Funkadelica
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 16, 2013
- Messages
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ah so kinda like post ban mephedrone then ? Never quite hits the spot ? Not sure how much pre ban ive got left but i'll have to save it for a special occasion, and do it properly. Might be my only chance to get it right by the sounds of it if the post ban stuff is lacking.
Nah man, the stuff available at the moment from Europe is better than the stuff I had before the ban. It's absolutely changed everything for me. A couple weeks ago I received a gram of it, the first time with proper stuff since the ban. The first few trips were extremely euphoric, like I'd taken a pill or something. It was after a few more attempts that I started to get really deep with it. I had an inspired trip, giving me insights into what's going on in my life at the moment. So much so that I needed to get away and do something, clear the rut that I was in (at the time I didn't notice it). So I booked a backpacking trip for last week and it's been one of the best decisions I've made in a long time. I met so many cool people, saw many historical and stunning scenery sites, gained so much social confidence that by the end of the week I was approaching very attractive women in the bars and clubs. I have several contacts now in Belgrade that when I go back they're are going to show me the real side of the city. I'm even considering moving there next year if I can get some work, as it's such a great city.
I've come back from the trip feeling like a breath of fresh air, like a new man. All thanks to MXE. The thing is, you really need to work with what it give you though. It gives you the insights and you need to put effort into it. It's a tool that can be used to reinforce your beliefs and actions. I've finished the gram and it's served it's purpose, so I won't get more until the next month. It's my job to keep the momentum that I've gained going.

