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Heroin Social: Version 5

cherrycolouredfunk said:
In short, you turn up to the drop in meeting, meet with a drugs worker, have a chat about your using. Once they have enough people there in the meeting, it is actually names in a hat to decide who goes into the script in a day group and who does the normal doctor way. Then they take it from there. You are paid 15 quid for completing the first stage, and i think they pay you for turning up and giving feedback through out the trial. It's a methadone detox, not subutex. It's obviously a bit more detailed than that, but having not been through it yet and also not wanting to type copy the leaflet I have in front of me (lazy) I can't give much more detail.
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Still not quite sure I got this, Cherry, scusi.

There's a daily(?) drop in to decide by lottery whose script comes fast and who waits? Are they all detox scripts? You get paid for getting a script and turning up to collect it or do you have to keep to the programme? Or have I got it totally wrong?
 
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Its always find it nice to here people gave up heroin and their parents being a big reason..... just wish I could give up for that being the main reason. :|

Yeah iv come back on here cus of the drought, i joined last year with another account.... just fills up a bit of time!

Cherry is on about getting ON to a script I believe. Some get it that day, some have to wait a couple of weeks..... I TINK.
 
charlie clean said:
Still not quite sure I got this, Cherry, scusi.

There's a daily(?) drop in to decide by lottery whose script comes fast and who waits? Are they all detox scripts? You get paid for getting a script and turning up to collect it or do you have to keep to the programme? Or have I got it totally wrong?
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i may be wrong , but i think this is some kind of pilot scheme .
 
urgh why did i use for 3 days.... i knew id get very very minor WD...... barely WD really..... arms ache, interrupted sleep, feel a bit cold..... WHY do i do this to myself. :\
 
For those that dont have full blown habits and just do mini clucks every now and then, britlofex could be quite useful, if you could get hold of it.

I used it the very first few times I ever had the nerve to go cold turkey, but as I had no comparison I'm not sure how effective it was. I have heard good things about it though, for treating the worst of the WD WD symptoms caused by the bodies over production of noradrenaline (shivers, stomach cramps, runny nose, dioarrea, cold sweats etc).
 
louie the 16th said:
Round my way if you fail to attend a certain number of appointments then you receive a letter stating your prescription is to be reduced ! Dont think they can just drop it without informing you though ?

As for thumbs, well mine are fucked but only through running the gear off the end of the jimmy when i'm on a nod !
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Fuckin hate it when u get a dollop of sizzling hot treacle on ur thumb/finger whatever! Used to just grin and bear it but if u dab ur affected finger back on the foil and pull it away the beetle sticks back to the foil. If ur quick enough it doesnt hurt at all, and saves you having to pick it off the tender burnt area wen it cools!

I like tesco foil best, not too thin, not thick, dont think they add any of that cancerous shit to it that needs burning off either (so I heard).
 
l have a great keyworker wen she comes to my home a still build a joint n have a wee puff while am talking to her and a wee coffee.....a remember years ago wen a was cooking up some white the clipper blew and the silver bit flew off n it hit off my spoon and a lost my charge was fkn rageing....am heading out to pick a parcel up for the big man am not building my hopes up properly low grade shit....
 
ructions said:
The H threads are really speeding up again, its a bad sign! Remember this time last year this thread was moving at such a fast rate that it was impossible to keep up with! Although it is nice to see people coming back on Bluelight again, one big un~stoned family!!! :)
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Ditto. Its good to see the same people back on, but is definitely a sign things are going tits up again :( Going back a few months this thread had practically died and the other was well slow.
 
who the fuck can go to work when they are rattling?
I know I couldn't-not without an adult nappy and a sick bag
unless your job entails sitting on the bog wrapped in a duvet

And getting paid for going to drug services????wowzer!!
 
I don't think many people could go to work rattling! I used to have to go home sick so much when I was just starting to rattle, could not turn up in full blown withdrawals! It's a hardcore person who could manage that, I'd take my hat of to them!
 
PapaverSom said:
For those that dont have full blown habits and just do mini clucks every now and then, britlofex could be quite useful, if you could get hold of it.

I used it the very first few times I ever had the nerve to go cold turkey, but as I had no comparison I'm not sure how effective it was. I have heard good things about it though, for treating the worst of the WD WD symptoms caused by the bodies over production of noradrenaline (shivers, stomach cramps, runny nose, dioarrea, cold sweats etc).
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I think we talked about this before , but i couldn't stand it especially the low blood pressure n the other side effects .
 
I refuse to have a key worker that hasn't had a habit themselves , I just can't relate to them/or them to me ,any advice they give me is out the big book of addiction. I'm not saying there isn't any good ones but I'm yet to find one.
My old key worker was a blinder he'd been there/ done that , was sensible , helpful and reasonable. He's now the centre manager. Iv complained so much about the last 3 key workers iv been assigned that he's agreed to see me (once a month )again , For now.

Iv had some rotten blisters from running hot gear onto my fingers and hands , iv even had gear drip onto my inside thigh while sitting smoking in my Pants.
But a fella I grew up with and who's spent half his life in and out of jail , has a little move for stealing gear , where he purposely runs the gear onto his thumbs. I don't know how the fuck he puts up with the pain , but iv seen him work a room and wind up with enough gear for a smoke of his own....lol SOME-PEOPLE !!
 
Lol, that's crazy and well shady! Someone I grew up with used to grow his thumb nail long and stash hash under it whilst skinning up for people so he could have a bong when he got home! He was 16 though!
 
Aw, i'm so pissed off to~day! I was at the clinic this morning & my urine test was positive for opiates! I hadn't used heroin in 8 days & when i did use i only used about 0.6 spaced through out a full day & with was that low grade gear that Dublin is flooded with! So i didn't get me stoned but it stayed in my system for 8 days!

I don't know why i'm surprised coz i have an on going problem with my all so very slow metabolism! Even the weakest gear seems to stay in my system for up to 11 days!!! This is so SO frustrating, i know Kkat has the very same problem so she will understand how frustrating it is when you stay clean for over a week & you still don't pass your drug test! I reckon the gear in Dublin is full of Codeine or some such thing!

Glitched gave me some sound advice a few weeks ago on how staying healthy can speed up your metabolism, i followed his advice the last time i did my drugs test, i made sure to eat healthy, now i wasn't eating salads 24/7 or anything like that, but i just improved on meals. I never have much of an apatite so i can go forever without eating hardly anything, but the week coming up to my last drugs test i made a few nice dinners & i started drinking water instead of the usual mass amounts of Lucozade that i normally go through & i passed the test after 8 days of not using!

Before the drought i used heroin at least 4 times a Day, but now i only use it about 3 times every two Weeks. I would love to continue using as little as this if/when the drought ends. But when my test comes back dirty after 8 days of been clean i totally lose heart & i feel like going back to using every day, i just feel like whats the point in even trying to cut back?! But if being healthier helps speed up my metabolism & if i can stop failing my drugs test then i can continue to cut right back on my heroin use & i will also be more healthy in general which has to be a good thing!!! I was that upset at failing to-day that i felt like going out & scoring a big bag of weight that would last me the week, but i stopped & thought about Glitched's advice & decided only to score a small amount & to stick to the healthy plan! Thanx for all the advice Glitched! It really made me stop & think to~day!!! A slow metabolism is a real pain! My Boyfriend always uses the same batch of gear at the same time & the same amount as me & once again he was totally clean to-day! The Doctor always looks at me as if i'm bad news for my Boyfriend, its like he thinks that my BF is clean & i'm not so i could end up dragging my BF down, the truth is we both use the very same amount of gear! GURRRrrrrr........!!!
 
Sorry you failed your test ructions, 8 days is crazy! I've had some lovely gear today and I feel amazing! Codeine is really dangerous to inject so it would be a stupid cut, but it wouldn't really surprise me!
 
it is so super frustrating
other problems I have that I believe are related are:
when I get a blood pressure check,the cuff just keeps on inflating-the docs always think it is broken-my hand turns purple and it really hurts
also when having blood tests I have to see an anaesthetist as nobody else can get a vein(this is not from IV using)
people always comment on how little I eat yet I still maintain a healthy weight
I've had all kinda liver function tests and I am apparently a genuine medical mystery
I so agree when you say it is demoralising and you think 'why should I bother not using when i still can't give a clean'

tested after 11 days clean-i just about gave clean-there was a faint line
that's the quickest that i've done
 
kkattastic said:
who the fuck can go to work when they are rattling?
I know I couldn't-not without an adult nappy and a sick bag
unless your job entails sitting on the bog wrapped in a duvet

And getting paid for going to drug services????wowzer!!
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My question would be: Why would you go to work rattling? The only time I've ever rattled was during my 18months of unemployment between 2006 and 2007. All other times I would always make sure I had some meth' or DFs stashed for days I wouldn't/couldn't score. Ratting by choice seems pretty strange to me, unless you are rattling it out with the intent of never using opiates again.
 
Having had a full blown habit, and knowing how utterly soul destroying a true cluck is like

These mini WD are manageable, but how do I get my hands on britlofex, just to make it that bit easier?

Would something like Sominex help with the sleep?

I dont wanna use valium, cus i had a 15 a day habit.... and that makes me care free and il have full blown gear habit within a week.
 
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