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Gibberings CXXIV: Office Cakes

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Aftenoon EADD, had a shitty kinda day where I got the time of my meeting with my keyworker wrong so my assessment for rehab has been pushed back until the 28th, luckily that's not too long but it's long enough to piss me off a lot, the group session was nice though and lots was said that was needed to be said and I listened to other people speaking and learned a bit too, so I guess it wasn't such a bad day after all, just put the craving meter right back up to 100% because I now have to wait another 9 days to get my rehab assessment, rather than that being done today and getting a date to go in.
 
I love talking to people. I have no problem striking up conversaton/ passing comment with strangers. If someone talks to me I'm happy to talk back. If I don't like the way they talk to me or what they're saying I tell em so.
It's so simple. It's so freaky that humans can go around blanking their own species so easily...and then becoming horrified should one of their own wish to interact with them.

It is shocking " what the fuck are you smiling at you cunt?" I had that before on a night out, ha erm am I not allowed to be happy now? If you strike a conversation with someone they look at you like your some sort of pubic transport wierdo.

On dreams, Ive had a few select dreams where ive actually gone "this is a fucking dream, I know it is" and go around and start causing all sorts of mayhem, anyone else ever been able to control there dream, or know they are dreaming at the time? Its a mad sensation
 
Its also funny if you smile at folk when walking outside cos most look at you as if you are a nutcase.
Ah Mendo you must have posted just as I was typing my post about folk thinking you are weird if you smile or talk to them.
 
Had a good day in the end. Fucking freezing here, but went down to teignmouth, by the sea, with me son...played in the skatepark, had a play in the playpark, legged the dog up and down the beach, son met some friends and had a kick about of a football (he's shit at football, pitiful watching him :( )...

anyway yeah, lots of fun, and the sun was out. %)
 
Today some guy getting off the train trying to get a pram off, holding his staff in his other hand and trying to get his kid (about 6 years old) off the train, was a huge gap to be fair and the kid goes straight down underneath the train and platform, sounded like a right smack aswell. :? Anyway dog runs off, about 10 people waiting to get on the train all sort of standing there, headphones in all gormless like fuck all is going on. Took someone who was sitting down about 10m away to jump up and actually get onto the tracks to try and pull him up, more than the father was doin standing on the edge trying to reach down and get him. Think hes going to have a bit of a telling off trying to tell his mrs what happened there to his grazed child.

^Freezing? 14 Degrees today my local therostat/clock thing told me at 2 this afternoon, was quite nice and warm actually, had to take the jacket off, and clear skies again.
 
Your son sounds brilliant.

He is fucking brilliant!

I remember always being shit at sportball when I was a boy, son's only 6 and he was trying to play footie with a few lads about his age who (to me anyway) are shit-hot footballers...

He was running round laughing, smiling, having a fucking great time, but evry time a ball is passed to him he misses, all his passes just go off into nowhere, basically, he's shit at it.

But he loved it anyway.
 
He is fucking brilliant!

I remember always being shit at sportball when I was a boy, son's only 6 and he was trying to play footie with a few lads about his age who (to me anyway) are shit-hot footballers...

He was running round laughing, smiling, having a fucking great time, but evry time a ball is passed to him he misses, all his passes just go off into nowhere, basically, he's shit at it.

But he loved it anyway.

I love the way that children can just make friends with other kids in the space of a few minutes then have hours of fun playing together.
We lose that ability it seems to make friends as quickly and easily once we grow up.
 
Brimz: That sounds like a pleasant turn of events...Conversations with strangers can be eye-opening. Rewarding when good ones happen.

I love talking to people. I have no problem striking up conversaton/ passing comment with strangers. If someone talks to me I'm happy to talk back. If I don't like the way they talk to me or what they're saying I tell em so.
It's so simple. It's so freaky that humans can go around blanking their own species so easily...and then becoming horrified should one of their own wish to interact with them.

Yeah i im one of those people that likes to integrate with others can't stand folk that bouy you off .

Albion yeah i learnt more about China in a Hour or so than i knew my whole life :)
 
That article is absolutely mindblowing...If we're able to decode brain signals and see what the host brain is seeing, how long before we will be able to decode brain signals during dreams into something visible on a monitor?

If we're already achieving this, it follows that it could be possible to observe trains of thought.

It would be interesting to do it on hallucinating people, I'm quite interested in how there's obviously direct visual input through the eyes but given you can hallucinate richly with your eyes completely shut and in the dark the brain is obvoiusly capable of other ways of creating the perception of 'seeing things', like when dreaming. Or just visulising stuff..
 
I'm shite at starting conversations with folk I don't know (and sometimes with folk I do know for that matter) but am usually okay at reciprocating if a stranger (or the checkout lass and the like who aren't quite strangers but also ain't friends/acquaintances) do. Depending on state of mind, naturally.
 
He is fucking brilliant!

I remember always being shit at sportball when I was a boy, son's only 6 and he was trying to play footie with a few lads about his age who (to me anyway) are shit-hot footballers...

He was running round laughing, smiling, having a fucking great time, but evry time a ball is passed to him he misses, all his passes just go off into nowhere, basically, he's shit at it.

But he loved it anyway.

That reminds me of when I was a kid, but I don't think anyone had the heart to tell me so I just went from match to match on the sub bench.. got fed up of it and took up dirt jumping on my bike instead, much more fun!
 
It would be interesting to do it on hallucinating people, I'm quite interested in how there's obviously direct visual input through the eyes but given you can hallucinate richly with your eyes completely shut and in the dark the brain is obvoiusly capable of other ways of creating the perception of 'seeing things', like when dreaming. Or just visulising stuff..

Yup. I'd presume the actual hallucinations aren't from direct visual input but more an overlay from other areas... but given they are visible maybe not. Would certainly be interesting to see what happens anyway. Given it's all just electronic signals when it comes down to it I'd imagine it would be feasible to record actual hallucinations in theory at least. If this MRI technique works out it should be entirely feasible to do too which probably isn't the case for direct wiring. Good luck finding volunteers for the wired version - even with free druigs on offer :D
 
fascinating, amazing. id wanna record a heavy DMT trip, watching that back would be fucking unbelievable
 
Ive had a few select dreams where ive actually gone "this is a fucking dream, I know it is" and go around and start causing all sorts of mayhem, anyone else ever been able to control there dream, or know they are dreaming at the time? Its a mad sensation

Yeah thats called lucid dreaming, had it a few times, fully conscious in my dream running around asking people if im dreaming, and theyd say yes, but id look at clocks and theyd be all trippy and unreadable, i started to panic in one dream, time went so fucked up i felt like id be stuck there all day, thought id gone nuts and was trapped in my dream, couldnt wake up. threw myself infront of a lorry, was so vivid i could see the drivers eyes, then i woke up... to find myself still dreaming. then it happened again. was nuts. the i actually woke up and thought i was still dreaming, went downstairs to my mum and said am i awake?!?! what the fuck is going on, everything felt like a mild shroom trip or something, n i came back


bloody hell im the fattest ive been for years, probably karma for ripping the piss outta fat people when i was younger
 
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Woah, sounds like a nightmare. After heavy stim sessions I get crazy locked in dreams in dreams. There was one time a demon visited me and told me a demon was possessing my Daughter so I wake bolt up run into her room then I wake up, demon, run to room, wake up, and so it went on. Felt like forever to get out of that. When I realised I was awake I was left with the feeling that I was the demon for keep running into my Daughters room! Weird. Sleep paralysis is horrible as well, thankfully avoided it the last few times. Good.
 
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