mydrugbuddy
Bluelighter
No i havent Dan, like i say i have anxiety issues with the traditional psychedelics, so i havent done any of the more recent inventions other than MXE, ive repeated that as it scores low for anxiety.
Where exactly is 'hyperspace' though? Can you be entirely sure it isn't just your own mind?
As for the religious aspect, it's a common feature of many people's psychedelic experiences. As well as being a recurring theme in psychotic experiences. In many cases, the line between the two is extremely vague.
We'll come to the word 'true' (and why it should be used sparingly if at all) another time.
I use the term "Hyperspace" to try & put across where I go to, I don't have a direct word for where I go to as it's too strange.
I call it that because to me it is like I have been plugged direct into some kind of Neuromancer (William Gibson) type world http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuromancer
Aleister Crowley said:In this book it is spoken of the Sephiroth and the Paths; of Spirits and Conjurations; of Gods, Spheres, Planes, and many other things which may or may not exist.
It is immaterial whether these exist or not. By doing certain things certain results will follow; students are most earnestly warned against attributing objective reality or philosophic validity to any of them.
What amount of DMT is needed to be smoked for a good hit?
Would half a g provide a good few smokes?
Feeling calm mate, couldnt care less at the moment, itll be a different story though when im nearly skint. but yeah part of me is very glad im out of there for many reasons. however my job could have been a lot worse, thats playing on my mind a bit. but even people around me noticed over the past year i was getting increasingly pissed off with it and saying how much i hate it etc, they noticed i dont moan a lot and im quite positive about things, or at least if im pissed off i keep it to myself cos nobody likes people negative people that moan a lot. apart from that place, id moan about it, n it didnt come as a surprise to em in the end. quite proud of myself for doing it. after working with people that constantly bang on about how much they hate place and threatening to leave but never do, i had the balls to actually to do what i said i was gonna do years ago and ditch the shit if it pissed me off enough. people though i would say that but not do it. but i ave. what do you do maxalfie?
mydrugbuddy DMT is worth a try. but as Sammy said, anxiety free, you dont have time to be anxious. however it can be scary. but theres not even time to comprehend what scared is, if you blast off. if you dont blast off, its pure love. absolutely pure void of love
What amount of DMT is needed to be smoked for a good hit?
Would half a g provide a good few smokes?
That's good then Dan. If the place was getting you down that much then for your own well being you are better off out of there.
My last job was full of people myself included that hated the job & everyone was forever saying they wanted to leave but no one ever did.
I only got out as was made redundant but I would have loved to have left in the same fashion that you did.
Depends how good the extraction is and how deep you wanna go, dump 70/100mg in, cover it with ash or parsley, let rip 2 held hits, boom.... no words to explain it
although that might be a bit high. people recommend 50mg but i cant blast off on it, first time i tried it was a stupid amount, groundbreaking profound beautiful intense, never though a person could experience something like that. it was almost religious. came out of it in shock, pale, eyes wide, still trippy like a dose of shrooms, arms held wide reaching for the sky laughing and fell to my knees thank fuck i was alive and thanking nature. shook me to the core
I'm familiar with the term 'hyperspace'. I'm also familiar with experiences of the kind you describe. I'm just asking you how you can be so sure you're not dealing with your own imagination /subconscious?
Like Uncle Al said:
Very fun, if you've got time have a lil read of my first trip report, ill put it up
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/518914-First-DMT-Experience
it was very primative, sorta mayan or something, felt like an ancient experience, very spiritual. opend me for. for some reason after that i became fascinating in the scale of the universe and all sorts of shit
Speed is kicking in, perfect
come in number 93 ? Is that on the Sgt Peppers magical Band album ? That or something very simillar, or have we got our wires crossed ?
I can't be 100% sure but on the flipside nobody can be 100% sure it isn't real also
Aleister Crowley said:There is little danger that any student, however idle or stupid, will fail to get some result; but there is great danger that he will be led astray, obsessed and overwhelmed by his results, even though it be by those which it is necessary that he should attain. Too often, moreover, he mistaketh the first resting-place for the goal, and taketh off his armour as if he were a victor ere the fight is well begun.
It is desirable that the student should never attach to any result the importance which it at first seems to possess.
That's a great description. You're not holding back any more. I like this.
Regarding MXE and music, it doesnt open up the psychedelic / trippy elemement of music in the same way as mushrooms do IME. It makes music hit harder to begin with, but then i find my mind turns away from the music and just kind of turns in on itself for rest of the journey.