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How are you in one word? v. 2012

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All this ecig talk got me searching for a new ego. I thought you guys would get a laugh... I feel very safe knowing I have a one years guaranteen.

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I just got pulled over while my boyfriend and I were driving around our new town. The guy was so nice and kept explaining he was bored and only writing a written warning to us so it looks like he's doing things to his boss. It was ridiculous and reminded me of you lol. We're in Florida and my leaving comment to him was "are you getting a lot of traffic out here tonight" and he goes "nah too cold" it's 60 degrees <.<.
 
confused: a guy I hungout with once back in 10th grade (also use to talk to him on myspace) with randomly started talking to me a month ago. He then messaged me tonight on facebook and then told me he was alone and what not. I was telling him I was alone tonight too and bored. He then tells me he wishes he was alone with me. He then said how he always thought I was cute and I had more personality than this girl who's name I won't say (she was my friend back then and dated him at the time, we all went to see saw together). I then was like wait, what? I ask him if he's being serious and he said he was....how he had so much fun with me and he loves my personality because I am so happy and joyous, also honest. We ended up talking some more and then he tells me he wants to come over to my house one day....he lives a road over from me (super close). Anyways he was tired and said goodnight, also to hit him up whenever. So now I'm sitting here going what???? When did this happen, I haven talked to him since 10th grade (I was 15 and am 18 now). So why all this time? Kind of weird. He's also 22 or 23 don't know exactly so maybe that's why? I don't even know. Guys are strange.
 
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Wondering when all these stressful shit is going to end or atleast level off. Also wondering how much more of this i can take.
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....... logic...if everyone got together and really focused on eliminating the stressors around them, everyone would be better off and more understand (and more accepting, whether we like the person or not) of each other, inevitably creating a naturally stress free enviornment ... food for though =p
 
Everything happens for a reason... even if it doesnt affect you, it may have been a weight lifted off his chest just to let you know how he felt... or still feels, idk lol
 
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confused: a guy I hungout with once back in 10th grade (also use to talk to him on myspace) with randomly started talking to me a month ago. He then messaged me tonight on facebook and then told me he was alone and what not. I was telling him I was alone tonight too and bored. He then tells me he wishes he was alone with me. He then said how he always thought I was cute and I had more personality than this girl who's name I won't say (she was my friend back then and dated him at the time, we all went to see saw together). I then was like wait, what? I ask him if he's being serious and he said he was....how he had so much fun with me and he loves my personality because I am so happy and joyous, also honest. We ended up talking some more and then he tells me he wants to come over to my house one day....he lives a road over from me (super close). Anyways he was tired and said goodnight, also to hit him up whenever. So now I'm sitting here going what???? When did this happen, I haven talked to him since 10th grade (I was 15 and am 18 now). So why all this time? Kind of weird. He's also 22 or 23 don't know exactly so maybe that's why? I dot even know. Guys are strange.
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maybe guys being 'weird' is them actually being normal and some just havent accepted it as reality yet, ya know? like nothings gonna change them... until they get married i guess...idk, anyways, Everything happens for a reason... even if it doesnt affect you, it may have been a weight lifted off his chest ,ya know just lettin ya know how he felt... or still feels, idk lol
 
kylesgirl11 said:
maybe guys being 'weird' is them actually being normal and some just havent accepted it as reality yet, ya know? like nothings gonna change them... until they get married i guess...idk, anyways, Everything happens for a reason... even if it doesnt affect you, it may have been a weight lifted off his chest ,ya know just lettin ya know how he felt... or still feels, idk lol
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Yeah, thanks....that probably is true. Its been all this time and he only finally tells me now? So maybe he never had the guts to tell me back then. Its so weird though because he's not bad looking and a lot of girls think he's hot and whatever. So when he told me how he felt, I was like uh, urmmm (well of course only in my head). It was not expected at all but I guess he just needed to say it. Maybe he didn't want to back then too because I was friends with the chick he was dating (which they later broke up and I never heard from him again until recently). Who knows? Oh well.
 
I am trying not to let the past affect me so much. I'm having a lot of anxiety over shit from the past I am obviously unable to change, I wish I could just let go it and not let it stress me
 
^ That's tough to do-- it's something that I struggle with often as well.

ATM: Wiped. A quiet evening with a few friends turned into a long evening of dancing. Fun, but my inability to sleep in is kicking my ass today. This calls for a nap!
 
^^ Being aware of our past is wonderful. The key is to not get stuck in this and to remember that things are always changing and with that we can bring forward what makes sense for today. Thats why the present is such a present. We can restart our journey with a new direction with hindsight.
Although I am not new to letting the past control me. I am now learning that my present, even though I am still hurt from my past can be different. Even the death I have experienced, that was controling my present and future, needed to be accepted and it was then and only then could I stop the blame game. At the end of the day, fault is just a detail. It changed nothing. Just try and make the best out of your present and future because there is no future in the past, just a stand still in time until we let ourselves experience the present. If not you are then substituting your past for your present, which in hindsight will make your past your only future and you will never find peace with your life. IMO. I know it is better said then done though. Good luck with everything. <3

ATM: cooking I love cooking. It is like therapy to me. :)

*tucks Dave in* Sweet dreams sweet guy. <3
 
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it turns me on doing illegal stuff such as smoking or doing drugs or playing praks on other people...
 
@stella: Oh, I wish-- naptime was superceded by 'oh crap, it's sunday and I still haven't done xyz yet!' time. :|
 
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