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Gibberings CXLIX: Allergic to hay

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ColourfulKronos said:
Times and the vast majority of attitudes i've seen towards mental illnesses have thankfullky changed massively from what i've seen :) Obviously still noty ideal but people in general are much more educated and understanding. Says volumes for you MDB that ypou still spoke to him and kept him company, i like people like that
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thankyou, kind of you to say. But tbh i didnt do it for charity or kindness i did it because i was interested in the guy. People would look at me like i was some kind of joan of arc for taking him out to the bar, far from it, i just didnt like thinmking of him trapped in his tiny student room 24 7 and seeing no one but drug dealers and me. I never got him to mix successfully, he was pretty insecure and would come across as snappy and unfriendly to evryone else. It annoyed me that intelligent people couldnt see through that.
 
Oof. 10mgs of fent is a metric fuckton of fent. Be careful. You're gonna be wanting hits dosed in micrograms, not milligrams! I hope you're doing that with a friend around or what. Eek.
 
Sammy G said:
There's a lot to be said for that kind of routine. Even though it can be really gloomy and uninviting at this time of year.
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Yeah, seriously. The gloom makes it harder to get up but feel better when it's done with. I'm one of those that needs a routine or I just get depressed, fat, and drunk.

edit: of course it means Mum gets to go 'I've been telling you this for years' but it's a fair trade off.
 
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Its professionally made/mixed so there are no hot sports or owt, pretty easy to dose. And its fuckin lovely!

Saw people talking about acid casulties, when i was sectioned one 18 year old lad came in, he brain was fried for acid it was weird as, different to any other mental illnesses iv seen (and iv seen alot) he'd have 'flashbacks' where hed jerk and convulse so violently theres no way he was faking it. Poor lad, was still yamiming tabs and smashing ket last time i saw him :(
 
maxalfie said:
I can't believe that the Million Mask March by Anonymous and people who believe in their cause is going on in over 400 cities around the world today and not one mention on mainstream media.
They like to try and keep us in the dark about these demonstrations but they can't stop Twitter and social media getting the word out.
Oh apparently ITV gave a brief mention of it but only because Russell Brand turned up at the London march.
The revolution will not be televised.
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This.


ColtDan said:
couldnt imagine going on a wild binge on it though
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I can =D

mydrugbuddy said:
I got the beginnings of what felt like an out of body experience on mxe, is that common ?
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You joking here right?
 
not joking. I felt as if my mind was leaving my body. Just mometarily. Im not sure how id have reacted if i had a full on OOBE with my mind watching my body from the celing. Its for reasons like this that im cautious about the stuff (when sober) allthough there was nothing cautious about my 3 day bender last week.
 
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mydrugbuddy said:
not joking. I felt as if my mind was leaving my body. Just mometarily. Im not sure how id have reacted if i had a full on OOBE with my mind watching my body from the celing. Its for reasons like this that im cautious about the stuff (when sober) allthough there was nothing cautious about my 3 day bender last week.
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It's great stuff, I've had life changing experiences on it.

Personally for me out of all the proper holes I have gone down I have never seen my own body, I usually get strange "flashbacks" to a life before the one I am living now or I go into some kind of Matrix / hyperspace tube.

I throught you were a well travelled mexxy user MDB, I may have been wrong though.
For me dissociate chemicals hold the secrets to the universe, but my god be carefull with it though, personally I find it very addictive like this morning I didn't go to bed till 2am due to a night time mexxy session & as soon as I woke up 80mg up the nose at 9am with my Coffee.

It can be the most amazing thing ever or it can be your downfall, I nearly went full on mad from long sessions of dissociate chemicals before & ended up doing all kinds of really weird shit.
 
Sorry MDB, couldn't resist!

That OOBE-type sensation is where MXE gets really interesting, for me at least. I wouldn't be so cautious if I were you, although it can be a little freaky to begin with.

I'm getting all nostalgic for methoxetamine now. Loved that stuff.
 
Mexxy to be 100% honest is nice, very nice but there is nothing that can touch a 125mg line of 4-meo-pcp.
That stuff was the fackin nuts <3 <3

One day I will find it again, it's in my soul, I am sure when I die "God" will crack out his personal stash of it with me.
 
ive taken it about 6 times Bodda, im bit wary about all things 'trippy' due to anxiety issues. Though MXE seems to be unique as it doesnt seem to have much anxiety attached to it. I Increased the dose of mxe every time i took it. Gonna wait a few months before my next psychic rollercoaster and do it right.

I have no idea how much i took during my last session, when i redosed 160mg came out the bag, i thought, thats a bit too much, scraped gor knows how much back into the bag and hoofed the rest. I think next time, I'll measure out like 40-60-80 mg piles before hand, and put the rest away, before things start getting mad.
 
There is no need to have anxiety over mxe trips, it can answer alot of questions you have about life, issues etc.....
Don't ever forget we have a soul & when you get into that stuff it kicks the door open between our world & the multi dimensions that are out there, you are the captian of your own soul.

I really think everyone should have at least 1 good deep experience on those kind of things before they die as I really think that when we pass over that's the place we go to.

EDIT - Don't ever touch dxm btw, fucking horrible filth.
 
its just the total insanity of it though. I do realise its the drug having the effects, thats the line between keeping your sanity and loosing it IMO. On one occasion i felt like i was posessed by some other being who was dragging me out of bed by my hair, and i thought my gran was dying and she was telepathically having her last few words with me, and then i was talking to some other dead relatives through a medium, I asked her who she was, and she said she was my Great Aunt Edna lol. I also got to see parts of myself from a more objective perspective, which is where these things can be really usefull and enlightening.
 
Bodda said:
There is no need to have anxiety over mxe trips, it can answer alot of questions you have about life, issues etc.....
Don't ever forget we have a soul & when you get into that stuff it kicks the door open between our world & the multi dimensions that are out there, you are the captian of your own soul.
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Hang on. It can feel like that, but it's a bit OTT to categorically state that's what it actually does. Especially when you start to bandy around words like 'soul' and 'dimensions'.

I'd certainly agree that it's better to let go of any anxieties and allow the drug to take over, and I really do think it gives you a unique perspective on everyday life. It can also send you manic and cause your judgement to become heavily skewed, and I'm talking about people who aren't normally susceptible to mania.

It's important to take every drug 'revelation' with a pinch of salt, and then some.

mydrugbuddy said:
I do realise its the drug having the effects, thats the line between keeping your sanity and loosing it IMO.
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Quite.
 
All I can say Sammy is I've had loads of trips on these kind of things which have had a very "religious" feeling to them & I have also come across many "people" in hyperspace that have told me stuff or shown me things etc that have turned out to be true.
 
Where exactly is 'hyperspace' though? Can you be entirely sure it isn't just your own mind?

As for the religious aspect, it's a common feature of many people's psychedelic experiences. As well as being a recurring theme in psychotic experiences. In many cases, the line between the two is extremely vague.

We'll come to the word 'true' (and why it should be used sparingly if at all) another time.
 
Ahh all this talk of MXE. man that stuff has taken me some places. the trips have been on par with DMT. weird magical twisted stuff. it also used to replicate the feelings of other drugs sometimes

Just done a 70mg bomb of speed

You ever tried smoking DMT Mydrubuddy?
 
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