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Heroin Social: Version 5
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strungout2010
Bluelighter
Obviously the post are in jest ! Does it really need to be said ?
EDT.. I missed your post Louie , happy new son !
EDT.. I missed your post Louie , happy new son !
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PapaverSom
Bluelighter
Thanx 4 noticing I was joking acidtek, I thought i made it pretty obvious, hence the smiling winking smiley at the end! You'd have to be a reet fucker to take advantage of someone in that situation, especially someone you now have that in common with. I've always thought you should help out fellow gearheads when appropriate, we're the scum of the earth to everyone else so we might as well give each other a leg up. Unfortnately tho the very nature of many addicts is the exact opposite, and anyone who can rob off there own mother isnt likely to have an inch of comararderie (sic!). Sure you'll do the decent thing Glitched, but agreed you shouldnt mention your own use, at least not till u get a proper handle on the whole situation. Keep us informed eh? And the gear was good??
PapaverSom
Bluelighter
Lol apparently so mate! Maybe badandwicked is American? cos they supposedly dont get irony. Thought everyone got smileys tho :D
You're not wrong there Acidtek,so many fellow addicts wouldn't think twice about how they could use Glitcheds position to their advantage.
Such as blackmail,threatening to spill the beans unless cash is handed over each week.
Have met plenty of shits that wouldn't think twice about doing something like that.
Too many cunts in this game.
Such as blackmail,threatening to spill the beans unless cash is handed over each week.
Have met plenty of shits that wouldn't think twice about doing something like that.
Too many cunts in this game.
kkattastic
Bluelighter
one thing I hate about the internet is people having to use a LOL to indicate that they are joking
1) they are absolutely not laughing and especially aloud
2) people just don't sense humour without it
strungout2010
Bluelighter
Just as well we didn't start on about bending her over the desk , or the old P/C mob would have been out in force...
Before I forget..... Lollollollollollolollollol ...FFS.
Before I forget..... Lollollollollollolollollol ...FFS.
wcote
Greenlighter
I think a lot of non scummy clean people would have dealt with that situation in worse ways, IE tell on her, and really fuck her life as she would get fired. Or blackmail her, funny how tings work 
badandwicked
Bluelighter
I think a lot of non scummy clean people would have dealt with that situation in worse ways, IE tell on her, and really fuck her life as she would get fired. Or blackmail her, funny how tings work
Indeed.
I'm not American. And I didn't accuse anyone of anything, i was just making a suggestion. No need to get so defensive, people.
endlessnameless
Bluelighter
Mate I rather doubt anyone before us was being in the least bit defensive - really, they were just exemplifying the tribulations of trying to communicate humor (particularly sarcasm and irony) across a message board; quite evidently notoriously difficult to achieve at times. Many of my previous posts - including the one about being that lonely that I went to the extent of naming this mouse crawling around on font of me Stephen - are mainly (admittedly pretty dry humour (the best I can presently manage as when I post on BL I'm always either clucking to fuck and or depressed to within an inch of my life).
Point being, chill brother for 'tis all cool; we're all friends here (maybe not to my largely anti-social, straight up eccentric old arse anyway but most of them are...at least, I think, unless I've got things oh so very wrong indeed in which case let us very much queue a fuckin whimsical, mildly defamatory riposte catered specifically to the aule self.) I hope alls well with you anyway pal, take care now. Unless you being sarcastic - though all the best regardless.
Point being, chill brother for 'tis all cool; we're all friends here (maybe not to my largely anti-social, straight up eccentric old arse anyway but most of them are...at least, I think, unless I've got things oh so very wrong indeed in which case let us very much queue a fuckin whimsical, mildly defamatory riposte catered specifically to the aule self.) I hope alls well with you anyway pal, take care now. Unless you being sarcastic - though all the best regardless.
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CbRoXiDe
Bluelighter
I'd be loving it if I walked in on a boss tooting gear ! The possibilities are endless.
THECATINTHEHAT
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This, obviously!
Then get her to hook you up.
Then both look at what the fuck you're doing with your lives and stop using.
One of the Op's asked the question what did she want you for.... could be a couple of things the person passing on the message had already seen what she was doing and wanted Glitched to witness it as well, or maybe she knew you were a user (its not hard for a fellow junkie to spot another one) and wanted you to 'catch' her at it so you could both share a mutual secret - all very mysterious come on detective Glitched WE WANT TO KNOW
CbRoXiDe
Bluelighter
I reckon she secretly knew Glitched was a raging junkie and this is all some elaborate plot and part of her devious scheme. That's why he's not replying, when he got home and whacked the 'gear' on the foil he's found out it's just cinnamon. The evil bitch.
PapaverSom
Bluelighter
Yeah its a pretty mad and unlikely situation to find yourself in, its definitely possible she wanted to get caught. Cos to have a boot in your place of work, in an office with the door not locked? Pretty fuckin careless. Wonder what'll happen next?
endlessnameless
Bluelighter
Moved from Regional Heroin Discussion Points of Reference:
Honestly Owen, because I have extremely intense and unrelenting mental health issues concerning Major Depression and a very chronic and intense anxiety disorder, and in the face of having tried every medicine offered to me (not once, not twice but almost thrice for most of them) heroin is the only 'solution' (HA) I can see. I am petrified of what I will become when sobriety hits me, absolutely petrified. The prospect of hitting that low, knowing there is nothing in the world that can help me (except Heroin, which for some fucked up reason I've stopped because its illegal) is enough for me to kill myself, I'll be honest with you.
The local HSE (Irish NHS equivalent) have always refused to prescribe me benzodiazepines which when taken allow me to interact with people, therefore work and take up my role as a productive member of society which is all I want to do. I dont want to be doing drugs everyday, dodging the law 24/7 buying my medication on the black market - I'd never be able to handle prison if anything went wrong which further tatters my already highly fragile nervous system. I'd go through the fucking heroin withdrawal if I could get onto a prescription of diazepam for even a couple of months or just to take them when I'm working, because being self sufficient would work wonders for my depression - which would still exist but at a much lesser intensity - but the health services wont prescribe them.
And as you know, Heroin is very far from ideal too - its awful at this stage and its costing me every penny I receive from the welfare - and being on welfare is enough to make one depressed as it is, especially when you've broken your fucking neck for years repeating exams and studying ridiculous amounts of hours to get yourself into college...not to mention the 1000's of euros spent on those couple of years I was in the course and everything was ok MH wise (approximately 9k). So far, it appears it has all be in vein. Thank heavens I'm not in financial debt over those first two years because I just dont think Id be able to handle it because I just cannot work in my state, I'm agoraphobic most of the time.
Since 2008 my mental health has been on a steep decline once again. Up until that year I had been doing very well in life; I was in college, studying on a fantastic course, making A's and A+'s in most of my classes and I knew all of my peers by their first names, had their phone numbers and would see them regularly in town for drinks. Everyone loved me, and I was told this several times. Basically now, even with the heroin, I spend most of my time alone - and lets face it - if I wasn't collecting welfare I probably wouldn't have left my house once in the last three weeks.
Thanks for you concern, gents. Something has to be done, I know. Cant keep doing this.
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Honestly Owen, because I have extremely intense and unrelenting mental health issues concerning Major Depression and a very chronic and intense anxiety disorder, and in the face of having tried every medicine offered to me (not once, not twice but almost thrice for most of them) heroin is the only 'solution' (HA) I can see. I am petrified of what I will become when sobriety hits me, absolutely petrified. The prospect of hitting that low, knowing there is nothing in the world that can help me (except Heroin, which for some fucked up reason I've stopped because its illegal) is enough for me to kill myself, I'll be honest with you.
The local HSE (Irish NHS equivalent) have always refused to prescribe me benzodiazepines which when taken allow me to interact with people, therefore work and take up my role as a productive member of society which is all I want to do. I dont want to be doing drugs everyday, dodging the law 24/7 buying my medication on the black market - I'd never be able to handle prison if anything went wrong which further tatters my already highly fragile nervous system. I'd go through the fucking heroin withdrawal if I could get onto a prescription of diazepam for even a couple of months or just to take them when I'm working, because being self sufficient would work wonders for my depression - which would still exist but at a much lesser intensity - but the health services wont prescribe them.
And as you know, Heroin is very far from ideal too - its awful at this stage and its costing me every penny I receive from the welfare - and being on welfare is enough to make one depressed as it is, especially when you've broken your fucking neck for years repeating exams and studying ridiculous amounts of hours to get yourself into college...not to mention the 1000's of euros spent on those couple of years I was in the course and everything was ok MH wise (approximately 9k). So far, it appears it has all be in vein. Thank heavens I'm not in financial debt over those first two years because I just dont think Id be able to handle it because I just cannot work in my state, I'm agoraphobic most of the time.
Since 2008 my mental health has been on a steep decline once again. Up until that year I had been doing very well in life; I was in college, studying on a fantastic course, making A's and A+'s in most of my classes and I knew all of my peers by their first names, had their phone numbers and would see them regularly in town for drinks. Everyone loved me, and I was told this several times. Basically now, even with the heroin, I spend most of my time alone - and lets face it - if I wasn't collecting welfare I probably wouldn't have left my house once in the last three weeks.
Thanks for you concern, gents. Something has to be done, I know. Cant keep doing this.
The funny thing is we all know of tossers that have come up with schemes as elaborate as this just in order to scam someone! I know of several people who've gone to extraordinary lengths just for a bit of cash or gear. Addiction brings out the worst in many people.
Imagine catching your boss having a toot?! What a fucking riot!
Hope your ok Endless, depression can bring us to some very dark places, look after yourself mate! You should try to get out & about more, little things like going for a walk & getting fresh air can help a little. Take Care, we'll have to go for a pint soon!
