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Well, I'm in a different quadrant of the world and just ate some cannabutter syrup cake after drinking 6pm-3am

The person who isn't you was there also, she's still horny
 
this is what i did. the girl seemed very surprised that shouting in the street and loud music all night would be a nuisance. hopefully tonight will be different but if not i'm making a recording and reporting it.

at least i've got less than 2 weeks here but its been a nice, quiet place to live for 2 years will be sad to leave with a bad taste.

Shove dog shit through their letterbox. Or anything dead that your cat has gifted you.
This prick ripped me off 40 quid over methadone once so I got a litre bottle and stabbed it in as much dog shit as I could find. Topped it up with my piss and put a lid on and shook to create a sludge that would have had him cleaning for weeks.
As Login suggested open letterbox and squirt. They'll get the message they've pissed off their neighbours.
Or if they have a car dog shit under the door handles works well too.

Ive got noisy cunts live above me but a knock and telling him to keep it down my child is asleep and my dog is gonna piss itself worked fine.
 
Well, I'm in a different quadrant of the world and just ate some cannabutter syrup cake after drinking 6pm-3am

The person who isn't you was there also, she's still horny
Pics or it didn't happen.

Also to formulate an answer to your previous post.
 
Pics, nah

It would be a real dick move to put a third parties pics here

Was a good night last, fuck knows when I got home, but it's past 3pm and I just woke up
 
evening eadd.

i am feeling really weird and have been bad the last few days with bingeing and purging. i haven't done it today but am not feeling any better. not really sure if its just coincidental that i'm having odd symptoms right now. getting stressed about it which is almost certainly not helping.
 
evening eadd.

i am feeling really weird and have been bad the last few days with bingeing and purging. i haven't done it today but am not feeling any better. not really sure if its just coincidental that i'm having odd symptoms right now. getting stressed about it which is almost certainly not helping.
you're moving iirc?

stressful af, often subconsciously
 
yep i'm moving house this weekend. also been majorly fucked over by a colleague which has made my job incredibly stressful.

urgh i did it again after my boyf went to sleep. except i didn't have much bingey food in and it was too late to go to the shop so did not go well.

i've been feeling a bit like i'm not really here, like some major dissociation, which is not normal for me when i'm not experiencing ptsd symptoms. getting dizzy standing up and even sitting down, heart rate all over the place, really sluggish and tired, and just off- headaches, digestive system, and been getting near panic attacks where i feel like i can't breathe.

writing it out it sounds more like anxiety and exhaustion, if it doesn't get better once i've moved or i can't break this cycle i'll go to a doctor.
 
You make food out of us in the UK?
ha! luckily for you i am vegetarian.

i'm sure everyone with any sort of disordered eating will tell you there are 'binge foods' and 'safe foods'- the former usually being high calorie, highly processed (takeaways are a big one for me) and the latter usually being unprocessed veg/fruit/nuts that you know you can eat in small quantities without going mad.
 
Sorry to hear about your troubles chinup. Life can get hectic all of the sudden. For instance, last time I relapsed on amphetamines I was at the same time taking a loan for a new apartment that I was moving in, my (then still not official) wife found out she was pregnant a month later and a company I worked for told us that it will be closing down in 2-3 years after sale/merger so my job was on the line (after loan taken, move made and wife pregnant). I didn't respond well and had a (last real) relapse on amps.

Life deals a shitty hand and stormy weather sometimes. It can be a hurricane and get really rough. I know you already know that. I just wanted to reach out and tell you that I feel for you.

This too shall pass. Make as little bad long term things that you are able to. I hope you feel better soon.
 
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