot, hot one was half Puerto Rican/half Brazilian, and she looked slammin' before I even ever saw her from the front! This was put-your-fist-in-your-mouth-as-you-say-"dammnnnnnnnnnn"-from-behind-kind-of-girl. I mean, damn, if I had a dream, this would be it. I am CLOSE to living it.

I feel fucking great now that I think about it! :D
 
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