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Heroin Social: Version 5

wcote said:
Having had a full blown habit, and knowing how utterly soul destroying a true cluck is like

These mini WD are manageable, but how do I get my hands on britlofex, just to make it that bit easier?

Would something like Sominex help with the sleep?

I dont wanna use valium, cus i had a 15 a day habit.... and that makes me care free and il have full blown gear habit within a week.
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so,I'd imagine you know what a benzo withdrawal is like
maybe you can enlighten me cos I have heard it's pretty bad
 
I too would like to know what benzo withdrawal is like! I've heared some people say it's worse than heroin wds but I just can't imagine anything worse!
 
Its worse by far , it can kill ya if you been on em as long as me . Physically as bad mentally far worse , can't put in to words .
bear in mind i've had em every day for going on 16 years know , down to 30mg diaz n 30ml nitraz from 120mg diaz n 40ml teamze 10mg/5ml linctus not bad at all .
 
Oh yeah I forgot the withdrawal could kill you, same with booze hey! Shit mate that must be bad if it's worse than gear! I just glad I've never got addicted to benzos, it would be easy as well because they help my anxiety so much, luckily I don't have regular access, I can only get them once a month when someone I know picks up their script! It's a good thing drs nowadays are so reluctant to give them out!

I just puked my guts up sniffingy last bag! Feel fucking great now though!
 
Like Brimz says, don't ask! A benzo habit, as anyone who ever had one will tell you, is a thing to be avoided. I got mine when everyone was telling me how dangerous everything else could be but these little pills were considered harmless. Over a period, they make you stupid. But if you stop, you go crazy.Took three years of a very slow taper to come off; even so, bends your mind into places you really don't want to go. If you want to take benzos, do it now and then and never take them continuously longer than 30 days. Seriously.
 
Yeah cheers Charlie mate, definately not gonna be getting a benzo habit in a hurry!'a three year taper, what a pain in the arse! Cheers for the advice though matey
 
charlie clean said:
But if you stop, you go crazy.
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That.

You go mental, if you suddenly stop, you can only do a slow taper, which for me was OK. I never used them for sleep, so my sleep wasnt really disrupted TBH.

I was only using for 2 and a bit years...... you dont have to be on it for years and years.
 
Is it an anxious crazy or psychotic crazy, by the way I'm not planning on finding out for myself, there is such a wealth of experience on bluelight that I don't have to!
 
Just gopt back from the cops
I have been charged with supply of heroin and cultivation of weed
the biggest worry for me right now is that I have to appear on 6 dec at lowestoft magistrates at 10am
it is impossible for me to get to lowestoft for 10am
the journey is 7-9hrs depending on what mode of transport you use
it is also likely to cost me £100!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the only thing i can think to do now is to miss the court date so the police will pick me up and take me there
I'll talk to my solicitor about it tomorrow
 
sorry to hear dude! :\

i havent been following your story.... but supply of heroin? would you mind explaining that one briefly?
 
Shit sorry about that kkat, that's some really bad news! Fuck 7-9 hours is a long way away!
 
I have been accused of sending packages of gear to someone in suffolk
there is no physical evidence
it's all in the texts and bank records
but it still seems I am fucked
and when they came to get me i had a couple of plants growing
 
kat wait to see your lawyer to see what evidence they av to prove the supply charge cause sometimes they charge you with shit then when you get to court it turns out there evidence is poor to back up the charge....in scotland they charge you with.. intent to supply or concerned in the supply which is the heavy 1 to be charged with. thats some travel you have to do why is your case being called that far out x thats
 
cazamac said:
kat wait to see your lawyer to see what evidence they av to prove the supply charge cause sometimes they charge you with shit then when you get to court it turns out there evidence is poor to back up the charge....in scotland they charge you with.. intent to supply or concerned in the supply which is the heavy 1 to be charged with. thats some travel you have to do why is your case being called that far out x thats
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yeah
I am concerned in the supply
i have to travel there as that is where i am alleged to have sent the stuff
i have gotta find someone to sleep on their sofa over that way now cos it impossible to get there for 10am
also it is likely to cost me £60-100 whihc i cannot afford at all

I am more depressed about this than ever before and most of it is this travelling shit
 
It must be really worrying for you kkat! My thoughts are with you mate, I hope it all turns out ok for you!
 
ructions said:
Aw, i'm so pissed off to~day! I was at the clinic this morning & my urine test was positive for opiates! I hadn't used heroin in 8 days & when i did use i only used about 0.6 spaced through out a full day & with was that low grade gear that Dublin is flooded with! So i didn't get me stoned but it stayed in my system for 8 days!

I don't know why i'm surprised coz i have an on going problem with my all so very slow metabolism! Even the weakest gear seems to stay in my system for up to 11 days!!! This is so SO frustrating, i know Kkat has the very same problem so she will understand how frustrating it is when you stay clean for over a week & you still don't pass your drug test! I reckon the gear in Dublin is full of Codeine or some such thing!

Glitched gave me some sound advice a few weeks ago on how staying healthy can speed up your metabolism, i followed his advice the last time i did my drugs test, i made sure to eat healthy, now i wasn't eating salads 24/7 or anything like that, but i just improved on meals. I never have much of an apatite so i can go forever without eating hardly anything, but the week coming up to my last drugs test i made a few nice dinners & i started drinking water instead of the usual mass amounts of Lucozade that i normally go through & i passed the test after 8 days of not using!

Before the drought i used heroin at least 4 times a Day, but now i only use it about 3 times every two Weeks. I would love to continue using as little as this if/when the drought ends. But when my test comes back dirty after 8 days of been clean i totally lose heart & i feel like going back to using every day, i just feel like whats the point in even trying to cut back?! But if being healthier helps speed up my metabolism & if i can stop failing my drugs test then i can continue to cut right back on my heroin use & i will also be more healthy in general which has to be a good thing!!! I was that upset at failing to-day that i felt like going out & scoring a big bag of weight that would last me the week, but i stopped & thought about Glitched's advice & decided only to score a small amount & to stick to the healthy plan! Thanx for all the advice Glitched! It really made me stop & think to~day!!! A slow metabolism is a real pain! My Boyfriend always uses the same batch of gear at the same time & the same amount as me & once again he was totally clean to-day! The Doctor always looks at me as if i'm bad news for my Boyfriend, its like he thinks that my BF is clean & i'm not so i could end up dragging my BF down, the truth is we both use the very same amount of gear! GURRRrrrrr........!!!
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me and the big man where the same a could give clean sample after 3 days but the big man was the same as you after 11 days of not useing he would still give a dirty sample it really pissed him off because a could get my twice a week pick up because a was handing in clean samples and thats 1 of the perks the big man had to go daily to the chemist to get his script, a couldnt go back to daily pick more so in the winter...this 1 baffles me a few month ago a done a piss sample for the big man so he could give it as his own and a done my sample myself at the clinic but when the results come back from the lab mines was clean but the sample the bm gave in came back dirty a thought it strange really cause my 1 came back clean.....
 
kkattastic said:
yeah
I am concerned in the supply
i have to travel there as that is where i am alleged to have sent the stuff
i have gotta find someone to sleep on their sofa over that way now cos it impossible to get there for 10am
also it is likely to cost me £60-100 whihc i cannot afford at all ..................................................................................................................
thats shit you av enough to worry about with out the worry and how your going to get there fk and the cost which is a lot of money for somebody on benefits....concerned in the supply means you av been dealing bigish bits not daft £10 20pound bits, you need to ask your lawyer what production they av on you it will give you an idea what your up against and what the pfs case is against you pal once this is over and dealt with and you will feel better its the not knowing thats the killer,l was glad when my court case was beening dealt with cause it was closer 1 way or another x
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