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Gibberings CXV: "I like a woman who talks like Paul Gascoigne"

No tinychatty for me - against my religion. Time to climb the wooden hill to bedfordshire for me... Well... time to move from partially vertical to mostly horizontal anyway. Doesn't have quite the same ring to it put like that though. Nighty, all <3

Night Shambles, this is exactly how I feel about being "up" and "going to bed", the biggest difference seems to be a slight change of angle of the skeleton with respect to the ground :D and eyelids open/closed status of course.

'Twasn't always like that, life becomes more and more like a blancmange as time goes on.
 
Time for my seroquel & milk, then off to the sofa for a nights sleep, stupid missus wont let me in the bed.

I feel like a bad dog that's been banished to it's kennel in the garden, I only take solace in knowing "God" is just & when she dies she will have to answer for her crimes, I will bet any one of my three eyes or 17 fingers he will be pissed off she did this to me.

Night folks...........
 
here we go folks, top right image I just took a grab 30 seconds ago

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Really not pleased now, the only tobacco is being kept by that shackjob witch I am with & she wants me to suffer due to "child gate" that I was on about before.

Going to be smoking Snus by the end of the day I think 8o :(
Just ran a Google search on the subject & the results don't sound good, hello Nicotine kick city.
Next 48hrs will be a real laugh for me now :(
 
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Mornin all, off to work.

Only skimmed last few pages.

Farmaz, bandw's advice about the child is ace.

And kids really DO like boundariies, I think so anyway, lots of parents would disagree, but I think they're wrong. Kids NEED boundaries, it helps them to know who they are, and their place in the scheme of things.

I'm not having a go, but your reaction was childish, like someone said...if the girl is old enough to tell you to go back to England and Mummy doesn't like you, then she's old enough to understand you when you sit down wth her and explain why she's hurt you emotionally, why she shouldn't kick people when she's frustrated, and something else I've just forgotten. You can be serious with her, but not angry....and listen to her points without getting angry, however illogical and nonsensical they might seem....

I could prob say a lot of this better, but hope it works out for you.

Anyway, gotta go, it's late for work, -5 outside (I know that nothing for you atm farmaz) and need to scrape ice off the car WITH MY BARE KNEECAPS COS THATS HOW FUCKING HARD I AM....wouldn't see the beef burger boys scraping their beamers with bare legs would ya, well would ya???? Eh???
 
Whatever temperature it is outside buprenorphine will make it seem that little bit less harsh for me.

That and hot chocolate.

Free bottle of Jack yesterday from the cleaner at work, mere days before payday. She refuse to take money, but will accept a pack of Embassy No.1 when payday arrives. So that's alright. And it's not being tentatively sipped this mroning. Not at all. ;)
 
Anyway, gotta go, it's late for work, -5 outside (I know that nothing for you atm farmaz) and need to scrape ice off the car WITH MY BARE KNEECAPS COS THATS HOW FUCKING HARD I AM....wouldn't see the beef burger boys scraping their beamers with bare legs would ya, well would ya???? Eh???

Fuck that haha gets sound trousers or something on, shorts in this weather, crazy


better go de ice the motor n head to work soon me thinks, roads are gonna be dodgy, gonna be a nippy day at work
 
I had to leave the flat today as I was running low on supplies, bought frozen steak pies, beer and fags. On my way to the shops I got stopped by Scientologists on the promenade by the river, they were doing e-meter tests. The girl was hot as hell so I stopped and did the test.

Apparently I have low esteem, low trust in people and no optimism towards the future. I gave them all my details, they said they will give me a call as there is a Dianetics seminar on the weekend. AWESOME!

Back when I was working in NY I already went to their HQ as it was only two blocks from my flat, did a few of their induction meetings and everything.

That guy Hubbard was a legend, he wrote a bunch of delusional shit and made tons of money, I want to start my own cult too!
 
i here you can get anything in bergen park. norway in the middle of winter. no thanks. swim went to norway during the drought ... I remember him coming back in the spring, mad into injecting speed when he came back....eyes as big as saucers and all that. norway in the middle of winter ? no thanks. i cried enough at the darkness at 7am. couldn't take it at 10 am
 
I had to leave the flat today as I was running low on supplies, bought frozen steak pies, beer and fags. On my way to the shops I got stopped by Scientologists on the promenade by the river, they were doing e-meter tests. The girl was hot as hell so I stopped and did the test.

Apparently I have low esteem, low trust in people and no optimism towards the future. I gave them all my details, they said they will give me a call as there is a Dianetics seminar on the weekend. AWESOME!

Back when I was working in NY I already went to their HQ as it was only two blocks from my flat, did a few of their induction meetings and everything.

That guy Hubbard was a legend, he wrote a bunch of delusional shit and made tons of money, I want to start my own cult too!
haven't seen scientologists in brum for a while = no one got money for ron. i did get harrassed by jehovahs on my way to work the other morning while i was walking out the door.
last christmas i got given 2 qurans.
 
I actually read the Quran, all of it, once I was ill in high school, spent the week in bed reading that. It's not too bad really, I read some of the Old Testament too, they seem quite similar really, you can see they draw on a similar culture.

only ever read the new testament. heard stories read in a monotone voice from the old testament.

i'd read the quran if they did a version like the gideon, and the old testament, with a little bit to read every day. why don't the gideons branch out into that, choice to the children choice to the hotel user
 
Whatever temperature it is outside buprenorphine will make it seem that little bit less harsh for me.

That and hot chocolate.

hahaha, I find MXE provides a nice warm extra layer for those outdoor cigarette breaks on winter nights. Given myself a cold a few times thanks to that though, eventually learned shorts and t-shirt isn't great when its -6 outside, mxe or otherwise.
 
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