Mugz
Bluelighter
Evening gibberers!! I just got back from NA, was good and lots of people were nice to me and were glad that I was there as it is usually people that have been clean for months and years that turn up not newcomers who are still in the process of getting clean. I mentioned Xamkou's death and that is affected me and that I'd finally cut down to one drug(phenazepam) which will be gone too once I get out of the rehab which the date of that is still to be determined. It brought back a lot of memories for some of the other people there of the beginning of their journeys to sobriety, all in all it was a good session and I got a lot out of it and got a lot out of other people getting a lot out of me just being there and sharing. It's really not as cultish as you may think, well the small meetings that I've been to so far haven't been at all. It's all about friendship and helping each other out. Was someones 5 year sobriety day too which was good
Show's that it does work for some.
Just writing this has made me wonder whether it might have been better for my recovery thread in TDS, but it's the people here in EADD that are kind of like a family to me really so thought I'd share what happened tonight here, hope you's lot don't mind.
Also hope everyone else has been having fantastical nights themselves, drug fuelled or drug free. I'm really glad to be part of this forum and know that it can help me in the recovery stages just as it has tried to support me through the darker stages too.
Big hugs and
to everyone.
-mugz

Just writing this has made me wonder whether it might have been better for my recovery thread in TDS, but it's the people here in EADD that are kind of like a family to me really so thought I'd share what happened tonight here, hope you's lot don't mind.
Also hope everyone else has been having fantastical nights themselves, drug fuelled or drug free. I'm really glad to be part of this forum and know that it can help me in the recovery stages just as it has tried to support me through the darker stages too.
Big hugs and

-mugz