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๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ Social ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ Gibberings ver. CCXIX - "what's new, c*nty chops?"

Sometimes I think that I have done well and I am in good position and then I realize I could already have cancer in me that is just not symptomatic yet.

My friend did go through cancer and it really changed their personality. It seemed to traumatize them.
 
@Pissed and Messed just hear some real very commonly stories about our fokin life...here for example u go in the hospital with some minor problem and go out with a heart surgery without any need....just corrupted docs. to suck some money from clinical paths...our money they steal that way...u can kill somebody insignificant in a car accident-mother with a child for example and go freely on the second day.....it happens all the time man,all the time....corruption is unbelievable on every level....pay the judges and u are free....if u got money u are untouchable...don't need to study...pay and u are proffesor...educational system now is above healthy imagination...most of the escort girls who thinks that Madrid is a state in Africa got two...sometime even three higher educations...only from suckin' proffesors cocks...and once upon a time we've got one of the best educational system in Europe....people work on three places just to pay their credits for bills and food...so they and their children live really hard...well one day such person go to a bank and-guess what all credits are paid miracously....and on the next day came local feodal and say i pay ur credits now u are mine....so these people now are slaves literally to some fuckin' brainless idiot who can't even write his own name,but money laundering actives of some "V.I.P." person.....in my village most of the people are slaves of local feodal...so here exist some form of feodalo-capitalism....u even can't imagine what a beast is a human.....hundreds ubelievable terrifying stories......and this is European country:ROFLMAO::ROFLMAO::ROFLMAO:....what a fokin' joke.....far more closer to Kongo my friend.....sad,doomed place for the most.....a paradise for the few.......horror brother....horror:(
 
Wow, I am sorry to hear that. Sounds really, really, really awful and it seems to distress you a lot. How do you cope or do you cope at all?
 
Wow, I am sorry to hear that. Sounds really, really, really awful and it seems to distress you a lot. How do you cope or do you cope at all?
goin' mad..like all people here...u can't change anything...lack of critical mass of brave,thinking people with enoughself esteem not to lick constantly someone's ass and with ideals,morality and wish to sacrifice themselfs for the others...most of them gone in the west in the 90'.... and till beginning of millenium most of well educated people just leave the place and escape....a minority of humans that u can still could call a humanbeings after work lock in their homes and grab the bottle in the moment....to escape for some hours the nightmare...the rest are just different species of fauna-mostly sheeps,but also a packs of hungry wolfs,hyenas,lot of deadly venomous snakes,which even doesn't needs to bite u....they just spit their venom from very big distance and they are incredibly accurate-kill without a touch....and a huge ammounts of insects...ofcourse tourists in luxurious resorts in the sea or in the mountain can't see this and don't know nothing about it...it's all sparkling outside in many places....deeply rotten from the inside
 
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I have really bad hangover but I barely feel it. Gabapentin rocks!
It got worse after a while, it just waited for right moment to strike, and I also attended first aid class in the afternoon, which started with describing heart attack and symptoms were basically the same as in my hangover.
 
That's rough. Cancer is such a dick. My mum has been living with metastatic breast cancer for a couple of years now and it generally just feels like one thing after another since her diagnosis.
My mom was the same, she ended up having both Breasts cut off over the space of 10 years, she had Horrific R.A. too but she got put onto some super-expensive drug trial via the NHS, the injections in her stomach are once a week & each one costs ยฃ250 but it's saved her from being a cripple.
I'm 100% Convinced she is only here as she was raised by a HARD Old Skool Black Country Woman who took NO Shit & kept a Stick to give out some good whippings, you wouldn't fuck with the Woman. She is not much more than 5 foot but has been known to jump out of her car screaming "You Fucking Paki Bastard" swinging a Hammer at Ethnic groups who cut her up & called her a "Bitch" (I'm NOT joking here she is VERY Racist!!!!)

My Stepdad has always been a dick, his kicked me around the floor like a football etc but I'd still not wish a long & slow death on him, just a fast death with moderate pain ;)
 
Dogged a bullet today, i was so fucked up on Crack & Heroin from a "loan" via The DWP I missed my signing day & also missed the time to give a Reason why #oops
Just found out due due a very creative "Jackanory" Bullshit session I am still getting my FULL DWP Payments <3

The Rush from just finding out I am not going to be skint for 6 months was extreme, yet another example of why the human body when released from Great Stress or Extreme Pain can take you higher than any Pure MDPV or IV shots of Heroin.
 
God damn bureaucracy and bills would feel heavy over here too if I did give a fuck in the first place...

...but I am too high and it is not yet time to pay so I don't give a fuck. I might be even able to reverse the bill, it is god damn pile of shit bill, I don't know, I wish I was lawyer so I could straight out know if the case is valid in the first place, I guess I just need to act like I know what the fuck I am talking about and claim that it is all bullshit.
 
My Stepdad has always been a dick, his kicked me around the floor like a football etc but I'd still not wish a long & slow death on him, just a fast death with moderate pain
Gotcha.

Dogged a bullet today, i was so fucked up on Crack & Heroin from a "loan" via The DWP I missed my signing day & also missed the time to give a Reason why #oops
Just found out due due a very creative "Jackanory" Bullshit session I am still getting my FULL DWP Payments
I just waited 16 weeks for them to process a claim! Finally came through thank fuck I was just about to not be able to pay my rent. Can also afford to buy some weed now. Long live the DWP they might be shit but at least they give you money sometimes.

God damn bureaucracy and bills would feel heavy over here too if I did give a fuck in the first place...
Not giving a fuck is key. Shit always starts going wrong when you give too much of a fuck.
I guess I just need to act like I know what the fuck I am talking about and claim that it is all bullshit.
Confidence is also key. You need to confidently and assertively not give a fuck.
 
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I got today some fucking bill from loan that I took in 2019 of which was left some late fees or something IDK and it was processed in court, generating more fees, and I hadn't got to know shit about it. I can still complain and it will be given new process I guess IDK I got pissed off because I hadn't been informed I think eh anyway I got fucking high and made two Buldak habanero and lime noodles, rinsed the soup and slammed tofu and avocado in it.



Delicious.

I am drinking the soup now while watching No mans land season II

I don't know what is going to happen to bill and whose fault it was. I don't want to think about it. Or this fucking broken keyboard. I should vape big bud.

I am frustrated and pushed to the edge on many fronts, I find myself giving up on more and more dreams and goals. But at least I got my basic studies GOD DAMN READY and I can focus exclusively on plate smith welding stuff.
 
I got today some fucking bill from loan that I took in 2019 of which was left some late fees or something IDK and it was processed in court, generating more fees
Ahh shit yeah my dad had something like that when he left the country and forgot to pay off a credit card. He solved the problem by never returning to the country.

Those noodles look amazing I need to stock up on instant noodles.
 
goin' mad..like all people here...u can't change anything...lack of critical mass of brave,thinking people with enoughself esteem not to lick constantly someone's ass and with ideals,morality and wish to sacrifice themselfs for the others...most of them gone in the west in the 90'.... and till beginning of millenium most of well educated people just leave the place and escape....a minority of humans that u can still could call a humanbeings after work lock in their homes and grab the bottle in the moment....to escape for some hours the nightmare...the rest are just different species of fauna-mostly sheeps,but also a packs of hungry wolfs,hyenas,lot of deadly venomous snakes,which even doesn't needs to bite u....they just spit their venom from very big distance and they are incredibly accurate-kill without a touch....and a huge ammounts of insects...ofcourse tourists in luxurious resorts in the sea or in the mountain can't see this and don't know nothing about it...it's all sparkling outside in many places....deeply rotten from the inside
A big Facade it seems, bigger then the one i am in. You know where i live,
NL is rich, from exploiting others ! But basically cowards [my opinion].

The dirty work is done by east-European s or,
people from R_dam or a other place. So ileegal removal Asbestos,
you hire a East European.

Placing toxic PUR isolation you rent R_dam-mers.
And the tourist that eat our Mussel s, the filtrates s of the Sea:
so loaded with PFAS, PAHs, Heavy Metals and what not.

They take away home for free, where they warned what they ate no way.
Do i eat em, ah ah ! โš ๏ธ Still debating do i hate or love my hate for ?
 
Some of the most Clean & powerful Crack I have smoked in years today.
The rock was small but OMFG it is equal to the old Amonia washed stuff, the feeling was Pure Clean cocaine & lasted a good 7- minutes with no rough edges on the comedown which is a Blessing.

Some really Potent Rocks can make you feel so Tweaky after a smoke, this stuff didn't have that horrible feeling when I was coming back down to Earth.
This is the kind of Rock where a man can end up spending several hundred pounds in a day, watch Porn all day & night & spend the whole day with a limp cock pissing all over your balls ;)
 
Mind is blown, this is honestly some of the best stuff I have ever tasted.

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