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Heroin Social: Version 5

^ I know Brimz!

He's just explained to me why he does it. A few years ago, he'd literally just done a snowball hit, then he got jumped on by 3 members of security who had been looking for him! I just wouldn't do snowballs if it brought back memories like that! He seems to be happy when he's in his little world for a bit though, so ...

I know it's a common reaction, I get pranged myself, but only after doing a lot of white and on no sleep. He's just the only one of my 'using friends' who do it. I'm no longer sensitive to snowballs. He's only just started using again recently after a 7 month clean break.

Im probs stating the obvious, but it sounds like you deffo need some stability Cherry, things seems to be going around and around, having the stress of court case aint helping, I would say you need a long rehab spell that 2 weeks. BUT are you in the right frame of mind for one which goes on months and months.

I will say this there is good reason to do it, even if you think you wil start using again afterwards, it gives your body and mind a GOOD rest, and you can focas on things, and you never know what will happen with all that time.

You're right. Stability is something I always seem to lack. Two weeks away is about right for me, the detox for 14 days with the Salvation Army would be perfect, that's what my key worker is trying to sort out.
 
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Yeah I dude I know has schizophrenia, V WELL controlled, but when he has a load of crack, my God its not fun. prangin is what i call it as well. OR fucking irritating.
 
Yeah, one of my best mates has social schizophrenia. He's a tinker for not taking his mediation, and I don't like it when he smokes too much crack, it's not what he should be doing. He was tripping the other night when we went out though, and ended up taking care of me bless him <3 I don't drink much any more, but did that night and got stumble around and slurry word drunk, not in a bad way though, but I needed assistance to walk home.
 
Sadly, Brimz has a point

The courts are there to administer the law. That's not always the same thing as justice.

As recently as 200 years ago, you could be put to death for property crimes. As recently as 50 years ago, you could be sent to prison just for having sex with the person you loved and who loved you, depending on what was between their legs. And one day in future, people will look back in bemused horror on the days when you could be sent to prison for taking drugs.

The most important thing now is for you and your brief to establish a plausible alternative scenario which would explain fully the chain of evidence, without requiring for you to have carried out any of the actions of which you stand accused. This will cast reasonable doubt on the prosecution's case, and the court will have to find you not guilty.

Chalk the meth down to experience. The odds are stacked against you there, and you might end up admitting something that can be used against you if you aren't careful.
 
Hello Julie, how you doing mate? Very good post, and my thourghts exactly on the meth, just not worth it!
 
The courts are there to administer the law. That's not always the same thing as justice.

As recently as 200 years ago, you could be put to death for property crimes. As recently as 50 years ago, you could be sent to prison just for having sex with the person you loved and who loved you, depending on what was between their legs. And one day in future, people will look back in bemused horror on the days when you could be sent to prison for taking drugs.

The most important thing now is for you and your brief to establish a plausible alternative scenario which would explain fully the chain of evidence, without requiring for you to have carried out any of the actions of which you stand accused. This will cast reasonable doubt on the prosecution's case, and the court will have to find you not guilty.

Chalk the meth down to experience. The odds are stacked against you there, and you might end up admitting something that can be used against you if you aren't careful.

ok-so i give up on the meth
my argument is that other people regularly use my phone and i also allow people to use my bank account(s)
this is the truth
and being almost 2 yrs ago-in all honesty i could not say which texts were made by me and which weren't
this is all the truth and should cast doubt,surely
 
argh why are my mates being greedy with their raise..... FUCKKK SAKKE> :X

im waiting felllaass :!

thanks god i got a .2 earlier
 
good.... in fact, my mates who are on it, say the last 2-3 days thing have really improved.... will it last?! I HOPE SO.

Anyways, this gear my mates are about to get is proper good, and they are always spot on about this, thing, they dont lie and say it ok... when its shite

getting the bus in 10 mins.... got the call just now.... <3
 
Yesterday and today it's been really good! Gonna have to take a break after today though because this is my third day in a row!
 
@ Acidtek -- Fine, thanks for asking.

My Partner in Crime (tm) is coming home on Monday, after going through some pretty heavy personal / family s#!t.

@ Kat -- I don't think the CPS have much of a case against you; they're obviously trying to get you to incriminate yourself, by being as obnoxious as they can. Just don't fall for it -- tread carefully and if in doubt, ask your brief. It must count for something that you ended up forced to sleep rough in Suffolk because you didn't know anyone who could put you up for a night.

Another thought -- It's not as obvious as handwriting or a Morse operator's "fist", but everyone has a distinctive, characteristic style ("thumb" ?) when texting. So, can you get hold of copies of the incriminating messages for yourself? If they show deviations from your usual characteristic style, that will count in your favour.
 
Just wanted to pop in here and say I hope thinks work out for you Kat. I don't understand the legal system at all but hope you can convince the people in the court that you are innocent, really I do.
 
Things are good thanks, just at work now, really bored!

How's you doing mate?
 
Yeah I'm doing fine thanks mate :) oh yeah I forgot you are working for five days, hotel isn't it? What time do you get to finish mate?
 
I am so fucking tired-i just don't think i can do this 400mile round trip to court
this is only the first of many
my main just called to say he has better gear
need all my ££ for stupid trips to the seaside but i'm gonna buy tonight anyways
i need it for my sanity
 
Yeah I'm doing fine thanks mate :) oh yeah I forgot you are working for five days, hotel isn't it? What time do you get to finish mate?

Haha, I don't even remember saying that I was working 5 days lol.

Yeh it's a hotel, it's alright, pays the bills I suppose! You doing much?
 
Think I remember reading it in the Friday thread, I have a good memory, lol!

Just chilling out at home, got back in an hour ago after taking my dog out for a nice long walk! Not sure what I'm gonna do this evening yet though!
 
Re: Clucking at work...When I was in the early days of working, building, I was smokin in the morning, getting to work for 7.45 and knocking off about 4 (mid winter), home for half 4. So as I wasnt on the meth or anything then, and not cunning enough to use at work, I would start to cluck at about half 3. At the time I was getting a lift to work and back with my boss on his ZXR 650 motor bike. Great fun, fuckin freezing in the winter, but when I was cluckin on me way home, I was literally nodding off on the back of his bike, desperately fighting to stay awake cos I knew if I let go I was off, and he drives like a fuckin nut regularly going over 100. Ahhh happy days
 
Also gott a laugh at that story about the guy who used to nick and collect other peoples sizzling hot melted gear on his hands! Fuckin hell. Mind ur fingers do get pretty fucked and toughened up from constant use, but Jesus so me people!

I've also had gear on the inner thigh when sat smokin in boxers and it doesnt half make ur eyes water! I rarely lose gear off the foil but the worst fuckin thing is if u got a little pin hole in ur sheet and ur running a line and it stops and before u realise whats goin on the gear has run through to the underside of the foil and caught light. Have had some fuckin calamitys with that situation
 
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