cherrycolouredfunk
Bluelighter
^ I know Brimz!
He's just explained to me why he does it. A few years ago, he'd literally just done a snowball hit, then he got jumped on by 3 members of security who had been looking for him! I just wouldn't do snowballs if it brought back memories like that! He seems to be happy when he's in his little world for a bit though, so ...
I know it's a common reaction, I get pranged myself, but only after doing a lot of white and on no sleep. He's just the only one of my 'using friends' who do it. I'm no longer sensitive to snowballs. He's only just started using again recently after a 7 month clean break.
You're right. Stability is something I always seem to lack. Two weeks away is about right for me, the detox for 14 days with the Salvation Army would be perfect, that's what my key worker is trying to sort out.
He's just explained to me why he does it. A few years ago, he'd literally just done a snowball hit, then he got jumped on by 3 members of security who had been looking for him! I just wouldn't do snowballs if it brought back memories like that! He seems to be happy when he's in his little world for a bit though, so ...
I know it's a common reaction, I get pranged myself, but only after doing a lot of white and on no sleep. He's just the only one of my 'using friends' who do it. I'm no longer sensitive to snowballs. He's only just started using again recently after a 7 month clean break.
Im probs stating the obvious, but it sounds like you deffo need some stability Cherry, things seems to be going around and around, having the stress of court case aint helping, I would say you need a long rehab spell that 2 weeks. BUT are you in the right frame of mind for one which goes on months and months.
I will say this there is good reason to do it, even if you think you wil start using again afterwards, it gives your body and mind a GOOD rest, and you can focas on things, and you never know what will happen with all that time.
You're right. Stability is something I always seem to lack. Two weeks away is about right for me, the detox for 14 days with the Salvation Army would be perfect, that's what my key worker is trying to sort out.
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